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The purest of the pure.</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>13</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-83747955</id><published>2002-10-29T18:27:00.000-08:00</published><updated>2002-10-29T18:43:08.000-08:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Asher&lt;br /&gt;sand crunches (&lt;I&gt;bone crumbles&lt;/i&gt;) beneath the steady progression (&lt;I&gt;degeneration&lt;/i&gt;) of the Galliard within the club's boundaries, mismatched (&lt;I&gt;metis&lt;/i&gt;) eyes half lidded beneath the throbbing weight (&lt;I&gt;pulsebeat &lt;B&gt;bass&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/i&gt;) of music&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he can feel it speaking to him (&lt;I&gt;just him&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;treble's (&lt;I&gt;brilliant&lt;/i&gt;) chill on skin&lt;br /&gt;subbeat's gutwrench (&lt;I&gt;nightmare&lt;/i&gt;) sickness&lt;br /&gt;the steady writhe of sweaty &lt;I&gt;lives&lt;/i&gt; around him&lt;br /&gt;wrapped in this blanket of thickening delight&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the wolf among the sacrificial lambs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pleasure finds way to creep into his smile, the lean blond swathed in black (&lt;I&gt;in so. many. ways.&lt;/i&gt;), a flyer retrieved (&lt;I&gt;so.... that... was her last name&lt;/i&gt;) from previous venture into this territory, a whim bringing him from the tunnels of (&lt;I&gt;hell&lt;/i&gt;) home into the catacombs of mythology&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the marked (&lt;I&gt;stigmata&lt;/i&gt;) running his fingers along the entryway walls, tracing the heiroglyphs, a pause just before crossing the (&lt;I&gt;veiled&lt;/i&gt;) entrace, paying the cover, faking the ID&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;black velvet curtains parting for a blacker soul&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha. &lt;br /&gt;Behind the depraved Galliard, the immaculate Philodox whose hands do not touch the walls, whose eyes pass with only the slightest of curiosities over those within, whose feet do not touch the floor. He pays and flashes ID without so much as looking at the bouncer. Dressed all in white, he somehow manages to pull the 'look' off: angel, cherub, seraph. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes are black. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes are black, and they cast over the room, over the hundred dancing skeletons. Most the decorations are lost on Kaj'sha, and the music does not tug at him the way it does Asher, but... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...not bad. Overall, not bad. The sand crunching beneath his feet makes him smile, half-distractedly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Erik&lt;br /&gt;Mistakes. Already they're making mistakes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No, that isn't right. He is making mistakes. Should have checked the gift earlier. Could have got em at that lab place. But nooooo. He snuck his pack up all the way to the lab, then powered his senses with gnosis, and found that Asher had already gone... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fuck. fuck fuckfuck fuck fuck! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, finally, he is cornered. But hiding in a mass of sheep. Nightclub... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a low growl escapes the No-Moon's mouth as he stands in the dark alley, the rest of the pack back in the shadows, and stares at the club. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;finally he turns to the pack. "We'll have to cross over..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Decker&lt;br /&gt;Crouching on the alley floor while the Alpha checked his senses and consulted with himself, Decker looks up as he speaks. Nods wordlessly, holds out his hand for one of his packmates to pull him across. Decker's spirit was...less than powerful. In the usual army-surplus cargoes and wifebeater, one hand rubs idly at the jagged, stylized tattoo sprawled over his right arm from shoulder to just below the elbow. Ogre. A good weapon, but he would not desecrate his grandfather's memory in using it against an unworthy foe. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In his hand, a knife glinting dully, unable to hold the edge steel can. Silver. Asher's knife. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What comes around, goes around. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rune&lt;br /&gt;Sleek and cool as the night, Rune slouches back against the brick wall of the alley, breathing deliberately through her mouth (it stinks back here) and avoiding the strewn debris with assiduous care, attentive to her clothing even now, despite the gravity of their mission. The heels are gone for the night, and so too the more expensive clothing. Tonight, she's dressed down in dedicated clothing she usually eschews - lowslung leather pants curving across her hips, black, and a black sleeveless shell, stark against her pale skin. She slips her leather coat from her shoulders and tosses it aside, but not before retrieving her own silver knife from the pockets. Dark hair swings across her face, obscuring hard dark eyes, as she grasps Decker's hand and pulls him across the gauntlet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The club. The sheep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It won't be a pretty night. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;the angel and the devil&lt;br /&gt;(&lt;I&gt;damnation and salvation&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;the dream and the darkness&lt;br /&gt;the Philodox and the Galliard&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps there's an uncoinscious feed (&lt;I&gt;sharing&lt;/i&gt;) what crackles synergy through the lean form, each note a thousand tiny sparks to stimulate and aggravate each muscle, each chaotic refrain (&lt;I&gt;frenzy&lt;/i&gt;) of the exotic against animal (&lt;I&gt;whatever became of the man........ &lt;B&gt;you were never a man&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/B&gt;) skin stroke through the strangest of (&lt;I&gt;invisable&lt;/i&gt;) pelts&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he does not choose a place to sit&lt;br /&gt;he stops at the edge of the sand covered floor&lt;br /&gt;listening&lt;br /&gt;&lt;I&gt;breathing&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;unweaving this tapestry of sound and scent that lays itself at his feet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;At his side, the slighter, slimmer Alpha cocks his head briefly, lightless eyes half-lidding as though listening. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Strange...could have sworn I felt... &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But this is the heart of the city, the realm of the Weaver, who answers to no man nor beast - Wyld, Wyrm or Gaia. No wyrmlings comes to speak to the Philodox, and he has not the skills of the Theurge to force an answer from them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Probably nothing. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just watching?" - this, to Asher. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Erik&lt;br /&gt;He hammers a way through the steely guantlet of the city. Immdiately he is alert, looking in every direction with fevered intensity. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All clear for now. He begins the crackling shift to Crinos and grips the black barrelled, sawed off shotgun fetish in his hand. Only here its barel looks made out of hammered storm clouds... They writhe and seethe yet retain their shape. And a white hot light flickers down inside the barrel... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He waits for the rest of the pack to follow across. Then orders are given. the plan is already known. He adds only "Wait. seperate from the herd. Hunt like pack." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The bathroom would be an ideal place for this... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Decker&lt;br /&gt;If Rune thought the alley smelled bad, the Umbra was about to smell worse. In apparent response to his Alpha's command, the Modi cracks his neck to one side - swells - and then to the other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;On top of iron-grey fur, a layer of knobbed, warty, stinking hide grows. The Troll's Skin. Aptly named, indeed: those around him might find their eyes watering from the stench.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In his hand, the silver knife looks like a toy. A miniature swiss army knife gripped in the clawed handpaw of a monster.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again, he places his hand on Rune's shoulder, letting the Ahroun's stronger spirit draw him across. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;I&gt;Yes.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;silk from mouth or mind, the Galliard does not say it loudly, but knows it is heard just as easily (&lt;I&gt;a whisper in the darkness, a cry lost in the flames, tell of your terrors now..... child..... elsewise you've only yourself to blame&lt;/i&gt;) hands slipping to curl in pockets&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so close, this pretty flesh (&lt;I&gt;genuflect at my altar of madness&lt;/i&gt;) just within reach&lt;br /&gt;tempting, teasing, taunting, calling out with each crawling echo of rhythmic catastrophe&lt;br /&gt;&lt;I&gt;indulge. yourself. in me.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;only watching&lt;br /&gt;newly healed flesh burning againt the fabric of his shirt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;Languid as an Oscar Wilde nobleman - and as pretty - the Alpha leans (never slouches) back against the wall. Skeletons dancing in strobe lights - of which his strange eyes could pick up the distal wavelengths of, flashing through his eyelids.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha. Clubbing. It's a strange sight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presently, a pretty brunette passes by. Kaj'sha is not easily tempted by the flesh he cannot see, but Asher is another story. A slip-slide of eyes. A lick of lips. &lt;i&gt;Indulge? Why, yes please. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Erik&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Just watching... Heh. There's another."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He speaks as he peers throught he guantlet, oblivious to what transpires around him. Damn ahrouns better have his back...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And he waits, and waits, watching the two wyrmlings watch the sheep and lick their chops. Maddening! Not that he cares overmuch for the sheep....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He suddenly stands and repositions himself, and then draws his senses back into the spiritual.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Enemys not leave pack. We kill now. Look quickly as I did. then we kill." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;does he even remember the name of the last that walked by in such a way &lt;i&gt;(did he even know her name?)&lt;/i&gt; in a provocation tease of &lt;i&gt;(sinister)&lt;/i&gt; senses&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I wonder what your screams will sound like.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;skull tilts in backwards glance, a scythe slash of pleasure curving young lips that will never be seen by his Alpha &lt;i&gt;(and never, ever, acknowledged)&lt;/i&gt;, weight already shifting to follow&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;Not anymore.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the invitation never spoken aloud &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rune&lt;br /&gt;With the word from their Alpha, Rune peers across the gauntlet and studies - briefly - the shapes and movement of those beyond. Full red lips are set in a hard, lowering line as (she likes this setting not at all, but likes Spirals even less. The flashback spills bright across her surface mind - the sleeping darkness of the pack's warehouse loft, the spiraling smoke spilling from the pack's prized hookah, distant groove teasing the senses, languid and low, and the pack - her pack - sprawled unsuspecting in the darkness, the low murmur of desultory conversation mixing with the clink of beer bottles and then - and then - ) she draws her vision back and shifts again into hulking warmform, ready to push through the gauntlet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Erik&lt;br /&gt;He fades across the guantlet quickly, crouched low (for a hulking 9 foot plus werewolf) behind a nearby bar.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unprepared. They're fucked.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, when he is sure he is fully across and physical, he rockets to his feet and sends one of the deadly silver explosions into the one called Ashers back. Call him coward if you like, just make sure he spends that other round first.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Of course there is a dead silence for a split second, until the screaming starts. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Erik&lt;br /&gt;He swings the deadly, steaming shotgun towards Asher's friend and pulls the modified trigged back to the second notch. Thunder laced with silver lightning erupts from it, but he is jostled by a panicking human, of all things, and doesn't harm the wyrmling much. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Rune&lt;br /&gt;With the shotgun blast, the crowd scatters. The initial wave of panic that spreads through the crowd is doubled and redoubled by the sudden vision of three Crinos Garou emerging from nowhere behind the bar. Glass shatters, alcohol and blood sprays, and more than a few of those in the immediate are release the contents of their bladders in reaction to the sudden, pre-conscious surging of primordial fear. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The dim lights flash and flutter, and the crunch sand is spattered with blood from the spray of the shotgun blast, which catches more than just the Spirals unaware. Several patrons fall, and others are trampled in the ensuing panic as those mortals with wits enough turn and fucking - run. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anywhere. Anywhere but here. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The female - in the gargantuan warform, the differences are subtle, at most - the female rockets past the bar and turn's her warrior's gift upon Kaj'sha, Asher's immaculate companion - the stink of it, the primal dominance of the full bloody moon - is almost as palpable as the stick copper stain of blood in the air, or the ammonia stench of the mortals' fear. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Still, she rages - nine feet of muscle and mottled fur, more inhuman than a nightmare - and surges forward, silver knife held low. The upward slashing stroke is inelegant, but savage in its effectiveness and soon the silver blade is running red with the other's life's blood. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;He is perfect.&lt;br /&gt;He is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Pure.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes are black.  His eyes are black, but the rest of him is as the dawn: golden, white, rose.  He is all in white, his hair a golden halo of short curls, his skin fair and luminous.  His mouth is a poet's, and it is just curving to smile &lt;i&gt;(...angels could fall...)&lt;/i&gt; when--&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;BLAM.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blood.  Red on white.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shock rockets through him.  He doesn't even feel the pain until the warmth of blood blooms on the back of his immaculate jacket.  Amazed - &lt;i&gt;who dares?!&lt;/i&gt; - the Alpha whirls around; from beneath the sleeve of one long, slim arm, steel-grey drifts and solidifies from a tattoo that's sometimes there, sometimes not.  Liquid into solid, smoke into steel and plastic.  A shotgun.  SPAS-12, futuristic, at once jarring and oh-so-fitting in the beautiful Fallen One.  White and golden and pink and &lt;font color = red&gt;&lt;b&gt;RED&lt;/b&gt;&lt;font color = black&gt; and black.  Beside him, Asher totters, his back a ruined mess.  Kaj'sha takes one look and levels the shotgun at the two Gaian Ahrouns crossing the Gauntlet to flank their Alpha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I believe you have made me quite angry...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;...thwarted.&lt;/b&gt;  Unholy terror hits him; the SPAS-12 wavers in his grasp.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A second shotgun blast, poorly aimed, doesn't do nearly the damage it could've.  By then the Spiral Philodox is in his beautiful/terrible Crinos form, staggering back with the blow.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's not going well.  It's not going well at all.  His lips peel back, black from white teeth, pink tongue, and he looses the defiance of a howl - the Symphony of the Abyss - a maddening whine, flies and insects, maggots and centipedes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Lucifer and Beelzebub sat under a tree...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He always has a backup plan.  From his other hand, a gathering darkness; a flickering of the lights overhead as shadow expands, engulfs -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- &lt;i&gt;dies.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just a flicker.&lt;br /&gt;Just a flicker of doubt in his eyes, black, looking up now -&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- just in time for the Crinos female to fall upon him.  Silver bites deep, thrusting up, invading his twisted perfect heart.  The blood of kings, purest of the pure and the most tainted of all, falls in a flood.  White. to. red.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Staggers.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The world is woolen and indistinct.  Beside him, he can hear the blade of the Fenris-wolf cleaving into his packmate.  Inside him, he can &lt;i&gt;feel&lt;/i&gt; it through the pack-bond: the shattering of the Spiral's Heart, the destruction these faithless ones wreak.  Through the shield of his own disbelief, Kaj'sha makes a realization.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Am I dying...?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It comes as such a surprise.  Such an inconstant, such a &lt;i&gt;...loose end...&lt;/i&gt;.  Death.  He has never considered it.  The Father promised him.  &lt;i&gt;All this and more I shall bestow upon thee, if only thou wilt fall and worship me.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He fell.&lt;br /&gt;He falls, to his knees.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Last.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Plan.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The barrel of the shotgun jams up under the sleek snow-white blood-red muzzle.  The Symphony of the Abyss falters in his throat, but it matters not.  The maw of the abyss opens wide: darkness, as dark as the blindness he began his life in so long ago, unfolds to take him in.  Less than a week ago he carved the Sign of the Beast into the breast of his Beta.  Today, he carves his own sign.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And he's going home.&lt;br /&gt;And he has.&lt;br /&gt;One last loose end to tie.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;One last silver bullet.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha: perfectly tainted, the Spawn of Mahsstrac, the Alpha of the Spiral's Heart, the Bastard of G'louogh, the Chosen of the Wyrm and &lt;b&gt;the Philodox of the Silver Fangs&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pulls.&lt;br /&gt;the.&lt;br /&gt;trigger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;None but the purest shall make an end of me.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;curves (&lt;I&gt;sin&lt;/i&gt;) waltzing (&lt;I&gt;entrancing&lt;/i&gt;) to weave through him, crowd parting a red (&lt;I&gt;bloody&lt;/i&gt;) sea this strange, eternal voyage&lt;br /&gt;blinding beauty&lt;br /&gt;blinding &lt;B&gt;pain&lt;/B&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[&lt;B&gt;Aethera Enamorata - there is divinity in pleasure&lt;br /&gt;Spiral's Heart - there is divinity in pain&lt;/B&gt;]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is no doubt in his (&lt;I&gt;cracked&lt;/i&gt;) mind &lt;B&gt;silver&lt;/B&gt; tears through skin (&lt;I&gt;splintering bone, ripping organs&lt;/i&gt;) a thousand electric nerves in overdrive the sudden (&lt;I&gt;blistering&lt;/i&gt;) heat that pumps (&lt;I&gt;paniced Rage&lt;/i&gt;) into the lean Galliard's body, screaming crowd around him doing nothing to dim the shreiking that begins from somewhere long forgotten, somewhere deep inside (&lt;I&gt;.....no...... not again...... please&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;blood belches onto the floor beneath the Dancer flipping to his back, finest fabrics replaced by black tar fur, reactive (&lt;I&gt;reactor&lt;/i&gt;) rage thundering, mule ears spike (&lt;I&gt;the devil's horns&lt;/i&gt;) from twisted skull, tail lashing (&lt;I&gt;serpent's wrath&lt;/i&gt;) sweeping a mortal woman from her feet (&lt;I&gt;orientation waning&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; just in time to see the Ahroun mauling his Alpha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;..... no.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the third (&lt;I&gt;final&lt;/i&gt;) blast shatters&lt;br /&gt;something in the Galliard &lt;B&gt;dies&lt;/B&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;I&gt;...... not again&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the fury of gray stormed skies is almost not enough to grant his attention, before the silver (&lt;I&gt;how familiar&lt;/i&gt;) plunges into black (&lt;I&gt;silken&lt;/i&gt;) throat there is nothing but the nightmare of white becoming crimson&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and lightning &lt;B&gt;cracks&lt;/B&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;massive fist reaching to wrap around the Modi's wrist, plunging the silver blade deeper into his own throat (&lt;I&gt;there is nothing for me now&lt;/i&gt;) and echoing, whispering, completely filling this moment suddenly frozen in time, needling its way into Decker's mind (&lt;I&gt;a voice he will never.... can never.... forget&lt;/i&gt;) in vice-grip torture&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;I&gt;...... how does it feel...... indulging the pleasure of violence..... the glory of  rage.... the ringing chorus of cruelty..... tell me of the &lt;B&gt;power&lt;/B&gt; you feel now...... do you like it?&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the Gallaird is going home (&lt;I&gt;the Father's warm embrace&lt;/i&gt;) already he feels the Spiral's rapture pull&lt;br /&gt;perhaps a smile curls the underhinged maw (&lt;I&gt;I will see you there, soon enough&lt;/i&gt;), rippling guard hairs on deformed muzzle, somewhere behind the growing haze in uneven eyes a bitter (&lt;I&gt;bale&lt;/i&gt;) fire erupts (&lt;I&gt;victory&lt;/i&gt;), lips that could never form even the Spiral's twisted speech quiver as if to attempt one. last. time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;I&gt;&lt;B&gt;...... you're more corrupt than me.......&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;head twists, tongue snakes out, smearing through the (&lt;I&gt;tainted&lt;/i&gt;) crimson soaking into gray fur (&lt;I&gt;staining&lt;/i&gt;), combing it through the hairs, against the skin, the right (&lt;I&gt;night's dark sky&lt;/i&gt;) eye flickering in a wink&lt;br /&gt;then the light..... darkens&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-83747955?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/83747955'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/83747955'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_10_01_archive.html#83747955' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-83536032</id><published>2002-10-25T19:22:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-10-25T19:22:20.763-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 07:58PM &lt;br /&gt; Why? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She's not quite sure why she is here here, the penmanship--the paper it had to be -him-, but she had come nonetheless. The gypsy-hued shawl that usually hangs from her hips is self-consciously pulled about her shoulders now, as if if to ward away the bite of ocean breezes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chin lifts higher as she holds the rail under white knuckled grip (As if to ward away the bite of uncertainty. Never that.) punctuated by the fine weave of the shawl threaded between her fingers.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 08:04PM &lt;br /&gt; "Thank you for coming." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She had not heard his approach. Few enough do, when he does not wish to be heard; few enough moved with the blonde youth's deft grace. Dressed all in black - though the shirt beneath the woolen overcoat may have been silver-grey - his skin fairly glows; his hair is a halo. So fine, so lovely and so dignified as to transcend gender and race, Kaj'sha is simply beautiful in the way art and angels are. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His hands are gloved, and they rest upon the railing as he steps beside her and smiles. He wears spectacles, their sheen giving the illusion of light to his lightless &lt;i&gt;(hopeless)&lt;/i&gt; eyes. This is the only concession to human imperfection; but then, he is not human after all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know the notice was short. Am I keeping you from anything important?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 08:21PM &lt;br /&gt; The wind lashes them both her muscles jerking briefly as she hears the sound of syllables to her left. Long &lt;i&gt;( breeding so pure it seemed she was not real.)&lt;/i&gt; colorless strands of hair toss and curl about her in the wind, as cool-grey eyes slide toward the sound. Face only follows eyes as good manners would dictate, the edges of her lips curving slowly. Had she anticipated the pleasure this visit would bring her? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mouth parts in-- &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is always startling to set eyes upon him. Something about him seemed to draw even as it warned. As if he were, at this moment too awfully beautiful, too horribly perfect, that she might &lt;i&gt;(..Oh Semele, you have betrayed yourself—look away.)&lt;/i&gt; catch burst into flames at her very impudence. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;--greeting. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Foolish girl, next thing you’ll say is you believe those inbred neanderthals are really saviors of the earth—pssht. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“It was my pleasure. Well yes, now that you’ve kept me from my afternoon of lounging and napping I am simply overwhelmed by the thought of making it up. Of course, I fully expect you to make it up to me, Oliver.”  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 08:28PM &lt;br /&gt; "How can I make it up to you?" Marvel, that his smile can be so guileless; Philodox of the Spiral, Alpha of the Heart. "Ask anything of me and you shall have it if I am able." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;You crack me &lt;br /&gt;in &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;two. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes flit away, black as no one's eyes should ever be. They used to be blue, but night has long since fallen on &lt;i&gt;this&lt;/i&gt; sky. In the silence which passes, waves crash to the shore and recede. The wind whips color into his smooth cheeks, but Kaj'sha is motionless as a statue. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He spoke to Asher last night. &lt;br /&gt;Her fate is already sealed.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 08:36PM &lt;br /&gt; A silvery hued brow rises while head cants to the side indicating they should walk. The boardwalk is chilly that night, though as she moves it seems the cold does not touch her at all. Along with the high curve of her cheekbones, the comfortable erectness of her posture (Did Atlas shrug? &lt;i&gt;Never&lt;/i&gt;.), the long thin hands that slide into her pockets as she turns toward him mid-stride, all of it details rendered irrelevant to the sovereignty of her words. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Get on you knees. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“Have you seen Percival?”  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 08:41PM &lt;br /&gt; So he walks, a easy stroll, effortless and regal. Such a matched pair they are, Silver Fangs to the core and back again. "Hm?" Percival. Percival? "Ah yes. He had a family emergency, I believe. Didn't he leave you a note?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How &lt;i&gt;easily&lt;/i&gt; he lies. Yet three more steps, and he turns to her, though his pace does not falter. His face is intense, serious. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Can I ask you something?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 08:48PM &lt;br /&gt; Family Emergency. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(But didn’t Percy say that his fa--..) &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thoughts stall time stalls as his words ring out across (a small space say 3 feet.) the distance between them. Maddie with the grace of a fencer, dancer of bladed steps, twists toward him halted by his simple inquiry. Lashes sweep low in deference older etiquette. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Instincts. &lt;br /&gt;“..I believe you just have.” &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Evolve. &lt;br /&gt;(A small smirk twitches at the corner of her lips as she sneaks a glance through the shield of long eyelashes she’s erected.)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 09:08PM &lt;br /&gt; A glance away. A pause, as his flawless brow furrows in thought. Then, carefully, he takes his glasses off and tucks them into his shirt's breast pocket (it is silver), inside the coat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the first time that she has seen - though he does not look at her - his eyes are naked. For the first time that she has heard, he gropes for words. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If - I were to tell you - " a maddening delay as, head down, the beautiful youth (&lt;b&gt;creature.&lt;/b&gt;) struggles to frame his thoughts, which were not born human, which would never be human, " - if I were to say that I am - " &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No, no. He couldn't say that. It was risking &lt;b&gt;too&lt;/b&gt; much. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Father... &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Madeleine," he has never called her by her given name, ever, "do you trust me?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 09:19PM &lt;br /&gt; She swallows briefly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Right hand trembling as if barely restraining the urge to cross herself &lt;i&gt;(Its only that you are so beautiful..)&lt;/i&gt; And watching him fumble she reaches toward him, the fleh of chilled hands grasping at his gloved own &lt;i&gt;( I wonder if you might tell me your name—so that I know which saint it is I implore--)&lt;/i&gt; Oh but it isn’t easy for her, and Madeleine Anne Lloyd has been many things… &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Never a liar. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(..When I go on my knees at night.) &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I want to but—“ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We do not know each other. &lt;br /&gt;I am so volatile. &lt;br /&gt;You are so calm. &lt;br /&gt;We don’t know each other. &lt;br /&gt;Attraction fades. &lt;br /&gt;You are so perfect. &lt;br /&gt;I am so flawed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We do not know each other. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“—have you trusted me?”  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 09:24PM &lt;br /&gt; She takes his hand and he &lt;i&gt;grasps&lt;/i&gt; it, clenches it. His touch is, for a moment, terrifying. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is not strong. She is likely stronger than he is. His grip does not hurt, but - there is a desperation there &lt;i&gt;(keep me from falling apart)&lt;/i&gt;, and a hunger that is &lt;b&gt;black.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not an angel, after all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He releases her with an effort. "I have," because she is no tiger, and he is no lamb. "I do." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He sucks a breath. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If I should tell you that you were in danger." He speaks it just like that: a statement, finished. "If I were to tell you that you should run, and never look back, and never stop running. If I should tell you 'Percival' was a monster who received his just retribution--" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;--and I am Michael, Archangel of the Sword-- &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;--and I am Lucifer, Son of the Morning-- &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"--would you believe me?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 09:37PM &lt;br /&gt; Her eyes reach out to him, chilled grey fog hardens into unrelenting concern. Madeleine’s gaze darts wildly about him as she holds his elbows in reassuring grip. Can feel the vibrancy of her form—the (..pathetic) human muscles toned and fit. Comforting and warm, it is she (..noblisse oblige.) who draws HIM near. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“I would believe anything you say, darling.” The softest touch of condescension. “..have you been alright, lately?” Only worse (..corrosive as any poison.) -ened by its mixture of love. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And what was Lucifer’s sin? (Pride. Wrath. Vengeance. Lust. Greed--) No it was a vanity to presume that he in his infinite greatness weighed more than a fly in the cosmic scheme—and so banished from eternal beauty and joy. Cursed to know its taste but never truly savor the fruit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But do not fear, all things must fall away. &lt;br /&gt;(…even God will not outlive his own self-image.)  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 09:49PM &lt;br /&gt; And so drawn, he approaches: his rightful mate, come too soon. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His is so &lt;i&gt;armored&lt;/i&gt;: his black overcoat covered everything, woolen and thick and warm as oblivion. But when he takes those steps toward her, the armor cracks - he cracks - and for a second, he could, almost does, weep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Lucifer. Always. Wanted. To. Go. Home. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, but condescension. &lt;i&gt;You don't believe me. You don't believe &lt;b&gt;in&lt;/b&gt; me&lt;/i&gt;. Even that touch of it, even if it's unconscious, innate, inborn: the trademark of the Silver Fang that's stamped even across his brow and in the tilt of his fine jaw, even now: arrogance. Nobility. &lt;b&gt;Vanity. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;When they fall, &lt;br /&gt;they fall hard - &lt;br /&gt;never to hope again. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He smiles. It comes so easily. "Of course. I'm spouting gibberish." A laugh - so simple that she might think she had imagined it: the tension, the madness. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Patch the holes, heal the crack. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;With.Draw. &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But thank you," he adds, "for your concern."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Madeleine Lloyd&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 09:56PM &lt;br /&gt; Uneasy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He can feel it in her exhalation, in the rising blush that colors pale cheeks as she realizes she's gripping him. &lt;i&gt;(When all I wanted to do was kiss you..)&lt;/i&gt; Releases her hold with the elegance of royal distraction &lt;i&gt;(..meet me in the antechambers.)&lt;/i&gt; Her hands going again into her pockets. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Quite right, of course I don't think you shall ever lack for concern, Oliver. You're blessed."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 10:06PM&lt;br /&gt; He stops.  He turns to her.&lt;br /&gt;His eyes are &lt;b&gt;black.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In a moment, he strips his gloves from his hands; holds out those hands for hers, takes her hand in his, looks at it, cradles it as he might a wounded animal.  His skin is cool, but when he brings her hand to his lips and kisses it, his breath is warm, and his mouth is warm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"My name is not Oliver," he tells her, softly, and there is no interrupting him.  "My name is Kaj'sha.  I am a Silver Fang as pure as you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;That doesn't sound like a Silver Fang name--&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;I never fell.  I don't care what they say.  I am still. Fang.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His eyes search hers.  Search into hers.  He sees right through her skin, and those eyes are not natural.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soft, softer, softest of all:&lt;br /&gt;"And I am sorry."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Without waiting for a reply, the beautiful (&lt;b&gt;tainted&lt;/b&gt;) creature drops her hand.  He turns and, wrapping his coat tighter about his slim frame, walks away: steadily, crisply, and without a single glance back.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-83536032?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/83536032'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/83536032'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_10_01_archive.html#83536032' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-83494868</id><published>2002-10-24T20:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-10-24T21:26:58.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 09:21PM EST&lt;br /&gt; He hasn't been out of his room much these few weeks. Like Asher's own ritual seclusion, Kaj'sha had drawn into his pure(ly tainted) self, turned his back to the world and curled tight around the demons within. Memories have been difficult to cope with...thoughts and delusions. Striking is only the first part of the test, and the easiest. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The door is open tonight. Glimpsed within, the room has been reordered. Rearranged. Remade. There is now no furniture. No furnishings. Nothing but white: pure. Untainted. Sterile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And he wears nothing but white. &lt;br /&gt;And he is still. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Flawless.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 09:36PM EST&lt;br /&gt; Luna changed her face in the time it has been since the Galliard even thought to return to the Lab (&lt;i&gt;home&lt;/i&gt;) all that he cared to accomplish (&lt;i&gt;destroy&lt;/i&gt;) accumulated in series of phone calls and chance meetings.... but tonight, tonight something calls (&lt;i&gt;craves&lt;/i&gt;) him to the familiar subterranean pathways &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the Fang kin abandoned without explanation &lt;br /&gt;without warning &lt;br /&gt;without regard &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a heavy silence had walked with him through the empty tunnels (&lt;i&gt;silence his bedmate&lt;/i&gt;) to chambers uncared for in weeks &lt;br /&gt;a shiver tightened newly scarred shoulders at how alone the Galliard felt &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;after the shower (&lt;i&gt;steamed and scalded clean&lt;/i&gt;) ceased, only then did the young Dancer think to venture into the rest of the pit, hungry, searching, skin still warm from the water's (&lt;i&gt;hissing&lt;/i&gt;) kiss, and curious (&lt;i&gt;hoping&lt;/i&gt;) light sparking within mismatched eyes to see the door so long shut (&lt;i&gt;against the world.... against him&lt;/i&gt;) one more...... cracked.....  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 09:47PM EST&lt;br /&gt;Cracked? The door, perhaps.&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha? &lt;b&gt;Never.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is.  &lt;i&gt;Perfect.&lt;/i&gt;  If he is skewed (...and he is...), he is &lt;i&gt;perfectly&lt;/i&gt; so now, every last angle off, every line tilted, every curve bent.  Everything.  Matches.  The whole is perfect.  The whole is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WRONG.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And so," his voice is angels, sighing, "the prodigal son returns."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Behind&lt;/i&gt; Asher.  Few moved with such effortless, silent grace as Kaj'sha.  The beautiful youth's hands are laced behind his back; tall, slender, he regards Asher with a solemnity reminiscent of seraphim and saints.  Archangel crowned in (&lt;b&gt;.thorns.&lt;/b&gt;) golden locks, the Philodox steps around Asher without ever once brushing him and opens the door to his white room.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sian and I have missed you so."  Words that could be cloying are grave on his tongue, simple and honest.  The room is utterly immaculate; everything is white saved Kaj'sha, who is white and gold with only the faintest pink giving life to his perfection.  Like the dawn, is he: like the Morning Star.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is nowhere to sit but the ground, and Kaj'sha does so, cross-legged, back straight.  Quiet, the question comes, "Where have you been?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;(Confess your sins, darkchild mine.)&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:04PM EST&lt;br /&gt; jaw twists towards (&lt;i&gt;silver&lt;/i&gt;) scarred shoulder, turning towards the voice, the fallen angel, the devilric seraph that now grants the mortal muse audience, attention, bestowing perhaps the greatest of graces with idle smile (&lt;i&gt;where. have. you. been.&lt;/i&gt;) quietly watching the circling (&lt;i&gt;shark&lt;/i&gt;) that closes in to never strike &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;[do you speak of me, or yourself] &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;question writ in eyes that will never be seen &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;when the Alpha (&lt;i&gt;god&lt;/i&gt;) moves, the Beta (&lt;i&gt;child&lt;/i&gt;) follows &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;As I have missed you.&lt;/i&gt;" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one has stolen the angel's body &lt;br /&gt;the other has stolen its voice &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sinking to sit (&lt;i&gt;supplicate&lt;/i&gt;) before the Philodox, the answer whispered silk (&lt;i&gt;poison&lt;/i&gt;) against the air &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;Hunting.&lt;/i&gt;" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the bodies found (&lt;i&gt;the bodies not yet found&lt;/i&gt;) the vengeance that shows in healing (&lt;i&gt;healed&lt;/i&gt;) skin above a sorrowed (&lt;i&gt;fractured&lt;/i&gt;) soul, lungs filling with scent so long withheld (&lt;i&gt;never forgotten&lt;/i&gt;) in the silence that awaits judgement &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;[why did you leave me]&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:13PM EST&lt;br /&gt;He draws a breath...&lt;br /&gt;...and he releases a breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oxygen to carbon dioxide.  Air to (sweetest) poison.  Those who die of carbon monoxide poisoning are flushed and beautiful, as though they merely sleep after the rapture of true love.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha's lightless eyes search the blank ceiling of the blank room.  Indeed, they are the only darkness here, save for Asher's clothes and the shadows pooled beneath them.  He searches the ceiling as though he could find an answer there, not only to Asher's unspoken-heartbroken questions, but to every other.  Why the seasons turn.  Why leaves brown.  Why angels fall.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I am not fallen.  I don't care what they think.  I am &lt;b&gt;true&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;I am perfect.&lt;br /&gt;I am the vengeance that shall scourge the world.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have been..." pause, so effortless that it does not seem to be one, but merely a dilation of time.  His eyes slip down; they pass over Asher, into Asher, and then to the ground.  His lashes are long and curled and golden; he is as a martyr to the greatest cause of all: that has more truth than even Kaj'sha will ever know, until his fate comes upon him.  But - no.  &lt;i&gt;Hush.&lt;/i&gt;  Listen, "...hunting, myself.  There were demons to slay."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A beat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Trust in me when I tell you this," &lt;i&gt;...said Jehovah after the Flood...&lt;/i&gt; "I will never abandon you again."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But they are coming for you, soon."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:25PM EST&lt;br /&gt; as if the Galliard knows his Alpha's thoughts, rhythms, and reasons, perhaps there is a smile that flickers &lt;i&gt;(crawls like a newborn child realizing its chance at life)&lt;/i&gt; across his countenance &lt;i&gt;(first breath)&lt;/i&gt; and begets sadistic energy once more through battered frame &lt;i&gt;(first sin)&lt;/i&gt; the poisonous breath &lt;i&gt;(sweetest taint)&lt;/i&gt; drawn and cradled as if it, then, were all that were required, as if it, then, were the oxygen that spawned twisted desire to truly &lt;i&gt;(viciously)&lt;/i&gt; live &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And that is why I. &lt;br /&gt;Serve. &lt;br /&gt;You. &lt;br /&gt;My faith is still unshakeable. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the crystaline gaze drops (day and night plummeting to abyssmal darkness) to the pristine floor &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;They have found me more than once.&lt;/i&gt;" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so many layers in the all but unheard words  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:32PM EST&lt;br /&gt;"Then you have nothing to fear."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So simply does he slide two threads into one.  Face to face with his Beta, the Philodox is slender and graceful, so beautiful as to be otherworldly.  Abstract.  &lt;b&gt;Beyond.&lt;/b&gt;  &lt;i&gt;Trust in me&lt;/i&gt;, said Lucifer, son of the morning, &lt;i&gt;and you shall fear nothing.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher's eyes drop.  Kaj'sha reaches one slim and elegant hand forward.  His fingers never brush Asher's chin, but the sheer opposed-magnets force of his absent touch is enough to raise the Galliard's eyes back to his.  And his are black.  Endlessly black.  Look in, and &lt;b&gt;be.  Devoured.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They come with all their might, but I will not let you"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Wonder, at the choice of his words.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"fall."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:44PM EST&lt;br /&gt; the reaction to almost touch is instant (&lt;i&gt;how he begs to delay&lt;/i&gt;) drawing the (&lt;i&gt;uneven&lt;/i&gt;) gaze of the damned back to angel's (&lt;i&gt;perfect&lt;/i&gt;) skin, to his eyes - what shakes the very foundations of all else that meet the dreaded gaze, the Galliard willingly casts himself to drown in the voids of eternal &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;without hesitation &lt;br /&gt;without reserve &lt;br /&gt;without another thought save he wants to be there &lt;br /&gt;just as he threw himself into the Father's (&lt;i&gt;frightening&lt;/i&gt;) arms &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;That. Is true faith.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;palms flattening against the cool tiles (&lt;i&gt;aching to curl close and reaffirm the dream is real&lt;/i&gt;) weight shifts (&lt;i&gt;the semblance of genuflection's might&lt;/i&gt;) to speak the half-language of the Spiral &lt;br /&gt;of mind (&lt;i&gt;cracked&lt;/i&gt;), body (&lt;i&gt;torn&lt;/i&gt;), and soul (&lt;i&gt;twisted&lt;/i&gt;) &lt;br /&gt;the closest move he dares &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;Then I shall never fall.&lt;/i&gt;"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:49PM EST&lt;br /&gt; The Alpha.&lt;br /&gt;Does not move back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;An inch.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And an inch.&lt;br /&gt;Is the tantalizing distance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Between.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have a question for you."  It is barely more than a breath.  Though Kaj'sha's eyes never leave Asher's, his hand moves; from the folds of his pristine white clothing, he draws a knife.  &lt;i&gt;Summersblade,&lt;/i&gt; still smelling of the sea after so long.  The knife is held up beside Asher's face.  Light dances along the uneven, serrated, seashell edge; light flickers in Asher's vision, at the corners of perception.  "Did you kill her?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And this, &lt;i&gt;this&lt;/i&gt; is whispered:&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;She loved you.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 10:58PM EST&lt;br /&gt; the distance that makes strong frame &lt;i&gt;tremble &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;close enough to taste.... but never touch &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;...... how it makes him &lt;b&gt;ache&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;through he knows the blade could strike (&lt;i&gt;he would let it&lt;/i&gt;) the Galliard doesn't flinch (&lt;i&gt;faith&lt;/i&gt;) when it is raised, it's reflection brilliance in strange blue eyes (&lt;i&gt;seashells against the ever-changing sea&lt;/i&gt;) that do not blink else the dream shatters &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a breath between them (&lt;i&gt;a breath shared&lt;/i&gt;) to span the silence, broken by a (&lt;i&gt;silken&lt;/i&gt;) sigh &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;She died thinking I loved her in return.&lt;/i&gt;" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so twisted &lt;br /&gt;his justice &lt;br /&gt;her &lt;i&gt;reward&lt;/i&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 11:04PM EST&lt;br /&gt;Absolution and condemnation are entwined in his eyes; absolution and condemnation are both absent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soundlessly, smoothly, and in a single motion, Kaj'sha rises to his feet.  White in a room of white, all that is missing are the wings.  But the only wings a Dancer could ever wear are black...leathery...hideous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Wingless, then, he holds Asher's gaze.  It is impossible to look away.  It is impossible to look anywhere else but into the void, which is black as the darkest night, blacker.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Rise to your knees, Grr'aack."&lt;br /&gt;Quiet. as. falling. stars.&lt;br /&gt;"Remove your shirt."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 11:13PM EST&lt;br /&gt; there is nothing and everything hidden within the darkest voids (&lt;i&gt;and that... is what allows reason to define&lt;/i&gt;) but curiosity glints in the seas of color trapped in the desert of (&lt;i&gt;pure&lt;/i&gt;) white &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;fabric whispers across (&lt;i&gt;newly&lt;/i&gt;) healed skin to be set aside &lt;br /&gt;how many scars were not there before &lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;how many would his Alpha never know where there at all &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the twin ridges blessing his shoulder blades &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he has the voice, perhaps he once had the wings, shorn away because he had no right to wear them &lt;br /&gt;that makes two, that should, but never will &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;one deserves them (&lt;i&gt;has them, in his Beta's eyes&lt;/i&gt;) &lt;br /&gt;the other such deviance they could never remain had they existed &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;silent.... the Galliard waits  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thu 11:28PM EST&lt;br /&gt;For the space of an eternity, Kaj'sha does not move. does not speak. does not so much as blink.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then: &lt;b&gt;condemnation.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The knife sinks into flesh&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;i&gt;Shhh.&lt;/i&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;and burns like a kiss.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is silver at its edge, and Asher can feel it.  Sunk deep into the skin and muscle of his chest, right down to the bone, it seethes and throbs and scalds.  Kaj'sha can see pain register in the set of Asher's bones, but he cannot see it in his eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It did not matter.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Slowly, steadily, the Alpha opens his flesh in a circle, in a loop, in a spiral.  &lt;b&gt;Stigmata&lt;/b&gt;: the blade is so sharp that the cut cannot be seen; blood wells as though from unmarred skin, and blood echoes for one beaded second the pattern of the cut.  The pattern of the Wyrm.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then it pours.  Blood sheets down Asher's skin, here diverting over an arch of bone, there a scar, and there again, a ridge of muscle.  Blood soaks the waist of Asher's pants, and lower.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The first design is complete.  It will scar: the Wyrm glyph sprawled lazy and perfect over Asher's breast.  Another silence falls, and red blood spreads soundlessly at their feet.  For once, Kaj'sha does not move back from it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So that you remember she loved you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The knife plunges again.  Sharp and fast, the pattern of the jagged whorls about the Wyrm's spiral.  A carnivorous rose yawns open; the Wyrm's sign becomes the sign of the beast.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Black. Spiral. Dancer.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the last spike remains incomplete.  The blade remains sunken inches into flesh, and the tip of it - does Asher imagine it? - touches the black heart of the Galliard.  It is a queer touch, the (ecstatic) quiver of silver &lt;i&gt;entirely&lt;/i&gt; too deep inside, violating and sanctimonious at once.  The beat of that heart rocks the hilt of the blade gently; the slightest of pushes would snuff out Asher's flame forever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Trust me.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha speaks again.&lt;br /&gt;"I should let you die thinking I loved you."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A beat of Asher's heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But..."&lt;br /&gt;Tension stretches forever.&lt;br /&gt;"&lt;b&gt;...I would rather you lived to know it.&lt;/b&gt;"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Absolution.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The blade withdraws&lt;br /&gt;and clatters to the ground.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha steps away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:15AM EST&lt;br /&gt;when the blade sinks &lt;br /&gt;the scream rises &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;silver buried deeply in the metis Dancer's flesh and muscle, nicking bone (&lt;b&gt;&lt;i&gt;scalding&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;) as jaw clenches (&lt;i&gt;to break&lt;/i&gt;) to strangle the plaintive wail as he was told (&lt;i&gt;as he was so. silently. commanded&lt;/i&gt;) though the pain is maddening (&lt;i&gt;fracturing, splintering, thinning the delicate threads of .....cracked.... mind&lt;/i&gt;) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;deliciously tormenting &lt;br /&gt;the madman's sick caress &lt;br /&gt;mismatched eyes glazing in horrific pleasure &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;....... I killed her to save her greater pain...... &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whispered (&lt;i&gt;so small against the wave of mindnumbing &lt;b&gt;pain&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/b&gt;) deep in the recesses &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but it does .not. matter. &lt;br /&gt;he knows, without seeing, what it is his Alpha carves in willing flesh, quaking beneath the cruel (&lt;i&gt;adoring&lt;/i&gt;) touch, low moan (&lt;i&gt;purred, begging&lt;/i&gt;) welling behind the remnants of agony's howl, mixing to wash muted sigh on tainted (&lt;i&gt;talented&lt;/i&gt;) tongue, the (&lt;i&gt;sick&lt;/i&gt;) smile that curves his lips (&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;blessed&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;glazed eyes draw open to feel the pause, his heart beating (&lt;i&gt;strong&lt;/i&gt;), mindless desperation (&lt;i&gt;devotion&lt;/i&gt;) to creep closer to the ultimate touch even if it meant it would be the caress that ended it all (&lt;i&gt;ecstacy's thrill in asphyxiation&lt;/i&gt;), irises wide enough to challenge the darkness in Kaj'sha's gaze, blue nearly extinct - the two Dancers (&lt;i&gt;angels, devils&lt;/i&gt;) for this instant joined into a single (&lt;i&gt;devastating&lt;/i&gt;) creature &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in the pain that wells by one to the other &lt;br /&gt;in the blood that spills to bridge one to the other &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;[I once told you...... I would give all you desired of me and more] &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aethera Inamorata - there is divinity in pleasure &lt;br /&gt;The Spiral's Heart - there is divinity in pain &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;......I would never forget...... &lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;never &lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as final as the blade's clatter on floor so clean (&lt;i&gt;perfect, that he was allowed to mar&lt;/i&gt;) ringing in the Galliard's ears &lt;br /&gt;as final as the mark of his Alpha's hand that will remain with him, on him, &lt;i&gt;in&lt;/i&gt; him &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;forever &lt;/b&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-83494868?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/83494868'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/83494868'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_10_01_archive.html#83494868' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-82029063</id><published>2002-09-23T21:12:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-09-23T21:12:38.023-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>After the screams, after the crashing, after the bellowing howls that sounded on planes both audial and mental befell a (terrifying) silence that swathed (smothered) the Galliard until the bolt threw like a gunshot (fire!) in the darkness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;even then, minutes (hours, days) passed before there was any sound&lt;br /&gt;the soft shuffle of tankboots (hunger prickling) across hallway slabs&lt;br /&gt;water that drips (black rain) from blond hair&lt;br /&gt;near forgotten soap used to scrub (beneath the scour of steel wool) last dregs of poison away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's a wander to his steps (gaunt, starving) which finally lead to the gathering room and beyond to scrounge (desperate) in the kitchen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not long after the starving wolf emerges, Kaj'sha appears from the depths of his own, sterile chamber. Immediately, black eyes note the open door, and nearly as quick, fall upon Taryn in the gathering room. He tilts his head to the kitchen beyond with its noises of desperate feeding, and raises his eyebrows in question. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The butterfly has emerged from the cocoon, has it...?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She looks up from the book in her lap that had captured her attention so completely - first to watch the passage of Asher (..teach me..) then again as Kaj'sha (Archangel, savior) enters. She shrugs her shoulders and nods. &lt;br /&gt;"So it would seem." &lt;br /&gt;Eyes fall again to the book in hand, an arm lazily wrapped around waist where fingers tapping against healed ribs (restless). She turns the page, and continues to read (or convincingly pretends). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it mattered not if the food were cold or raw (consumption) to the desperation to fill empty belly (indulgence) the young Dancer curled on the floor against a cabinet..... within easy reach of the 'fridge (even that door shut tight between raids) - each reach into its (steadily emptying) depths washing icy blue glaciers across dehydrated skin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is little thought given to chewing (jaw still aches from the silver driven wound across his cheek), or the voices outside - only the steady bolt of food and drink down the wolf's gullet&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hm," is all the comment Kaj'sha has for that, as he settles himself beside the young Spiral with the mindless ease borne of a pack mentality ingrained from birth. Metis that he is, individuality, personal space, and all else had never been as important a thing to him as it had for Taryn, a child of human, independence-fervid America. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Settling himself, he waits for the hungry Galliard to return. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She glances up as he sits beside her, offering a slight smile as she unfolds her feet from under her and sets them on the floor, (preserving her space) though fingers still remaind wrapped and tapping as she turns another page, continuing the pretense of reading while thoughts race along other tracks... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the feeding (frenzy) continues, endlessly, filling the (black) void created in the everlasting darkness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but finally the angry (red) tide ebbs, and gluttony pushed aside in favor of banishing the lonliness that hurt him perhaps worst of all, the Galliard lifts to his feet, satiation driving the smile accompanied by bowl of candy corn brought back into the main room and offered to his packmates without second thought of recent starvation pangs gnawing at his own belly (mindless ease borne of a pack mentality ingrained from birth)&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha first (always first) and Taryn second&lt;br /&gt;familiar (homidical) smile lopsided by the tendons still healing (above the new notch carved in bone beneath)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;only after they have taken what they wish does he turn to the (his) couch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha, of course, shakes his head to the candy corn. Nevertheless, the sentiment is there, and appreciated in the Silver Fang's own cool and impossibly distant way. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It's good to have you back, Asher," he murmurs after the Galliard has seated himself. "The wound on your brow, though; I noted it the night we spoke, and it has yet to fade. Silver?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A brow lifts as the candy is offered... and after half a second she reaches and takes a handful, glancing up at the wound, then back down to the book before she marks her place and closes it, still quiet as she eats the candy corn one by one.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;long tongue reaches out, scraping the sugar from the side of a candied treat before the voice (that voice) breaches the distance between them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"1873 Colt .45."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Interesting choice of weapon," comments the fair fallen-one. His eyes are opaque holes, dark as the darkest night, darker. "Whose was it?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Somewhere, perhaps he already knows. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The tongue, that voice - manages to lift the infant dancers lips in some semblence of a smile, it lingers, but she just concentrates on the sweet candy as it washes across her tongue... listening to them talk. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is then&lt;br /&gt;only then&lt;br /&gt;that those mismatched eyes swing 'round to level on Kaj'sha (and may the air between crackle), skies of day and night meeting black nightmare's depths&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Madeleine's."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;like so many other women (for so many other reasons) he never knew her last name (but a merit to at least know her first)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Those unnerving eyes drop briefly. Unreachable visions dance behind the screen of angelically long lashes, fade and die. Kaj'sha raises his eyes again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah," is all he says. "It is done, then?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She just.. listens, really. A cubwith respect (or simply nothing to add at the moment) perhaps. She just continues to munch on the candy, slender legs crossing under closed book. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps, if those eyes had not dropped (or if his Alpha could actually see in their world's terms), they would have noticed something new would have twisted, writhing in the Galliard's eyes, something none of the Pack had before witnessed (Dances-In-Blood), chin raising slightly before it drops in nod&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I kept her head unblemished..... if you still want it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;lips sealing to not offer the details he know will not be asked (though that malicious smile, it creeps velvet across his features)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;An odd expression crosses the Dancer's face then, something caught - and pulled like a man on a rack - between revulsion and wistfulness and longing and uncontrollable, unreasoning anger. At last, he exhales, leans back, and his face clears. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes. I would. Thank you, Asher. You have done exactly as I hoped." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tensions rise and twist and sing through the air and the infant dancer tilts her head... just so... vivid blue flickering between them, catching various (visions and quests) emotions as they flicker through expressions that are so carefully, and quickly (but not quick enough) schooled, pulled back and calmed again.. the last piece of candy is slid between lush lips (what else does she still taste..) tongue chasing after lingering sweetness before pulled (intotheheat) back again... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the expression raises hackles (invisable) across lean shoulders (in life you were premature, in death you upset..... I'm glad I cursed your soul, inbred bitch.....) but there is little else he says or does but rise, bowl set within Taryn's reach and the youth disappears into the kitchen&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the freezer door opening&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;black garbage bag crackling (popcorn), ice sloughing across tankboots as they draw into the gathering room once more, folding into (submissive) crouch before his Alpha, the head (unblemished) set at his feet (both hands used in the offering) and those eyes raise once more (you're lucky I saved this much) and hold Kaj'sha's gaze..... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He looks at the black bag for a moment, leaving it where it lay - between his feet. Moments pass, and he decides he will take care of it later. Clearly moving on to the next subject, he continues, "Now that you are well again, Asher, I expect you to take your place as my Beta once more. I also expect that you will take the matter of Taryn's education into consideration. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sooner or later - sooner rather than later, I hope - we should invite our distant cousins the fomor and the spiderling to meet with us. I am, of course, hesitant to bring strangers into the pack's hold. However, this being something of a dinner party, I doubt a conference room above will do. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I would prefer if you and SickBoy could obtain a large home in a discreet part of town for the purpose of entertaining our guests. The occupants of the home must be harmlessly taken aside and stowed for the evening, and returned to their normal lives with as little disturbance as possible. Use the Rite of the Survivor if you must, and take Taryn along if you believe it would be a valuable learning experience for her. That judgment, however, I leave to your expertise as instructor and mentor." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, this is morbid. All through the little speech, the dead kin's head slowly defrosts at his feet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;morbid?&lt;br /&gt;there's absent wonder how many noticed the frozen head lay next to the frozen meat and microwave meals for the past week, lividity should make her rather becoming (....perfect) for a corpse - bruises' flush, dark eyes, pale skin and flaxen hair.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but a relaxation weaves through the lean frame (at home, once more, within the pack) a careful consideration of his Alpha's words play across his features&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'd prefer Bianca and Manetheran never find our hold, though her fear of Pentex should keep her far from the lab. Should she ever be captured, he will surely give the location away far before she can blow up in their faces. Taryn......" a glance (molesting) to prim seat .... seeing Karnala's child with her legs crossed brings great amusement..... "... is improving quickly, already, if all goes well the progress shall continue as it has so far..... but I'll organize location scouting to being tonight. I need the walk. Is there a view you prefer?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;high society etiquette still something of a mystery to the Galliard&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a moment's thought, "Anything but the overtly gaudy. No hedges trimmed into animals on the front lawn, if you please...anything else will do fine. Taryn," attention shifting with sudden, liquid ease, "have you an evening gown?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear God, he was planning to shove even SickBoy into a three-piece suit... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Which, of course, may be just why her legs are crossed - so says the mischivious playful glint in those eyes.. &lt;br /&gt;...though the compliment surprises her, it doesn't get the reaction that Kaj'sha's questions does. In fact - she almost chokes on the candy corn, managing to swallow it down as she laughs, outright. &lt;br /&gt;"An evening gown? You must be kidding. I've only what was in my pack when ya'll grabbed me - very little. I don't normally pack around formal wear, even if I owned any..." &lt;br /&gt;Still chuckling - not disrespectfully, but genuinely amused. Two pairs of jeans, 3 t-shirts - that's the complete extent of her wardrobe. Of course - this is not to mean she even bothers to hide her excitement over a shopping trip... she is, after all, a 16 year old girl... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his nose wrinkles at the hedges remark (raised in the Garou society, even he knows better than that) but the sudden visualization that SickBoy will indeed be included in this plan (insanity) makes one wonder if he'd be able to to stay in a three-piece suit or simply ooze out the cuffs&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the urge to cackle outright only manifests a (loving) sneer at Taryn's choke&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"..........so I suppose part of the scouting trip will include the Caesar's plaza?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;spoken half idly, not mentioning most of his wardrobe was destroyed in the frenzy, either, but if Kaj'sha is planning a party, he'll be sure they impress&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Didn't think so," replies Kaj'sha, neatly clipping off the tail end of her protests. Rising easily to his feet, he picks up the garbage bag (symbolism there, Asher?) and starts toward his room. "We'll go shopping tomorrow. I'll have Sian bring the Bentley--" oh, wait, it was crashed, "--excuse me, the Mercedes around at 4pm sharp. Be ready. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Asher," to his first, "I'm not to be disturbed. I have some..." turning away, the head of the kin frozen beautifully in his hands, "...loose ends to take care of." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;frozen, preserved (be glad he didn't piss in it) carted away and (finally) out of his sight (good. fucking. riddance.) the only acknowledgement&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Kaj'sha."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;murmured to the Philodox's back as those eyes taken in the Theurge, far more amusement glinting in the Galliard - giddy as a schoolgirl indeed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She wrinkles her nose a little as Asher looks at her, knowing the Galliard will tease her for her excitement, but she doesn't care (a formal gown!), she returns her feet to where they had been tucked under her before Kaj'sha sat down.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's a slashed (wry) grin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What were you reading?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;interest, instead of mockery, strange the effects deprivation can bring&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just some studying.. found thus when doing research for you. Has some good suggestions in it, others that I already knew." &lt;br /&gt;A shrug of slender shoulder. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and this he knows, perhaps it is what keeps the slight grin hanging around&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And is there anything else you've learned or studied in the past few days?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She can't help but chuckle.. &lt;br /&gt;"Not to attempt a bargain to make you feel better while sitting on your bed?" &lt;br /&gt;Though her smile is still playful, fingers tap against her ribs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Good to know.... good to know...."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chortled softly (the devil musing) before he rises and turns towards the tunnel entrance&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm going to find SickBoy and pull him away from his labrats so we can begin scouting for Kaj'sha..... if you wish a walk, feel free to join us"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She tosses a candy corn at him as he turns. &lt;br /&gt;"You're welcome." &lt;br /&gt;Then she shrugs, and unfolds to stand. &lt;br /&gt;"Sure, why not. Lemme toss this in my room, n grab my boots. and I'll be ready." &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-82029063?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/82029063'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/82029063'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_09_01_archive.html#82029063' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-82028934</id><published>2002-09-23T21:09:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-09-23T21:09:42.553-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>deep in the pit (the darkness, the soothing darkness) hidden in his chambers (away from the others, never show weakness) curls the Galliard, blanket tucked around chilled (fevered) form, concentration narrowed on the skin drum surrounded (captured) by crossed legs, soft rhythms (bone rhythms) echoing off the walls (echoing in his mind)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;distractions&lt;br /&gt;(cravings)&lt;br /&gt;he will be strong.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Should I call Ayydis to tend you?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To the wracked mind, time and space are indefinite and vague. The words float to him as though from very far away, beyond his chills and fevers, beyond his maddening craving. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just one shot. Just half. Just a single, damned, milliliter, a drop of it and he'll be fine... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When had the Alpha spoken, and how long had he been there? (Where?) There: at the door...no, no wait, just a shadow. There, beside him, supple and crosslegged in the darkness, visible only by the light creeping in under the crack of the door reflecting, however faintly, from his clothes and skin. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the rhythms continue (a smoke signal rising from the bale fire that burns within) moments, minutes, decades, before mismatched eyes open - they look not for his Alpha (he would know where he was without looking) gazing into the tone-filled darkness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is methadone in her bag of tricks?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;chuckled softly (pained) a chill driving down lean spine&lt;br /&gt;will they spend time together blood does not shed?&lt;br /&gt;would a drop hurt?&lt;br /&gt;yes&lt;br /&gt;his head shakes to send sweaty bangs latent dance across his forehead&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It was of her I wished to speak with you......"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No," replies Kaj'sha, softly, "but the Touch may help the symptoms, though the addiction is yours to battle and break." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A slight pause, as he tilts his head to the side. "Oh?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will not suffer others my sickness....."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whispered (she offered to pull the silver from his back, he did not ask, but he will not refuse) as the battle is his - cold turkey - the Galliard will be strong, he will over come this test from the Father, prove himself, fingers (itchy, twitching) coaxing a soft cadence from the flesh drum&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What are your plans for her, Kaj'sha......"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He thinks a moment before he replies, but he does, he is honest. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I intend to draw her into the fold, tonight. She is a Crescent-Moon...we have none, and would benefit from her powers." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His lightless eyes are a steady, light weight on Asher's body, caught in the throes of withdrawal, caught in the pains of longing. It seemed the Father's test was one and the same for all, at the root: to abandon that which one craved most desperately. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your words lead me to believe you would suggest another path of action, Grra'ack." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you truly believe she is ready?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is then those eyes (hazed, pained) lift to search the voids darker than even the shadows wrapping the room (the beg choked away, crave rattling the soft rhythms) holding what would frighten others to their core as if it were porceline&lt;br /&gt;before casting back to the shadow sea he fills with drops of notes from each touch of his fingers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I do not...... she still needs to learn. She makes mistakes."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I gave her a task...a test...she performed swiftly and admirably. And thus far she has yet to fail before my eyes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But I would have your reasons and your concerns, my Galliard." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What, exactly, did she tell you in her report on the boardwalk? And how she gleaned the information for you......"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;while he could not hear it, he could see it, the gestures gave half away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She told me of the one who is infatuated with her. That he is a spider...serving Weaver and Father Wyrm. The former does not bode well for him, but for the latter we will tolerate him for a time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You gleaned the information. Some. She received the rest straight from the spider's lips. Fear not, Asher," smiling, "I am not so foolish as to believe all that this Kang tells us." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;softly, whispered (crooned)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Did she tell you she walked alone the streets she did not know...... and we both remember what happened last she walked alone." a strange, idle, smile, what would have happened had he not found her and shown the way "We only so recently recieved her..... I would hate to lose her to further mistakes as we did Gur'thek.........."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so many layers in those words, how much of recent events seem to be repeating, carefully choosing the words (that hurt dry throat)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She is premature. Allow her time to learn before trusting her at your back."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The Dance cannot be undanced. The Spiral cannot be unwound. She is ours, Asher; the others cannot take her back. They would choke on their own jealousy and rend her to shreds if she tried. This I believe. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You are more perceptive than I, and see more." If there is a second meaning in those words, it is unconscious; never would Kaj'sha admit, even to himself, that his eyes were not what the Wyrm promised: vision perfect. "And because your Cassandra to Gur'thek's Odysseus was true, I do trust you at my back. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It is true, also, that her powers as Theurge do not yet exceed mine, and her use to this pack will come later. It is merely a precaution...I want her close, where I can see her, and where my word over her is final. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You say she is premature; perhaps this is so. But who, Asher, will teach her what she must learn? Who will watch her when I cannot?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He already knows the answer. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She cannot be returned to them, but I see how she may benefit us as well, and would rather she not be killed..... "&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;unless (the whim strikes) it is by his hands&lt;br /&gt;there is a smile, wry (he knows his Alpha well) and perhaps the next words are more a rececitation than an offer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I will not be leaving the tunnels until the cravings themselves leave, Kaj'sha." there is no need to speak of the dangers involved therein (though how he hates to be backed into a corner with no escape) glancing up to his companion (packmate, alpha, brother, and how he wished more) "I will teach her our ways..... Kyrsha'wai'gas as well...... if you think I will be able to when you are elsewise occupied.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I will give Ayydis to you worthy of becoming the Spiral's Heart."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There is none more able," he replies. The Galliard is, after all, the Lorekeeper. "But these few days, until you have defeated your own inner enemies, I will take the time to speak to her myself." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A brief frown, "Her and Kyrsha'wai'gas, whom I have seen far too little of." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a nod, accepting (he knew the truth in those) words, though the skull tilts (sweat rivulets of hair clinging to chilled and fevered skin)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I have seen Kyrsha'wai'gas mostly at the apartment of Malcom's - but it seems she is moving. I know she spoke to a Gaian recently, in Camden, but seemed more determined after returning...... a paranoid redneck named Decker, but he did not follow her out of the Umbra." there is a shrug of tension filled shoulders "And there is another Spiral hanging around her.... but I do not know his name."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She should not speak to the Gaians...at all. Especially if they do not strike her dead on sight. That is abnormal and it is dangerous. And they have an Athro... This other Spiral who does not come to us but sniffs after she who is ours, too - abnormal and troublesome." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The slim youth exhales, and the weight of his words seems to lift. He pulls his handkerchief from his pocket and gently daps sweat from his Beta's brow, though his own fingers never contact skin. "Nevermind that, Asher. You've your own battle to fight. I will see to this personally." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He presses his handkerchief, pure white, into the fallen Child's hand and moves to rise. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's a soft sound that roils in his throat, leaning into the cool (wamrth) of the hankercheif, lips pulling back into a smile (thank you)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Vos is a useful tool for you, Kaj'sha..." murmured, though a thought strikes "Wait."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Vos?" Pausing. Considering. "Useful, but dangerous, and doubtlessly with his own agenda." A lean hand creeps up, taps against his temple. "I do not want him sneaking about here too much, and I see what he does to the others." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mindfucking. Literally. It would probably drive Kaj'sha into fits of unrelenting madness. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wait?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;once again the wry smile returns (he would not be here now if Vos was not dangerous, there is no doubt the precautions needed around the fomor) rising (achingly) to stand, digging deeply into the pocket of baggy jeans&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Strange..... he does not attempt that with me."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but it is shrugged away (another tension so desperate to cast off the mantle across tight muscle) hand retrieved from the depths of denim to rub something (clean it) on a portion of open shirt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the key to the outer lock of his chambers&lt;br /&gt;the ultimate trust&lt;br /&gt;he knows it will be worse before it is better&lt;br /&gt;and there is no other hand he would place that key within&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Perhaps," with a ghost of a smile, "he prefers girls." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, the smile fades as he looks down on the key, blank for a moment before knowledge dawns. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even so, he does not take the key for a moment. He watches Asher and then, suddenly and warninglessly shutting the door on his own particular madnesses, the youth reaches forward and wraps one hand behind the head of his Beta. Gently, he urges the Galliard to bend his head down; gently, he angles his own up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like an angel bestowing favor, the Philodox presses his lips (...like a brand...) to his Beta's fevered brow. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The contact lasts no more than a second, and after Kaj'sha will spit and rinse and scrub and shudder for half an hour in his own rooms, but for one instant the phobia is overcome; for one instant, there is a connection true. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then he draws back and takes the key. "Be well, Grra'ack," he murmurs, fingers closing around the bit of scrap metal that was the line between freedom and captivity, open spaces and the worst sort of oubliette. "I will not use this unless I must." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Without another word, the fallen one turns and walks out, pulling the door softly shut behind. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the laughter is soft (he knows...he's tried) a small joy in the midst of the overwhelming pain, but it is replaced by the shock, surprise igniting within those bale-fire eyes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the reach so unexpected (dreamt of) the young Dancer nearly shies from it as if it were a strike&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the tremble beneath the touch from more than the crave&lt;br /&gt;(desire)&lt;br /&gt;the smile warming&lt;br /&gt;(lust)&lt;br /&gt;the moan catching into soft whimper crawling across (dry) tongue&lt;br /&gt;(begging)&lt;br /&gt;the touch (brand) burning chilled flesh&lt;br /&gt;(...... aching)&lt;br /&gt;unable to stop the reach, fingers dragging lightly across clean (pure) fabric before balling into fist to restrain (prevent) indulging in more&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you....... Kaj'sha."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so many layers&lt;br /&gt;murmured to the closed (tight) door&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-82028934?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/82028934'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/82028934'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_09_01_archive.html#82028934' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-82028848</id><published>2002-09-23T21:07:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-09-23T21:07:10.660-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>the monster walks alone&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;talon's tck echoing in the dark, lonely tunnels below even where blood flows through the Spiral's Heart, long tail mesmerizing sway with each (solemn) step - journey beginning in the sculpted hallways of the Labs, finding where tile gave way to worn dirt, then those paths relinquishing familiarity to places rarely trod&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is still down here.&lt;br /&gt;quiet&lt;br /&gt;empty......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;accompanied only by the still form slung across muscular shoulder (viscera weeping to leave breadcrumb trail) the singular procession does not halt until the end of a tunnel bars silent path&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mismatched eyes (father's gifts) glow bale-fire in the darkness (nuclear warmth on night's horizon sky), crouching, body falling limply to sprawl prone before him (supplication even in death) and the young Dancer stills in silent (chilling) contemplation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;............Twister..........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whispers echoing though black lips never move - verbal language forsaken and the growls, gestures, and mind-rending whispers of the Black Spiral Dancers embraced&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;talons drag through congealed blood (clothing powderburnt, flaking to the ground) near black ink drawn from the body itself (lividity my inspiration)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;........... Gur'thek.........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;glyphs are draw about the body of murdered (assassinated) packmate&lt;br /&gt;stories told, lessons learned&lt;br /&gt;a tainted record all his own&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the creature unfolds, taloned hands reaching to caress the ceiling (Wyrm's skin - Gaia's underbelly) tears of green falling from razored tips..... and from the Father's consort does he rip handfuls of dirt to rain across the body as black hail until a mound of packed rubble (saturated with toxic claw's caress) covers the dead man (monster) before him&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.........of the Father....... return to Him......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;underhinged jaw lifting as a long, solo howl rips through the tunnels&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A howl echoes through the den-lab-home that they had made. A death she might've wanted to see (....you know she wouldn't have cared.) And it had been a while since Sian was seen laying about (...you know they wouldn't have a cared.) her absense during the search for Malcolm highlighting the vacancy of steel-lined musculature and dagger sharp violence. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Where. &lt;br /&gt;(...like a chainsaw.) &lt;br /&gt;Was. &lt;br /&gt;(...if my day keeps goin' this way--) &lt;br /&gt;She.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The door to her room is left ajar; falls open under the seeking presence of another. The stagnant air of (..apathy..) still lingering in her ventless room. Opened door spills in the light of the hallway through darkened recess thick as molasses. Along the floor pieces of broke furniture lay as unburied bodies on a battlefield... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But it is the wall that draws your eye. &lt;br /&gt;[RETURN &amp; AHROUN] &lt;br /&gt;Twining glyphs carved into the walls's surface.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is there. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He who ordered it done. &lt;br /&gt;He who had no part in the doing. &lt;br /&gt;He who has no part in the burying of the dead. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But he is there, for the Rite is his to cast as the words are Grra'ack's to speak, and his black eyes watch, hooded, unknown. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Behind those eyes, within the fallen one's dark heart, what lies, what truths entwine? Sorrow, for the fallen brother? Pleasure, for the fallen foe? Or perhaps, merely a sense of (twisted) justice... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Out of darkness were you born. &lt;br /&gt;Out of night came you to us. &lt;br /&gt;Child of the Father, Bastard of the Corruption's Dance: &lt;br /&gt;Your time has come. Your deeds are done. &lt;br /&gt;Servant of the Deceiver, Spawn of the Defiler: &lt;br /&gt;Back to the night shall you pass. &lt;br /&gt;Back to the darkness shall you go. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lean silvery wolf-man's right hand rises once. A handful of dust (I will show you fear...) drifts from his open palm, scattering over the remains of his once-packmate. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Malcom. &lt;br /&gt;Twister of Tales. &lt;br /&gt;Gurthek. &lt;br /&gt;Brother. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Philodox rises and walks away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;---&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...into the main room of the pack's Pit. Corridors branch away from it, one to his own impeccable, sterile (...just like him...) room; another to Asher's; another to SickBoy's, and so on and so forth. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But something has changed. A room so often closed is open. Within, silence - and not the breathing sort that surrounds her so often. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lean Philodox stops, wondering. He pushes the door open and he slips within, pitchblack eyes seeing effortlessly. He sees the mess, the overturned furniture, testaments to her great Rage... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...and he sees the glyphs, not because ink was visible to him, but because blood glows faintly in radiation's glare. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His mouth curves up, ever so slightly. Ever so inscrutably.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-82028848?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/82028848'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/82028848'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_09_01_archive.html#82028848' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-80602648</id><published>2002-08-22T22:39:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-22T22:39:12.463-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>he was invited (ordered) but there is pause outside the chambers, broad hands spreading (rough pads) against the wall to straddle the door, mule ears swiveling foreward (nearly touching the ceiling)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;listening&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he's never knocked (he's never had to) tail lashing a slow waltz behind furry form&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He finds his Alpha washing, which is not an unusual thing. Just his two hands this time, water running fresh and untainted, even here, over fair skin, sleek bones, tendons and muscles. "Come in, Asher. You know you're always welcome here." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well. Almost always. There were times when his door was resolutely shut...usually during private calls to Daddy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Turning, Kaj'sha dries his hands, mops his face once for good measure. Though Asher has seen them a thousand times, perhaps more, it is still a shock to see the eyes of the Philodox, so utterly black and unreflecting in a face so lovely, otherwise. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The towel is folded neatly and set on the edge of the sink. Someone will clean it up, later; not he. Dressed all in white, a simple undershirt and drawstring pants, he sits on the pristine floor, crosslegged. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You've been quiet, Asher." Kaj'sha rarely begins a conversation by speaking of himself. Tonight will be no exception. "Is there something on your mind?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;taloned feet (clean, always clean before coming here) breach the barrier of the doorway, long neck folding to pass the frame's gable, stopping only when (deformed) body sinks to crouch just before his Alpha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;eyes that still reflect balefire sink into the black voids (when I look into your eyes......) tail still slowly moving as if to sweep (non-existant) dust from the floor (pensive.... to be questioned) underhinged skull dropping in slightest nod&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.....yes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;echoing (sad) whisper, as if it truly be formed by those lips - unspoken but he knows its heard&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha is easily dwarfed by the Crinos. Though tall, he is slender, and folded easily on the floor, almost a child in proportion to Grra'ack's twisted bulk. In response, he merely lifts a hand, palm briefly up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tell me, he invites, abandoning the words of the humans for the gestures and sounds of the Dancers of the Black Spiral. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;knuckles brush before hands flatten against the (pristine) floor, weight rocking forward - long tar black fur around his throat dangling just above inviting palm (jugular exposed)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;trust....... admission&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as if by scent alone it would tell everything Kaj'sha would wish to know (and perhaps it does) neck twisted so that even his breath does not flutter soft fabric, ears held pinned and away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...... apathy....... disrespect....... dreams......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is no murdering blow, no sign of such. The tips of his fingers drift through the fur of his Beta's throat, barely touching, and then that hand folds and turns, subtle and graceful shifts of posture reflecting his reply. There is only a certain sadness in his features. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I cannot lose you to the Nameless Angel, Grra'ack...I will not lose you to disrespect. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tell me of these dreams. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a breath, thick, drawn between misligned lips to rattle in his throat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....... when the Father first called............&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;head lowers as if to settle across his Alpha's knee though it misses as body further twists, tail sweeping around (body the waning black crescent-moon presented at the feet of the fallen Fang) but never will the embrace touch (scarred belly protected)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Merely silence, waiting for more...the Philodox, the bringer of light (dark), the straight blade, the forthright path. His eyes have slipped closed, but Grra'ack knows he can see him just as well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Merely silence, inviting more. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how he aches to move closer (a boundary never crossed)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;........ it haunts....... disconnects...... saddens......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;barrel chest fills in deep (sad, lonely.... hurting) sigh, spinning the tale of the dream in broken phrases and crumbling memories - he understands not why it affects him now, this act from years ago, or the silence that's been triggered (do you remember the terrors that came after the galliards' lost their songs?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tell me... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pausing, head down, thinking; choosing words, picking them as carefully as an artist chose colors, a sculptor his palette knives. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...about your past, Grra'ack. Before the Father called, after, and all that happened between. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the great (mangled) skull tilts - a question that had never been posed, by anyone, and a part of it surprises him.....but the weight soon returns to where it rests across his forearm (I would tell you everything)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the echoing whisper (beautiful agony) continues, sounds becoming visions (the Galliard's gift) flashing in his Alpha's mind (as Kaj'sha has never seen, perhaps Asher is just special).......shunned Metis at his birth Caern, parents split and the pup banished....... the welcoming (divine) touch of Aethera Inamorata....... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love and loss in the attack (belly hidden - safe - against the ground)..... the birth of hate, the night the Father first touched him but he never realized it, the dreams (nightmares of memory, vision and prophecy) that have kept his slumber company for weeks now &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Crest of the Horn stoked his Rage for more than three years - more than one Fang had fallen by his hand - deed name earned as he danced in the blood of bodies that lay at his feet...... and finally (why did he wait so long) the epiphany before throwing himself into their Father's arms to dance (indulge my mad obsession) past where all the others collapsed&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[in order to be reborn, we must first be destroyed.... he will stand and watch Gaia as she burns to be of those Chosen to watch her rise again from the ashes]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;hatred such a strong force, focused so coldly from the actions of a single Tribe, perhaps only a single Pack that began it all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;several months passed as he learned to serve the Father...... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha has seen the rest, that is when he found the (twisted) Galliard, fanatacism's drive needing direction, discovered, molded (pulsing) within the Spiral's Heart.... though it may only be now explained why Asher serves him so loyally (a small part cringes in fear the reaction to the almost admission that was not even in words), so unquestioningly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[the boardwalk fortuneteller's words ring in his mind - lust and love, truth and lies, it is not the woman you love but rather despise....]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Did Asher think, perhaps, that such honesty, such admissions would spur Kaj'sha to anger? No, never; for Kaj'sha cares not for reasons or means, but only for the ends. The Father's ends. His ends. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Like father...like son.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When the last of the whispers - visions - fades away, and long after, the youth sits unmoving. The Spiral has stolen all vestiges of mortal age from him, and he remains forever the way he was when he first Danced, just as It stole all vestiges of honor, of truth, of belief other than those the Father keeps. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Through a mirror darkly, is Kaj'sha: through a mirror, dark. And he reaches forward now, not stretching - simply lifting a graceful hand to rest upon the once-Gaian, once-Child of Gaia's brow, fingers stirring the soft fur between the mule ears for which he had once been shunned. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is a purpose to everything, Grra'ack, are the words unspoken, drifting together from gestures and growls, and the Father tests us often so that we are strong enough to serve him as we must. It was, and is now even more so my belief that the pack stands before a long and strenuous test. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Each in our own ways, we must stand to the temptations offered us, and sidestep the many and hazardous pitfalls in our path. Our reach and numbers have grown greatly, but I believe not all can be trusted...and not all is as it seems. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hold fast to your course, Grra'ack. The reason behind your Dance is only the vessel for the Father's will. You were Chosen, and you are Chosen. If these dreams come as reminders, lessons, learn them well; if they come to distract you from your true purpose, bar them from your heart. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Once, he might have spoken similar words to hold his packmates to Gaia's path. Once, in another life, it might have been. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A little later, a confession for a confession: I believe that I, too, am being tested...and that I have strayed dangerously close to failure. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps...&lt;br /&gt;(nothing mutilates as quickly or permanently as ridicule)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;long (graceful, in another light) ears relax beneath the gentle touch, sliding to the side in answer to gravity's call, belief in his Alpha now - once more - reaffirmed in that simple contact between them, the language of gestures and growls colored with affection's rumbling purr&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;......... reminding...... hurting........ securing.......I had thought them the Father's call......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;beneath the idle touch, skull tilts in question (though he dare not move away, not even to look up, else break the spell)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps they are. The Father hurts us to make us strong...destroys us to make us again. Is that not so? He is a good master, but a demanding one. We will not fail him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A long, long pause then, nearly endless as, for once, the Philodox's glib tongue is tied. At last, softly, he speaks of that which he has never spoken of before. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When first I Danced the Father...promised me some things. He promised me He would use me well to achieve great things in His name. He promised me that if I served Him well, I would be rewarded in the way I most desired. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Grra'ack, there is nothing I desire more than a cub. A son, a daughter, a child to call my own, spawned of my seed, borne upon one whose blood matches mine in purity. All this He promised me, and it was more than I had ever dared hope. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That Silver Fang kin, Malcom's toy: she is pure, as pure as the Father promised. But I see now that she is not for me. She is...premature. A test. If I succumb now to my undeserved reward, all this will collapse. The pack will tear itself apart and the Father's hold over this city will crumble. She is the first part of my test. I am certain of it now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for the second - I am beginning to suspect one of our own is not what he seems. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;those ears carefully swivel, one at a time (the juggler's careful act), not to dislodge but to catch the tones spilling in (angelic) rain..... enchanted by the voice (moreso by the admissions) tailtip flicks as if a child at play&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and he does well to maintain composure at even the mention of the Fang kin&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;though the Galliard remains quiet, his turn to invite (beg) more&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is no more on the kinfolk. Not now. Kaj'sha is a master of half-truths, but perhaps Asher has known him long enough to recognize a painful, bitter truth from one that is merely a tool to achieve an end. The first admission is the one that hurts; the kin is the one he does not wish to relinquish. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is, perhaps, the longest they have remained in contact: the Philodox's hand upon the Galliard's brow, his black eyes distant. Words come slowly, and only after a small smile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know the one of which I speak... you have never liked him, and you have always seen the danger he poses. He will try to kill you at first opportunity, you said. I thought perhaps we would wring use from him. But instead, his mistakes nearly kill the entire pack. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His tone turns cold, And he calls them 'antics' while he fondles his little girlfriend. He is becoming a liability. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;something ripples beneath the Galliard's skin (hunger, excitement, but for what.....) prickling the thick fur beneath the Philodox's touch, lifting it into (far from) idle hand&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;........ he was not pleased when I told him the Bone Gnawer had Danced from my hands, rather than his......... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the long tail sweeps across the floor (anticipation) before returning to the smooth curve around his Alpha, sensing the bitter pain (knowing it far too well) and something ignites far beneath where even the Father's fires burn in the once-shining soul, something darker than the hatred stored so carefully within (vengence)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh? Good. You know what to do, then. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(...taunt him. Goad him. Push him to madness. Push him to violence. The usual...) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My decree on in-pack violence stands. The Alpha's tone is musing, beatific. Blood and massacres, and the songs of angels - all are one in the dark mind of the fallen one. If he strikes out, his life is forfeit. Not yours. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Never his. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the only sign of the animal's willingness to act, now, is the slow whipcrack of that long tail (hypnotic across the floor) over pristine floor - he dares not lose that granted touch, sounds thickening in talented throat&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he knows what will get to Gur'thek&lt;br /&gt;it's already caused argument in public once, easily instigated again&lt;br /&gt;(a little..... cracked)&lt;br /&gt;how it pleases him to see the bitterness replaced by divine muse (blood willingly shed to see that smile)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the kin... He forgets nothing, and yet the words are hard to say. (Do not become overfond of anyone. It is dangerous.) His own advice: a bitter pill to swallow. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...when you have taken care of Gur'thek, do with her as you see fit. The Tribe could use another brood mare...far, far from here...or, you could cleanse yourself in her blood. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He trembles. &lt;br /&gt;It matters not to me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Emerging from the small room in the basement...the small room she was staying in.... &lt;br /&gt;troubled by something &lt;br /&gt;She walks slowly up the stairs and opens the door.. &lt;br /&gt;peering around....seeing who is there tonight. &lt;br /&gt;Still in the tank top and jeans and barefoot, hair hanging lifeless..shower...she should probably shower &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;momentarily, the tail's, eager swipe stills&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is...... confusion.... and contradiction in the Galliard's heart (the tremble, no matter how slight, was not missed..... no detail ever missed) he knows what he would do, he knows what he wants to do&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but should he do it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the matter pushed away (when the time arrives, the Father will show him what is right) those strange, strange eyes lifting to glance to his Alpha once more, long ear rotating backwards at the sound echoing down the tunnels of the basement door whispering open - though it is not enough to steal his attention away from Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But Kaj'sha is finished, it seems. He says nothing more on the matter, and his hand lifts from Asher's canid brow, betraying him no further. He leans back, palms braced on the floor behind him as he, too, looks to see what the noise will bring. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a breif expression (loss) when the hand is pulled away, but it allows heavy skull to lift, mismatched gaze cast over his shoulder to watch the door, breath filling his lungs to draw the tunnel winds as brail across acute senses (shower, she needs a shower)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she is not of the pack yet..... the twisted creature does not leave his Alpha's side&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She looks around...walking through the halls...eyes checking out the surroundings... &lt;br /&gt;something is troubing her &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the creature rises as Kaj'sha retires, taloned feet clicking as they move down the tunnels towards the great room (towards the scent)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.........kyrsha'waaaaiiiii'gaassss......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the whispered voice ghosting through the darkness&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-80602648?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80602648'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80602648'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#80602648' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-80602470</id><published>2002-08-22T22:33:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-22T22:33:10.596-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Hours have passed. She's lost track. In the total darkness, there is nothing to measure time by but the beat of her heart, the slow cold trickle of sweat and blood, the mindcrushing memories of violation and terror. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ticktock. &lt;br /&gt;Ticktock. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Door opens. Light slants across her face for the first time in hours(? days?), blinding. Backlit and silhouetted, his features quite invisible, one she has not seen before. Slim and tall, with what might be golden curls - though they are silvered by the bright light - he moves with an assurance, a grace, that she recognizes without even needing to see his face. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silver Fang... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Behind him, a nameless and unmemorable man shuffles in with a folding chair, which he sets up across from Runs. Perhaps she still has the presence of mind to be humiliated: naked, bound, gagged, staked out for display. Or perhaps there is only the brief, painful flash of hope. Silver Fang? Saviors...? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A blade flickers: seashells, the scent of the ocean. Her bindings come loose one by one, all but the garotte about her throat. With that accomplished, the golden youth sits, ankle crossed over knee, sliding his knife away and pulling his dapper off-white coat straight. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Softly, he questions, "Why haven't your friends come for you?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's a dancer in the darkness.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;silent.&lt;br /&gt;malicious.&lt;br /&gt;cast a deadly spell.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;taller, darker (imperfect) he moves to lean against the wall, arms folding to cross bare (scarred) chest, jeans clinging low on lean hips, those eyes (unnatural...... roving) covering nude form as a diseased ("He's one of the ones I told you about..... a little cracked by the spiral") blanket&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She has cried so long there are no tears left. When she woke to feel the stingking ooze of slithering wetness (....was it all a dream....?) between her thighs, the remembered buried violation deep within virgin heat brought hours upon hours of screaming cries, struggles against bonds that hold tight, the wish for unconsciousness once more. &lt;br /&gt;But wishes do not come true. &lt;br /&gt;This is no fairy tale. &lt;br /&gt;Tears dried, and terrorized fear twisted deep within uncoils to spread the warmth of (defeat) content. She no longer struggled. She no longer cried - if Gaia were merciful, she would have no longer breathed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gaia has forgotten her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The blinding flash from doorway brings a wince, the brief (very. brief.) flair of hope fading with the entrance of (thedemon) Asher behind him, and she closes her eyes. She does not flinch from the blade (she has lost flesh already), the scents of the sea not enough to erase the (remembered?) stench of the thing that abused her (mind) again and again. Dignity remains, however - at least a tiny bit as when her legs are freed, aching thighs slide closed, pressing together. Other then that. Nothing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I can tell you why..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His voice is not the angel's as Asher's is, but it is one that fits the face now half-revealed by the light reflecting dully off the floor. A smooth, young, lovely voice, much as he is smooth, young, lovely - unambiguously so, beauty that transcended gender, (almost) perfect. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But his eyes are black as coal. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They have forgotten you. They have lied to you all your life. They do not care about you, and you are only a tool for their nefarious ends. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Cannon fodder. &lt;br /&gt;"Trash." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A pause. He slides out of his coat, holds it out to the other. "Asher, cover the poor girl." And when the Galliard had, "Tell me, Runs-with-Spirits, what did they teach you of the Wyrm?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the coat spreads (black.magick) with the flair of a magician's cape, falling as a bedsheet across her (safety from the creature beneath the bed) and the man (monster) drops to fluid crouch beside them, strange (the loving maniac) smile curving his lips to hear all of Kaj'sha's words &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[how fanatically he believes them all, knowing the truth behind the Mother's Legions]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;though he is still. so. frighteningly. quiet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Even his voice, his (almost) perfect visage, does not get her eyes to open. The (demon)angelic tones of Asher used to taunt (torture) still twisted in her mind. The mock sympathy when coat is offered, however. That gets a response. redgold lashes part, slowly, slightly, and she watches the beast come near, not a flag of truce, but a coat to cover that which disgusts the Fang. She is unclean, soiled both within and without, blood, human waste, writhing sicknesses from the thing left with her in the night. but the Fianna still has just that much fire left within. She waits until the (loathesome) beast crouchs by his (demon) god, before hands move, coat is lifted and dropped to the floor - hopefully in some pile of waste to soil the offwhite perfection. They will look upon their (damnation) creation. Though she closed her thighs (...forever...) she refuses to be covered in some show of (mock) concern. &lt;br /&gt;They made (destroyed perfection, shattered innocence) her. Let them look. &lt;br /&gt;And still. Silence. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Watching her, at ease in his chair, undefended but for his Beta and a knife made of seashells, he laughs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Would you like to sit up? Eat something? Drink...?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Silence.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"...all right then." Dusting his knees off (though they were not sullied), he rises, bending to lift his coat, shake it out, and rip it into strips after cutting nicks into the fabric with the knife. With these strips he approaches her and - impossibly - begins to bind her wounds. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let us pretend, just for a moment, that you wanted some idealistic youngsters to do your dirty work, further your own dark ends, defeat those who opposed you. Would you tell them the others were the 'good guys', the ones who were right? Or would you tell them the others were enemy, the evil ones, the ones who were mistaken? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I ask you, further: how much did your Elders tell you about us? Anything, other than that we are evil, that we oppose all that is good? Anything other than the lies anyone would tell you to make you kneel to their sacrilege?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a sound starts in the galliard's throat (hackles raised) and lightning crackles in his eyes (........how dare you refuse his gift) feathertrigger temper (when did the mellow become so volatile) rippling beneath smooth skin though somehow...... it's held in check&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps only by the (golden) laughter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps only by the knowledge of what is to come (no one had to explain it to him, she's already proven how stupid she is thrice over) that excites a low hunger deep in (cracked) mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The promise of food, of drink gets a flicker of a glance - but she doesn't say anything - she will only be refused. though confusion filters through her gaze as wounds are bound by the fangs coat, torn to shreds and wrapped... finally gaze opens fully, and she looks up at (perfection) Kaj'sha.... shaking her head, slightly... denial? but of what..... &lt;br /&gt;Asher's hackles rising are ignored.... maybe, just maybe, the fang will save her.... (..pleasedon'thurtmeanymore..) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know you can hear me," he murmurs, so low now that even his Beta would have to strain to hear, "and I know what your answers are. I know what is in your heart, your doubts, your fears...I know this, because I was one of you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Look at me. Look. Silver Fang, no? That is what I was...before I was unblinded, shown the truth. And I am here to show you the truth." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He bends, nicks a bandage with his (dull, human) teeth, rips it, binds it, and begins anew on another. "So you see," he continues, evenly, soothingly, "you need not speak. You need only listen. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What my pack has done to you was painful, but necessary. It was your Rite of Passage, you see. Do you remember your first? They sent you to kill, to destroy, did they not? And they told you those that you destroyed - they were evil, they deserved to die - even as you killed. Even as you destroyed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We are different. We suffer, first, so that we are brave. So that we can face whatever they throw at us. So that we can serve the Mother in the one way we can, and must: by destroying all that threatens her." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She winces as the Fang bends over her, teeth bared, trembling as it is only the bandage that feels the tear... this, oddly, causes her to only fear him more.. she trembles, but yes, listens, eyes (painfilled) of crystal (shimmering) blue locked on the demon (angel) that tends her... a slow blink.. before voice - horse with the force of so many hours of screams, barely audible whispers - is found &lt;br /&gt;"he.... raped.... me...." &lt;br /&gt;the ultimate humiliation, and tears form again, and spill, lips pressed tightly together while control is found again.. &lt;br /&gt;"...such violation is no 'rite of passage. beastial. evil. WRONG." &lt;br /&gt;the last is spit at him with all the rage horror pain humiliation that twists within her &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;another sound (its sick caress) purrs (invades) within her ears (you let it happen)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[satisfaction]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;talons plucking harp(heart)strings strung across the floor, though within the strange silence, he waits&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"He," calmly, oh so calmly, "was not real." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A beat, in which the only sound is the tearing of fabric, the neat bandaging of her wound. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh, Gur'thek is real. But the one who raped you was not Gur'thek. Just a shadow, no more. Like this." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Spirit-energy ripples and gathers around the fallen Fang, whose eyes are shut now in concentration, who golden curls stir in a wind that does not once touch her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Air into form. &lt;br /&gt;(Dust into man.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SickBoy stand there, chittering to himself, hands wringing together, eyes beady. And, slowly, slowly, his posture changes and straightens; the giggling stops; he looks almost ...sane. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The reproduction is perfect. Kaj'sha has, after all, seen him thus once. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Confusion flickers, a glance toward Asher, then back to the (angel) demon before her - a wounded cry (animal in pain) as sickboy appears, the eater of flesh the slathering twisting disgusting thing that violated her near, so calmly... so.. (in)sane... eyes close, thighs press tightly together, and she longs to curl up (protect) but doesn't - knowing she would simply be pulled back into 'place'... reality is slipping.... she doesn't know what or who to believe anymore...* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a sneer curls poet's lips (did you like my parlor trick?) the only expression granted the Gaian&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He allows her her silence, her fragile shell of sanity. He allows her thus, for saying too much can sometimes mean as little as saying nothing. In silence he tends her, the last of her wounds carefully cleaned and covered, and in silence he leaves her, takes one step back, exhales. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But eventually, he does speak again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Let me show you the truth." So soft, so soft. A nod to Asher, wordless: draw the Spiral. "Step off that table and take my hand. Let me dispel the shadows and show you the truth." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...endlessness... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Or," even softer, "if you do not believe me, strike me down now, here and now, unarmed - as your Elders would have you do." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Silence. All but the quickened breathing, the hitching cries that fight past the wall of tightly pressed lips, the agony of (...suspicion...) the situation the fear (hope?) that what he says might be true... &lt;br /&gt;..she seems to know, that should she strike at the demon(angle) that the other would strike her as quickly. (...i'm not ready to die...) just as she knows that if she expects to survive, this demon(angel) is her only hope. a glance toward Asher(blooddancer), before she slowly sits up, groaning with residual pain that quakes through her... she almost collapses as she slides from the table, but somehow maintains her balance, knuckletight grip on the edge of the table (prison). A heartbeat(eternity) and slowly, she slides her hand (broken, yet bound) into Kaj'shas... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the nod is bare, liquid feline the turn away (the beast set free) as black fur oozes tar from his skin, bones moaning to twist and reshape into the metis dancer (the icon of coil) that stalks to a part of the room still cloaked in darkness (do you dare strike him even with my back turned)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there are no words &lt;br /&gt;(only Kaj'sha can hear his ritual chant)&lt;br /&gt;there is something that thickens in the silence&lt;br /&gt;(deep sea pressure rising)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the floor electrifies, shadows rippling (do not forsake me your welcoming arms) as they begin to waltz (the spiral's heart...... the lifeblood's forbidden beat) pinching in the center as a spiral begins to form (the totem's hole plummeting abyssmal depths), rivers of darkness wind astray from the pivot point as they swirl, lightning flashing bale-fire currents along their length (can you feel its power calling) to cast eerie glow on the ceiling &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the spiral pulses and writhes (eager welcome) as it waits&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;underhinged skull turns, back to his Alpha&lt;br /&gt;it is ready&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When her hand slips into his, there is no cry of victory, no scream of exultation; not even a sigh. He merely smiles, half-tiredly, as though his quest to bring his brand of truth upon the world (...still a Philodox...) had drained him somehow. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But when he turns with her to the writhing pattern on the floor, a breath escapes his lips unbidden, much as a breath might escape a man in a moment of passion. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Father... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Come, Runs-with-Spirits," he stops at the edge, brings his hand up, leads her to the entrance to the pattern of their hellbound stars, "and let the Father open your eyes." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Attention drawn to the dancer that turns his back, a moments consideration that it is her chance to strike and run (..how far could you get, little girl..) the oppressive thickening, the electric shadows rippling she trembles, and edges closer to Kaj'sha (..protect me..) even through he pulls her to the edge of the (..dance..) spiral, her whimper muted, swallowed, as she stares (panic) into the abyss... lead to the entrance.. dare she step foward? &lt;br /&gt;...the father calls. the truth calls... is there any other way? Panic brings eyes to Kaj'sha (fatherforgiveme) to Asher (deamonseed) to the spiral (Gaia protect me, gaia forgive me, gaia save me) and the step is taken, the entrance breached... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The pattern is alive. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It moves, it spins, it strips her of her senses and her orientation (...useless...), strips her of her human form, throws her into her warform (...as you should be...), and as the ground tilts and the center of the spiral yawns open, she can hear it - the voice of the Wyrm, a trillion voices, a million, a hundred, three speaking in discordant unity. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hissing, screaming, shrieking, laughing......whispering... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;welcome home, Runs-with-Spirits. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the Banes gather (legion waiting command) their howls only memory's faint echo (your nightmares are real) until the moment she passes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and that is when they scream&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;heaven and hell collide&lt;br /&gt;Malfeas yawns to swallow her&lt;br /&gt;the Father boils thundrous below &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and it is then...... the terror finally begins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And then she is gone. The fires of the Spiral die, and spent, the pattern sprawls black and oily across the floor. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Left behind, the Philodox exhales shortly. There is color and reflection in his void-black eyes for once: the balefire of Malfeas, green leaping in the black. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I envy her, Asher," murmurs he. "It is the greatest day of her life, and she doesn't even know it yet." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Turning then, he claps his Beta on the shoulder, and then moves past him, out the door to cleanse himself. "When she returns, bring her to me. And, Gr'aak: I would speak with you privately, and soon." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The room moves, swirls twists and shift is forced upon one so recently controlled, the noose gone it flings her into instant (pained) shift, warform gained as she screams with the terror the voices twist within, eyes snapping (..insanity..) as syllables voiced scream from shredded throat &lt;br /&gt;"ayy-dis" &lt;br /&gt;drawn out in lipcurlingsnarl as heavenandhell (motherfather) twists about her and collide within frantically pounding heard, spinning out of control the (littlegirl)screams echoing* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a sound rumbles (kitten's purr) at the soft words, strange light within contradicting the mismatched blue that watches balefire reflection in the Father's gifts of his Alpha's eyes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;........... I remember......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whispered softly through Kaj'sha's mind, never will the Galliard forget his willing leap into the dark arms of their Father....... the touch returned by cat's tail that whips (to strike) through the air, curving as if it would embrace the man that stands beside him..... though carefully (respectfully) it forms spiral mere inches away from fabric, and lashes away again&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;....... yes, Kaj'sha........&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;jaw that could never form words aids curve of acquiescent smile, turning back to wait her return&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-80602470?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80602470'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80602470'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#80602470' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-80204157</id><published>2002-08-13T15:20:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-13T15:20:47.253-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>[Scene with just the pack, Wolf NPCing Kaj'sha.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**leads his two compatriots to the darkened parking lot of a closed store, smashing out the drivers side window of a car, he unlocks the car and starts it with practiced ease.** &lt;br /&gt;"Alright boys, Climb in." he chuckles reving the engine &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is unusually quiet. Perhaps it is their target. He fears no Gaian, but he does hold respect for one tribe. The Fianna. His eyes betray the fanatism burning within him. To capture one of the more then hated, would indeed show that none can stand before this pack. but to fail... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He doesnt even allow himself to think it. For the first time that his packmates have seen, he carries more then just his clothes. before leaving the pit, he pulled a box from a damp corner, and pulled a large automatic .45 from it, checking the clip, to see the satisfying glint of silver. A backup, in case things go sour. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they wont, go sour. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that cant.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Snapping out of it, he climbs into the passanger seat next to the driver, the car quickly filling up with the sweet honey scent of the wyrm, inspiring his packmates, waking their hunger, their lusts. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they watched, as Malcom turned the trick to steal and start the car, mimicry in his smile when the engine revs...... Kaj'sha comfortable in the back (chauffered) and Asher beside, the stone tight in his fist&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Northeast....... head towards New Brunswick....."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the whip is coiled across his lap (seething, waiting, the pit viper in ambush) silvered knives tucked away...... just in case......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Runs-With-Spirits] She was often chided from slipping away from the others, remaining alone to comune with the mother as the Druids of old, but it is a good thing that she did so now, isn't it? For now.. without pack, without kin, she is truely on her own. &lt;br /&gt;Richly vibrant red hair spills over her shoulders, the fringe of bangs dangling before fathomless blue eyes as she crouches near a tree, her hand resting agianst the bark. Slender, beautiful even at her young (...tender...) age... she is at home here, among the rich greens and golds and browns of the Forests (cannot see the forest for the trees, child. Look at the big picture..) Unhurried, unworried, the lithe young one merely... is. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**begins driving, fast, but carefully. Meticulausly following Asher's instructions** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A glance cast back at the two in the back seat (Alpha and Contender) before he starts to scan the surroundings, eyes slightly narrowed. his hat pulled down low, his breathing slow. He sits tense, rotted teeth slightly bared. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;with the stone still wrapped in fist (flesh) he leans, pointing between the seats...... they've left Atlantic city far behind......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"There."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a sideroad, just off the two-lane highway&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Not far now"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;she can't be more than a few miles, he feels it, Kaj'sha feels it, he knows they all feel her (want her) close&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**the tires skid and the car rides up on two wheels, as they slide around the corner onto the sideroad, kicking up dust as they go** &lt;br /&gt;"Hey Asher, if we can get her to shift should I just hit her with the car?" he asks with honest curiosity &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A slight snarl of anticipation, as they slide into the road. It begins already. his jaw strengthens, widens, as does his shoulders. his hair elongates, slowly curling out in its tufts from his head. Knuckles growing wider, harder. The trench now tighter around his frame then a second before. his head slightly bowed against the roof. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Soon.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He can taste her already, a low growl beginning in his throat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fianna Blood! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He resists the urge to howl, instead breathing deeply in that growl, senses searching, window open to pull in the scents of the surrounding area as they move. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She smiles, and something unseen titters in reply as slender form unfolds (...wings unfurled...) and fingers push back that shock of red curls. Her voice soft, silken, as she begins to move, words of ancient Gaelic power and grace falling easily from such young lips.. (...you could have gone far...) sturdy boots, bring her past the line of trees, flecks of blue and red and gold between leaves of green &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;while he grabs the handle for balance, their Alpha (unshaken, unshakable) remains quiet and still, but when the car ceases fishtailing a low chuckle rolls forth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A good plan to stun her..... but I doubt she's so close to the road...... stop."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mismatched gaze peering (searing) into the treeline when the dustcloud eddies past, a slow smile at Sickboy's anticipation (as if he could hear the howl beginning already)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This way....."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the door opened to spill Galliard to the ground, bones crackling beneath skin at the wanton urge of his own shift (not until within the trees) door closed (tight) behind Kaj'sha and they head towards the woods&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fishetailed, the sounds of tires, the skid to a stop. Curious (ears swivel?) she hesitates a moment, (..could be her last..) and glances behind her. a glint of light off crome, then gone. She shrugs, and turns again to walk, though her song.. her song has ceased. The soft gaelic question, the shimmershake of leaves blessed by spirit's pass to find out what is behind her... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he hops out of the car, leaving the car running. his movements silent, he calls upon the blessings of the father to help hide him from sight &lt;br /&gt;[5D8 Dice Roll: 7; 4; 3; 6; 8 ]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He glides from the car, the growl stiffled within his throat (Do not warn the prey!) Silently diving into the forest. Within, it shifts again, and the giant hispo is suddenly glancing around. The heightened senses turning the world into bright colors and sounds. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A silent snarl to its packmates, the trail found through scent as well. (Within reach now!) He waits for his comrades to join before moving further. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With a shimmering, the Hispo is gone, into the umbra, knowing his packmate keeps them all in contact through the power of his mind. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~I will destroy any spirits, and cut of her escape through the umbra... She is theurge... be wary of her...~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his voice a soft croonin in the heads of his packmates. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha's smooth voice works into murmured chant (spirits summoned guide them, spirits summoned to aide them) even as beyond the trees as if in tandem bodies shift, skin forsaken, fur embraced, black and silver stalking the night&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mule ears catch the branches hanging low into the path, the whip coiled in gnarled paw, the stone in the other, heeding the silent (crooned) commands of their Alpha and even SickBoy beyond the barrier, deep breaths fill his lungs with her scent (close now)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and as if on command, he splits off to the side, beginning to flank the (silent) form ahead&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**a length of piano wire, dangles between the fingers of his hands, 3ft, ready to strangle their foe** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Something is wrong. &lt;br /&gt;Spirits titter and silence suddenly, and fingers slide into her pack, blade found and palmed, as she pauses (.....run!.....) listening intently to the unnatural calm... and having been on her own for a while now... she knows - she knows the feeling (..impending sense of doom)... and without further ado she turns, and takes off running down the nearest trail...* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There! The sent Spirit is spotted. with a howl, screaming through the umbra, sickboy charges the pure creature. aided by the banes summoned by their Alpha, claws and fangs rend and tear into te spirits essence, as it is drained from all directions. Destroyed, it will give no warning to its mistress. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Take her down now... She had sent a spy... its Death will not long go unnoticed...~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But longer then if it had been allowed to warn. With those silent thoughts, the metis is off again, followed by the summoned banes. Following the etheral trail, of the Garou, slavering froth behind it, following the chase from the mirror world. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**he creeps quietly from tree to tree, his body swelling to the near man form, his movements dexterous and powerful, he's ready for her** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Remember, I want her alive.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a reminder to them all&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but as the girl (creature..... prey) begins charging down the trail, the predator's do what is only natural.... and chase..... speed a burst to bring him near her (the stride of a chrinos with that of a human) and it is then his song begins&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the song of the abyss&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;unnerving, deafening, disorienting...... the galliard's beautiful voice turned into terror, wrapping against her flesh as an insect plague, driving her back towards the others&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That sound (the song) the (CHAOS) voice sends her realing and a sharp cry brings hands to ears, hair flying as she whips gaze around to see where it's coming from, her fear naked in her face (....so young....) as she crashes through underbrush (awayawayAWAY) with a terrorfilled wail &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**steps quickly to the side behind a tree, planning on letting her get two steps or so ahead of him, trapping her between asher and himself** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as her back turns from him (never turn your back on a predator) the whip sings it's own tune (her wail music to mule ears) it's tail coiling around her (bare, open) throat..... the whip's mad laughter as the tip tastes her blood adding to the chaos in her mind (whips cannot laugh!) leaving her open for Malcom to take down as chrinos weight alone halts her tracks&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;as now Kaj'sha watches his pack (team) work&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Choking suddenly, fingers caught as she pulls hands from ears, others dfree to turn and bring the blade in hand upwards (whips cannot laugh!) as the scream rises in pitch (...terror...) and she is snapped to a halt.... rage boils in gentle-souled girl, and with a snarl that belies the strength within she snaps into shift, her body arching as fur leaks through skin, muscles reform and bones/joints elongate - reaching for (just as pretty, a lovely girl, you'll go far you will) Crinos... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**as she passes, he lunges out from behind the tree trying to loop it around a wrist, twisting the wire to a clamp around her wrist, and locking the arm behind her back** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;underhinged smile only grows (mockery in his song) devil's whip tightening around expanding neck, choking the Chrinos where she struggles, pitting his weight and strength against hers to keep her (trapped) between them &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;her arm snapping from Malcom's twist, shoulder pulled free of it's joint in her shift&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Agony joings terror filled wail as her wrist is caught, and shoulder screams from socket, tightening (noose) whip cutting off the scream into strangled squalk as she twists, all her strength (not much) thrown into pull away from the two - fear (rage) fueling the struggle* &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**his body swells to crinos form as now taloned feet stomps savagely at the elbow of her free arm** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The banes eating at her Gnosis and Willpower from the umbra, SickBoy can do nothing but watch, and look around. The presence of the Black spiral Dancer, and the smallg roup of banes enough to keep the pure spirits at bay, that would otherwise fight with the Theurge against the Dancers in the real world. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bloodlust... &lt;br /&gt;Frenzy... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;they come hand in hand, and it is with only pure willpower that the Ragabash stands his ground. The Pack (Team) has to be able to work together, but how he hates beeing the one to be in the umbra, even if it is necessary. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;talons dig into the ground, her struggle dragging him across the dirt - but the fanatacism to not fail their Alpha fuels this (cruel) rage - breath filling his lungs to produce yet another sound, tones pitched for her ears to bleed as devil's whip continues to tighten and steal the breath that fuels her muscles - a distraction from her thrashes against Malcom as effective as his own talons joining the frey&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Choked wail (painedhowl) as pitch changes and ear(drums rend) bleed and the stomp against elbow splintering joint and eyes wide she curls fetally in attempt to protect vital organs as sound is muted (forced away) by ragged attempts to catch single breath... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**after hearing the crunch of one elbow, his heel lands hard on a knee. He's not interested in vital organs, just crippling strikes. he's grinning savagely and giggling quietly** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He watches from the umbra, howling with twisted joy as the little girl Fianna is caught, hook, line and sinker. a perfect, textbook example. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The banes, filled, having drained as much Gnosis and Willpower from the Pure one as she had, slowly flows backwards, and vanishes, their call of duty completed as ordered. There will be no umbral escape for the drained Theurge, so SickBoy focuses, and shifts slowly, to return back to the physical world, standing next to Asher, shifting from Hispo, to Homid once again, licking his lips. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"HeeHeeHee... The whore.. is ours.... knock the sense from her HeeHee.. so she will be easier to carry.. HeeHeeHeee..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is when she curls beneath Malcom that Kaj'sha steps foreward (the ghost in the darkness - the devil that never walks alone) carefully stepping around the blood splattered from shattered limbs, the whip strung taught as a tripwire - one (perfect) hand balls into furry fist, pulled back as a spring to crack knuckles against the base of her skull, sending precious (soft) brain into concussive bounce&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;timed with that strike (the brain shocked, unconsciousness drawing nearer) the Galliard's weight shifts and whip tightens further, forcing her body from the protective curl, multiplying her need for the oxygen visciously restrained from her reach&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**twists the wire savagely snapping the wrist, he drops the wire and grabs the other wrist, which snaps with hands, he then binds her hands, folded backwards at a useless angle, the piano wire garrote** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;broken.. bleeding (...watch for the splash zone...) a final (grunted) whimper as consciousness fades with the gasping struggle for breath.. a final kickstrugglewrithe and vision dims... unconsciousness beckons... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He watches with raptured fascination as the Crinos shifts, shrinks and reverts to her breed form in the depths of unconsciousness. With an insane giggling, he kneels by her, and pulls thick rope from his trench, quickly tying off her arms and legs, with a slide knot up around her throat. (Wake, shift and strangle yourself into unconsciousness again!) &lt;br /&gt;He looks to Asher and Malcolm, grinning. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"One Fianna ready for transport Gentlemen..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but his gaze is drawn to Kaj'sha, waiting for the command to pull back as he stands slowly, grinning with his rotted teeth. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;uneven (unnatural) eyes lower to watch the pull to birth form - homid - a smile growing (she will be easy to return to the lab) the whip released as she's bound (broken) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but it's the lingering gaze of the voids in Kaj'sha's skull that finally send them back towards the car&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;quickly now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the Galliard circling, picking up the struggle spilled contents of her pack (no. loose. ends.) and dropped blade&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**runns happily through the woods, his tattered cloths fluttering around him as he races to get to the car first, hopping into the front seat, to prepair for the evacuation, no need to bring any extra foes down on us..*** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With a grunt, he shifts to Glabro. (smallest of the pack) And lifts the limp girl up on his shoulders. Fingers moving over to graze against her neck as he walks, staining his fingers slightly red with her blood. he licks them off, slowly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can taste you... &lt;br /&gt;(Wanna taste me?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But the girl is deposited, untouched into the trunk of the car. Reaching into his inside pocket of the trenchcoat as he once again shifts down, he pulls out a small, hard plastic box. opening it, he pulls out a syringe. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nightmare in a needle... &lt;br /&gt;(Dream of your Dance into the spiral!) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The contents quickly injected into the unconscious form, guaranteeing sleep for another 3 hours. He nods to his pack, before closing the trunk, and sliding into the passanger seat again, silent all this time, so unlike him, isnt it? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;by the time the car is reached, both alpha and beta are in homid's tattered clothes, returning to their places in the car.... Kaj'sha cleaning the blood from his hands with a (pure) white hankerchief "Take us home, Malcom."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the Galliard, now, just as quiet as the diseased Ragabash, searching stone idly rolled between his fingers - he's seen Sickboy strangely quiet before, and knows to be wary of it&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**the tires spin on gravel kicking up dirt and dust as the car spins around and heads &lt;br /&gt;back towards the lab** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From time to time, mubmlings erupt from almost dry lips in the front seat, eyes unfocused. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The father delves into us all... &lt;br /&gt;(Can you see his blessing?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He is either unaware, or doesnt care of the silence of his comrades. The taste of victory on his tounge still fresh, but not as fresh, as the blood of the Fianna. &lt;br /&gt;(Not blood of my blood, just blood!) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What runs through his mind, is anyones guess, but his loyalty is where it always has been. With the pack, for the good of the pack. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For the good of the pack... &lt;br /&gt;For the good of the Dark Lord... &lt;br /&gt;For their mistress of Change... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Blood, to the Blood god! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in silence, one can observe..... one can hear what others say, and attention raptly focuses on the words dribbling from flaking lips - though now, Malcom knows the way to the Lab, he does not include his directions&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**the driving is much more careful this time...no need to draw attention...** &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-80204157?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80204157'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80204157'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#80204157' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-80016431</id><published>2002-08-08T23:18:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-08T23:18:45.736-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:43AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Some hours later... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha is in one of the well-lit offices aboveground in the NNL compound. They all had their little offices, their little empty titles. They didn't use them much, but it was good to know the Father looked out for his own. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Finishing a phone call, he hits the button on the speakerphone and clicks the line off. One Bentley, black, property of Northwest National Laboratories, reported stolen as of 12:34am tonight. The police will make a cursory effort to find it, and then they will forget. Another button: the intercom to the office secretary. "Clarice, show Mr. Phelps in, will you? Thanks." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The frosted glass sliding door slips open. Standing, he circles around to sit at the corner of his desk, nodding Asher into a seat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The doors slip closed. "So," begins the blond youth, "tell me what happened."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:54AM EST&lt;br /&gt; a part of him resists the indulgence (Hello, Clarice) now is not the time or place for games, rather a polite smile settles on the secretary, his dress not as casual as it is belowground, his countenance crisp and clean &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the smooth sink into the leather chair almost begets he knows what he's doing in an office environment - and the tension that riddle his form seems less, now, although the shoulder is still favored (the damage to bone and joint still aches - still visable to Kaj'sha - perhaps from something far deeper than physical) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sickboy taught Sian that perhaps it isn't such a good idea to turn her talents against family...." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's common knowledge between them all he never reprimanded her for what she did &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"..... and while it disobeyed your order to put aside our sibling squabbles.... he did make a point, even if it may have been his ire at you which spawned it."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:00AM EST&lt;br /&gt; A small smile plays on his mouth; he simply watches Asher, watches and watches until the weight of his eyes begins to become unsettling, unnerving. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What did she do?" he asks, finally. "And what did he do to provoke it? Tell me everything."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:08AM EST&lt;br /&gt; unsettling &lt;br /&gt;perhaps to all but he, that gaze is a weight the galliard easily holds as Atlas the world, only where there is anger within it will that demeanor change &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I was on the other side when it happened......" and that (disturbingly beautiful) voice carries steadily through the tale, the hostility at the mention of the Gaian 'Lord even covered in its smooth tones, his memory clear (sharp as a blade) to recount everything which is asked &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there is nothing he will not tell his Alpha - no matter the consequences  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:10AM EST&lt;br /&gt; And when it is done, he speaks almost immediately, though without haste. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It seems a touch is such a small thing, to provoke such a response. You speak of his ire at me. What, I wonder, spawned such ire?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:12AM EST&lt;br /&gt; "That he was blamed infront of the others for the Gaian's death...... that he wants your kinfolk toy..... the banehunt did not go well, tonight, he entered the car hostile"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:20AM EST&lt;br /&gt; "Banehunt. Blame." Derisive, "Kinfolk." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No more spoken of this subject. His attention focuses on Asher now, again. "We will speak of this tomorrow. All of us. Is there anything else?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:25AM EST&lt;br /&gt; "Not about tonight..... anything else I feel of him will take time before it comes to pass." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he's good idea, of his brother's plans, and the skull Kaj'sha sees slowly rocks back and forth &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only if you wish it...." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;riddles, once again, so many meanings found in the layers of his words  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:32AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Arms folded, leaning on the edge of the table, the fallen Silver Fang considers the Galliard, smiles, then chuckles. He extends a hand, rests it briefly on Asher's shoulder, and then stands. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What I wish," he murmurs. "What I wish of you, Asher... an end to dissent. Punishment and justice is the place of the Alpha, the Philodox. We have greater enemies than one another, and we will need one another when we face them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Try to remember that, my truest."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:40AM EST&lt;br /&gt; a breath fills him, perhaps for an excuse (perhaps to fill himself with Kaj'sha's scent), as to why what happened did, but whatever it was, it does not escape the jail of straight teeth - there is no mor e room for excuses to why he and Sian fought, only the shift of weight beneath gentle touch (the ache momentarily forgotten) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Of what you ask.... you know I will remember and give anything" &lt;br /&gt;[everything] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;words silken slide across shaping tongue &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It will not happen again"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:47AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Another beat and then, satisfied, Kaj'sha nods. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I believe you." A gentle squeeze of Asher's shoulder, his eyes on the imperfect way the bones still grind together. "Still wounded. Take care of this, Asher, and count all scores settled." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forgiveness. And thus he moves past him, and away.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:53AM EST&lt;br /&gt; breath catches, beneath the approving words, beneath the squeezing touch &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Yes, Kaj'sha" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whispered, more of a moan than voice, several moments passing before he, too, exits the office and finds his ways to the tunnels below  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-80016431?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80016431'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80016431'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#80016431' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-80016340</id><published>2002-08-08T23:15:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-08T23:15:53.576-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Penance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:42AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Her room. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Broken furniture and darkness no windows only stained walls and--a matress dragged into the corner where she reclines now. Only its not QUITE the same creature as before. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Revolution. &lt;br /&gt;(..evolution.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You can feel the differnce.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:50AM EST&lt;br /&gt; The door opens, shuts. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Darkness, complete and uninterrupted. It does not matter. He could not see light, but nor could he see darkness. His footsteps cross the room, quiet, and pause at the edge of the mattress. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, the springs dips as he sits, graceful, almost slight. He does not grope for her; he touches her, gently, brow and cheek, shoulder. "SickBoy seems to have relieved his stress," he murmurs. "I found him preening in his room. He never preens. He cringes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Asher is not yet home; you are curled up in your room. Lights off. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What happened?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Penance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:55AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Shift muscles roil under a hide of golden steel. Slanting eyes flicker up to he-who-would-lead his fist, she knew, once gave her pride (...his hands slide over her shoulder bicep flexes instinctively. And relaxes.) now, does not. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her whisper voice rolls forward a pantomine of sound. "Fight."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 12:58AM EST&lt;br /&gt; He waits for more. &lt;br /&gt;And waits, and waits. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At last, he prompts, "...and?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Penance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:03AM EST&lt;br /&gt; "I did not kill him." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is only statement slow languid as if he himself feels the pull of milk-colored tides. Someplace-Anyplace-Nowhere. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They took me to truck--Car was towed away."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:06AM EST&lt;br /&gt; In the darkness, his voice is disembodied, seeming to waft from all corners of the room at once and none. In the darkness, his voice is an entity apart from the warmth and weight of his body at the edge of her mattress, back to her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I know what happened to the car," reasonably. "I am asking of you."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Penance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:11AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Does it matter? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She snorts And pulls away from his hand growing more distant by the seconds that whisk away wasted by her existance alone. Some gaping hole to swallow time and breath and lives... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Briefly angry beneath and sinking deeper. That pantomine whisper of sound, some ghost of a person that no longer existed. Ego subsumed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We fought. He bested me."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:18AM EST&lt;br /&gt; He does not pursue her. His hand creeps back to himself and, unthinkingly, wipes against his shirt. Silence, near enough to lull one to sleep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"And now?" At last, words. Blame, if any, will fall later: he is gentle now, a dove. (A whippoorwill.) "Do you wish vengeance?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Penance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:27AM EST&lt;br /&gt; Sits up leanly built form, a slice of the Wyrm's oozing hide, low lashes lifting to face him as if she could see him in the utter darkness As jaw sets in thought. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Does it even mean enough to?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Archangel they called him, would call him one day. Could he feel the wings of a another (UN)divine entity wrapping its wings about her is a sinking bliss that parodied Hell of Heaven and perhaps more aptly Heaven of Hell. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Its all a part of the game, yes?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:35AM EST&lt;br /&gt; He turns to her now for the first time since he sat. Though he does not touch her, his regard is as tangible. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Only one game matters. Only one enemy matters. We fight for the Father...for the Mother, as well. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Sian, tell me true, are you still loyal? Are you still the Ahroun of this pack? I will know if you lie...you know this."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Penance.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:40AM EST&lt;br /&gt; "I am Loyal Kaj'sha. To you and to the pack until the last battles.." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Its as if she can look into his eyes that gaze if heers no longer burns, it eats."... But--" Let it hang in the ait shimmering in the distance. "I believe I serve a new master as well--She came to me as a nameless angel."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Fri 01:54AM EST&lt;br /&gt; "Thank you," he murmurs - relieved? "I need your strength." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, "Beware the nameless angel," he replies softly, "for the rest she offers is sweet and poisonous both. Spread despair; do not fall to it. And, Sian." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The mattress moves as he rises. There is the softest of hisses, a breath out, and out of thin air, a wisp of light forms. The fabric of the mind bends and weaves, and a single candle, tall and slender on a tall and slender stand, comes into being. In its light, the Alpha is golden, pure, fallen and fell. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do not forget your many strengths."  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-80016340?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80016340'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80016340'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#80016340' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-80014667</id><published>2002-08-08T22:21:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-08T22:21:39.233-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>BMW? Mercedes-Benz? Lincoln? Jaguar? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh no. Bentley, baby, chauffeured - just in case there was any question remaining that he was, ahem, privileged. His daddy, at least, or so the saying goes... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Quietly purring, the black car, vehicle of the rich and powerful, slides to a stop. Not exactly 'slumming', but after x weeks of that, perhaps an hour's comfort isn't too much for Madeleine. Anyway, dinner had been at a nice restaurant, but not too nice, so it all balances out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Before the doors open, Kaj'sha (...call me Oliver...) turns to Madeleine, eyebrow raised, half-laughing as he often seemed to be. "Are you sure you want to be dropped off here? I could have Samuel escort you to your apartment. I'll get off here myself to spare the awkward moment at the door: do I kiss him or not, do I invite him in or not." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(madeline walsh)&lt;br /&gt;She's laughing. (Not loudly, no.) With that sort of calm amusement that seems to drape about her like an expensive shawl, or the pashmina she wears so casually about her waist, as if she were a gypsy instead of a princess. (It might get colder later--indeed it had) The well wrought wool is undone as she shifts in the back of the bently, cool-eyed gaze sliding from the window back to Oliver. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I appreciate the offer, but I live elsewhere," A woman of mystery it seems. "--I'm meeting percival here though--" And the door pops open as she slides halfway out. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I don't see him." Odd. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;**the headlights turn on once, then off again** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(kaj)&lt;br /&gt;"Ah," nodding - then mock-solemn, as he pops his own door and steps out. A gentleman escorts a lady to her doorstep, after all - or to the side of her next 'date', as it were. "Are you leading me on, Ms. Walsh?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;Damn. The shadow world is always full of surprises, isnt it. The plague-bearer is in quite a mood tonight. The hunt for those banes to place in the pit hasnt gone to good, not at all in fact. He needs something to take it out on, Something to do. Picking up that trail of their fearless leader &lt;br /&gt;(mr happy the christmas poo!) &lt;br /&gt;He decides to follow it. not a word to his companion. Not enough that the hunt went badly, tonight he had company to witness it. The no Moon Dancer is mere inches from a full on frenzy. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Smell that Brother? Lets join our pack mates... see if they have something good to tell us perhaps..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No giggles now, as he leads Asher to that reflective surface, staring deep into it, to shimmer away... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and shimmer into existance, in the darkness covered alley not far from where the two cars have met. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;Odd. (Weren't they all chummy co-workers?)Her shoulders roll back briefly. "You know, Oliver--" She turns with easy smile, elegance seeming to roll from her motion like water. "This is quite fine--thank you for a lovely evening." A hand held out falls onto his with a light squeeze. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We should do it again, sometime." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;there's a soft chortle riding the wind behind sickboy, it's found in the near-silent scrape of rough pads against the ground, long tail sweeping a path behind as if its tip were attempting (in vain) to reach the shimmering surface that rides a barrier just out of reach, out of touch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;but never, ever out of sight or mind&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;something roils in his throat (a warning, perhaps?) hanging just this side the mirrored gateway (and which reflection is it, my friend, that mirrors the depths of the unbridled soul) mismatched eyes a series of slow blinks to focus on packmate swimming beyond the boundary&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he knew of Kaj'sha's plans...... and bore no desire to interrupt them (nor come near the kinfolk)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;**the lights flash once again, brights this time** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;.. and with polite good bye she is out of the car her pashima pulled around her arms as she moves to the (IMPATIENTLY.) blinking car, small strands of silvery hair (..pure.) Blowing about her features as she moves. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;**the doors loudly click unlocked** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;He checks himself quickly, then pulls the long ragged coat close around him, and pulls the brim of his hat down low. A snort as he glances behind, waiting for that tell tale shimmer that announces if Asher will follow or not. A glance cast back to Kaj'sha, his company, and the car that plays its disco on its own. For a second he ponders it, then he begins to move, still in the shadows, and around him, spreads the stench. That stench of rotting garbage, a whiff of an unpleasant memory that makes the corners of your eyes twitch, or your mouth water. For now, the closest car is ignored, his aim set for that bentley. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;And she enters the vehicle with and easy slide both feet meeting inside as the door closes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you alright? I was at dinner with Oliver when you rang." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(kaj)&lt;br /&gt;With her turned away, his smile fades slowly. He slips his hands into his pockets, turns, and ducks into the car. The door closes with a soft snick. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He waits. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"I have a job for us tonight. I was hoping you were available." he says quietly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;long legs stretch the follow, a shadow's stalk just that side of the barrier (or is it a ghost that haunts your step) keeping pace with the irate Ragabash towards the Bentley - though the Chrinos Dancer does not cross over just yet (visions of crimson soaked silver dancing behind mismatched eyes)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;The hunched over figure sidles up to the bentley, and reaches to knock at the rear door window, and waits. Another glance to the car a ways off, before he looks down to the ground again, waiting. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;She blinks briefly. "You should have told me, I'm not dressed to train." Apparently the word -job- doesn't register with her. And she looks to the still waiting bently for a moment and the corner of her mouth tugs up in a small smirk her shrug as natural as breath. "..I am available however." Breathe. (STENCH.) You can see it in her face as the creeping stink finmds realization and she pulls the collar of her shirt up higher trying to filter away that hideous odor. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"he looks her up and down** "I have a change of cloths in the trunk. And it's a paying job tonight." he tells her quietly &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(kaj)&lt;br /&gt;Soon enough the door opens, letting the no-moon in. No one ever said Kaj'sha did not treat his own well. Inside, the fallen Silver Fang sits in the dim rear seat, eyes fixed through the tinted glass of his car, of Malcom's car, through Malcom's flesh and bones, on the revealed (...and so pure-bred) bones of the kinfolk. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Isn't she lovely," he murmurs to his packmate, who likely could not see her at all from this vantage point, and it is not a question. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;And for a moment she is utterly silent--savor this. before she twists to him now a hand running over astral-pale strands. "I what if I.. I mean, are you SURE I'm ready." Meanwhile she's been through enough training to man a spacecraft to the moon--fear. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"For tonight yes. It's not a big job, we're just walking into a hotel and hitting one of the rooms." he tells her quietly &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(SB)&lt;br /&gt;"Looks like a waste of good food to me... Who is that sheep?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So unlike his normal easy going self this night. He sinks low into the seat, arms crossed over the closed coat, resting on bloated belly. The stench(Scent of the Dark Lord, blessings and lusts) fill the inside of the car quickly. A lone worm drops from SickBoy's nostril to crawl on the floor between his feet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"So whats the deal anyway? Or just another night of nothingness?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A glance around, a directed thought to his packmate, idly wondering if the Galliard has left the mind link open between them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Why dont you get your ass in the car Asher? This damn Fang is just drooling over his piece of meat...~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Thoughts, but they are near spitted out. not spoken (not yet) together, it is all drawing on the No Moon's patience. The bloodlust rising in him, becoming an urge, a physical desire that you can smell around him. The urge to Destroy &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;he can hear the Alpha's words through his brother's ears [isn't she lovely] and a sneer curls fuzzy lips though they move not with hissed words&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Because I would not fit without breaking the shocks........ and even your scents cannot cover her stench~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;perhaps there is a warning (clear) in his tones, drawing the Ragabash's bloodlust back towards him in the Umbra&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;(BRB gotta make a phonecall) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And she exhales, and nods looking to him thoughtfully her head canted to the side. "Which Percival are you tonigh, I wonder?" Royal inquiry, can he feel the acute scrutiny of endless grey gaze? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"I am the rogue tonight" he says quietly. "The one that is consumed by greed." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;~So you know this one... Im guessing our esteemed leader has forbidden us to touch?~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Contempt in his own mind's voice. They are the defilers of Gaia, destroyers of the mother Earth. children of the Wyrm, and all they do is sit, and sit, and sit, while their packmates play with their toys. It is wrong. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Tell me Asher, my brother... How disobedient do you feel tonight?~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He heard the warning, and is determined to stretch that chink in the armor as far as he can, slowly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;the words echo and swirl (even the voice of his mind can twist silver into angry wound) dancing chills across SickBoy's spine&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Who do you seek to disobey.......~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;The briefest echo of a smile curls his lips, or is it a sneer? but they show those rotting sharp teeth beyond his lips for a brief moment. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~It depends...HeeHee.. on who has given the command... I feel like playing.. like we did that first time we met... and I think I know just who to play with...~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And so, the challenge is given, freely... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~But maybe... Its a bit to much for you Galliard...~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;long tail sweeps a path through the shadows laying in wait behind the monster, mule ears pinning over thick mane, and a sound throttles deeply from beneath scars of Sian's talons still healing on his chest&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~Oh? And who is it you desire to play with........ tempt me, Brother.....~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;excitement begins flexing the muscles beneath blackened pelt ("That's funny..." she said "I never would have known you were a blond.....") grip on the crumbling asphalt below tightening (..... and then he walked in and the blood soon soaked the carpet)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;Her lashes slide lower as she regards him thoughtfully. "The face of greed? I suppose we'll have to indulge you then? Why not stop for dessert, before we go--hmm deliciously sinful deserts always satisfy me when I feel like that. Some Tiramisu--" She stops turning to look at him her lips drawing to a line. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Are you quite sure you wantto work tonight? You don't look well, you know?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is this concern from our princess? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;his hands twitch slightly on the steering wheel. "I'm fine but the job can wait until later." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;She's unsettled. Like an animal she can almost taste his unease. A hand (.. swan takes flight on a frost covered pond..) Settles on his bicep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You can tell me, its alright." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gods, a gaian. Clear eyed she probes for his pain, to assauge. Noblisse oblige. On her slim shoulders ride the world. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"I'm fine honestly. But I do think we should leave." he sighs and seems to relax &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;~I once tasted a pure bred kin... A gaian at that... It was a taste to savour.. to remember.. to relive!~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now, he hasnt mentioned anyone specific, cause that would be plain foolishness, but he is the trickster, the New Moon, No Moons beginning and end. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~It all depends Brother... On your willingness to play the game.. to be, what we are meant to be... your readiness to Serve the lord with action, instead of empty words..~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;that voice (that beautiful, taunting, torturous voice) liquifies into a low seeth&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm in no mood for games, Ragabash, lay it out or I'll dump you into the laundry"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;even an unconscious step, he's witnessed his brother's aversion to scents of certain detergents&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;Lashes lift briefly as she eyes the still idling Bentley. And gaze slides to her companion, "Of course, though where should I change?" Her hand slides over the vinyl armest as if it were velvet instead. A throne to recline upon and she flashes him a smile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"The back seat works, the back passanger seat pulls down, giving access to the trunk." he tells her as he starts the car, and pulls out of the parking lot. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(kaj)&lt;br /&gt;"That sheep?" Thoughtful, his black eyes never leaving the girl, "Malcom's latest toy." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oblivious to the conversation taking place all around him, unresponsive to SickBoy's mood, ignorant of the plans being laid, the abstractly beautiful creature (...for only fools would call him a man...) is silent, silent. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Food, perhaps. Lovely, purebred food. But not for either of us, SickBoy. I have given Malcom my word, she will not be harmed. I do not go back on my word..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Flicker. The pitchblack eyes leave the Kin, pin SickBoy down. Oblivious, unresponsive, ignorant, am I? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He takes his own. &lt;br /&gt;Sweet. &lt;br /&gt;Time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Choosing words, picking them. "If you have a problem with it," nearly as beautiful as Asher's voice (but not quite, never quite), "take it up with Malcom." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the creature smiles. &lt;br /&gt;Fun and games. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;...the backseat works. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There is no audible dissent. But the tension rises in the car she twists her head to her hands thoughtfully. "......" Nothing she says nothing at all as the car drives off still iddling in the passenger seat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;~YUCK!! Be nice Brother... you know that Aint funny.. HeeHeeHee... You have been left to sit, to do nothing... Sure, you have had fun, been relaxing, playing around with Sian... but what have you really done? have you even once since you joined the pack done anything for our dark lord's favour? have you danced in the blood of our enemies on our leaders command? Have you felt the gratification of serving out Lady of change?~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He knows the answer to that, and he uses it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~now this little Malcolm is playing around with his pet's.. ignoring our true calling.. He does need a reminder.. of who he is, and the cost of our blessing... Perhaps, if we take away his pet, he will once more be able to focus on whats important.. no?~ &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Malcolm hmm... Well, if you dont mind him wasting Our time with his own pets.. who am I to argue with your decision? HeeHee... So what is up for Tonight?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another night of just sitting around like idiots? It isnt said, or even thought this time, just.. sensed maybe? Maybe not. Sickboy reaches to pick at his nose, dislodging another pesky maggot. he holds his finger out, watching the thing twitch where it is pierced by his dirty nail. And he Waits. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;he sighs quietly, "Or you can use a rest room wherever we stop." he adds &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;"That sounds proper." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And she beams relaxing at him, a small twinge of guilt flickering across her face. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you would just tell me..I'm a good listener." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;**he puts a home copyed CD in the player, Neil Youngs "Hey Hey, My my" begins playing. "It's just a bad time of the month. Honestly. I'm just a little tense." he smirks slightly "Honestly, I realldy dont need to do any work for a little while." he actually smiles at some thought &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(kaj)&lt;br /&gt;"He has his uses, and we all have our vices. Until the latter outweighs the former, I will let him indulge his little desires. As I let you indulge yours." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;These words: absent-minded, almost dreamy. And then? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;CRACK! Without a blink, quite without warning, Kaj'sha's backhands SickBoy across the face with his own, bare fist. Maggots, pus, and whatever else crawls in his body goes flying, splattering messily on the Bentley's window. Oh well. Company car, anyway. Across the seat from SickBoy, the fallen Fang has grown into enormous proportions, barely folded into the relatively small space of the car, lean and terrible, teeth bared. Garouspeak, horribly mangled into the Black Spiral tongue, snarls from his dripping maw: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You destroyed the Gaian without a thought to what she knew, what she could tell us, how she could serve us. We could have tortured the answers from her, learned where her brethren roost. We could have danced her down the Spiral to reinforce our ranks. We could have fed her to the Goddess, to the Father. We could have done all this, and &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;YOU. &lt;br /&gt;KILLED. &lt;br /&gt;HER. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And now you dare use that tone on me, as though I had failed my duty as Alpha? You dare?! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...silence. Human (never) again, the Spiral Alpha sits back, slides one hand through his hair, grooms himself to perfection. And all the while, his pit-black eyes stare at the Cliath. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;"No? Then lets just relax, you can re-schedule--yes? Do you have any friends in New Jersey yet..?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So softly does she enquire. His own personal therapist. With any luch he'd be well adjusted and happy by the end of the carride--sure. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"Friends, not really. A couple of assoicates." he says quietly a slight smile playing across his lips &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;the barrier ripples&lt;br /&gt;the chrinos (thins) side-steps&lt;br /&gt;spilling from the darkness, the black creature pauses, a moment, breath expanding its body in the alleyway, talons weeping green onto the concrete before they left (nails across chalkboard) to grab the handle and (carefully) opening the Bentley door&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;just as Sickboy smacks against it, broad head turning from the splatter&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the enRaged animal suddenly backs down from the sheer terror spilling from his Alpha's tongue, whatever his plans for SickBoy were.... are clearly set aside.......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;"See? Thats what you need. You should go out and meet people--I bet you work FAR too much." Her eyes twwist to the window as she continues, the low rustle of hosiery joining the music as she recrosses her legs. "--you might be replacing social interation with work--its terribly unhealthy." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This from the woman who took her first job at 22 as an experiment. Right. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"I've met quite a few people actually, just none that I would call friends." he smiles and pulls into an ice cream shop (the player doesnt know what tis..whatever is.)) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;"May I ask you a honest question?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ice Cream. Yay! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"Ask away." he answers quietly, shutting down the car. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad-npc)&lt;br /&gt;The Dividing window to the betly rolls down and the smartly capped driver turns, asian features cutting across the distant slide of light that pours in from the cab. Her lips twitch but as usual she says nothing. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)&lt;br /&gt;Exhalation. "Would you consider, me a friend?" Lips press together thoughtfully. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;he looks at her briefly, his expression thoughtful. "Probably yes. But I didnt know if you thought of me as such and wouldnt want to presume." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;He was expecting it. it doesnt help the pain as his skin and flesh cracks, where his face hit the car window, the boils on his skin burst, and the window, slowly, melts away by the supernatural acidic pus. A whine escapes him, as he works his jaw, sinking down slightly into the seat. He knows it doesnt matter what really took place. What matters is what the Alpha belives. But the Rage, and the no Moon nearly betrays hjim. It takes a true effort of will not to unleash upon his alpha, a fight he knew he can not win, not like this. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I killed her, because she had nearly gotten away... I killed her, because there was nothing else to do... And I killed her in the name of our Dark lord... Belive what you will Kaj'sha..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He reaches up to wipe at his mouth, the blood, mixing with slime and fungus slowly dripping from his lips. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I would do it again, rather then to have her get away... I do not fight to capture.. I am not Arhoun or Galliard with the strength to hold another Full-Moon..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And he falls silent, throwing a glance (glaring) out the window at the dark shape there, as if daring the Ahroun to say different. It was after all because of Asher's and Sian's infighting that he had to face the damn thing alone. He will take the punishment and the dishonor for it, but he is damned if he will elt Either Asher or Sian get away cleanly. He will make them pay, in his own way. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;"I Do." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A small smile. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You're my boss too. I mean I keep those two sides very distinct. Certainly." Always so sure of herself even as the car door slides open, and silvery goddess made flesh and desgner clothing emerges waiting at the front of the Ice cream parlor. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;**he smiles again then.** "So you had a date tonight?" he asks as he climbs out of the car &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mad)"Not quite." Oh that smile that erupts as she is reminded of him. "We just enjoy each other's company." Surely that--after all there was MICK to consider. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)**he nods slowly glancing at his watch** "I'm afraid I have to go let our employer know the job will be delayed." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;the broad head creeps into what's left of the melted window and door, savagely underbitten teeth bared in angry snarl (something that angered him, so very clear beneath) though he does not usurp Kaj'sha's dominance by speaking (and in this form, words never pass his lips, it is impossible as it would be for the driver)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;merely waiting&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[his arm still aches]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(mal)&lt;br /&gt;**he climbs back into his car, and drives away, irritably** &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(kaj)&lt;br /&gt;As quickly as it had come, the flash of anger is gone. Kaj'sha is as he always is, unstirred and unstirreable, watching with his impeccable features, his impossible eyes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At last, he sighs, reaches forward, and with the same hand that had struck so swiftly, wipes the mess from SickBoy's face. Tenderly, one might say; caressingly. It's about the only time he did (made himself) not cringe away from contact with his packmates: when he tends their wounds. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Angels could fall. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Come in, Asher." And when he had, he addresses first the Ragabash, "If it was not possible to capture the Gaian, then I was wrong to have struck you, and you were right to have killed her rather than risk our discovery. But know that only with information can we launch the sort of strike that you would launch against the Gaians. In the future, I want them alive if at all possible. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Asher, Sian...no more squabbles over who kills whom. There is no self. There is only the pack. It does not matter who strikes the blow; it is the pack that benefits. Furthermore, I will expect more from you next time. You should know a living Gaian is worth more than a dead, but an escaped Gaian is worth least of all." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A pause. Then, whilst he cleans the corrosive fluids from his hand with his handkerchief, he adds, "The three of you are my eyes and ears, my tongue, my fist - the heart of this pack. I will abide no dissention among us. Is that clear?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;He looks to the Crinos peeking his head into the Car, and a low growl erupts from his own throat as well. but it dies as he looks to his alpha as he speaks again, moving over to give room for the Crinos to press its way into the car as well. he leans back, accepting of his Alphas tending, the wound healing slowly before their eyes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"As glass..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;She exhales eyes narrowing on Sickboy then on Asher. (She never looks Kaj in the eye.) That short heat of fire-bleached breath only a taste of the destruction she embodied. Quiver. Teeth grind briefly Shhh'Chs remains silent. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;shocks groan beneath the creature's weight (this is a roadster, not worktruck) but it tucks neatly into the available space - five foot tail wrapping primly around its feet, mule's ears resting against the inner ceiling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[i would have captured her if someone didn't rip my fucking arm off]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thought, in a bristle of hackles that may only be an errant breeze, not shared, what's held in check shoved harshly away (and where will I lash out, tonight)..... the mismatched orbs beneath heavy brow meet obsidian black (and sink to get lost in those voids) jaw clacking in assention&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;......it is clear&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;an ear slides across the ceiling, swiveling to catch the ordered words, a rumble strangled in his throat (how much longer before that rage blows.... and how many directions will it blast) to, once more, only nod&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;"Not a problem, as long as these two keep their calm, and doesnt tear into each other... Right Asher, Sian?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his voice matter of factly. He bears no doubt they can do it, if tempers are kept checked. But even as he speaks, his gaze doesnt leave Kaj'sha, those dark blood-shot eyes never once straying from his pack leaders. A question shines in his eyes, "Will you join us?" but is never voiced. He has enough respect for his alpha not to question him... openly atleast. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;those eyes narrow, weight shifting to bring horrible underbite within a breath of Sickboy's rotting flesh, lips seem to draw back in (homicidal) parody of a smile - though the meaning is far, far from benign &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[watch your mouth, cliath] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a(n affectionate?) glare cast towards the driver, shocks complaining as the creature shifts once more, melting through the disabled door, and the barrier twists when the beast jumps through it - he read the note in the 'Lord's backpack, he knows where to look for them &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;those eyes narrow, weight shifting to bring horrible underbite within a breath of Sickboy's rotting flesh, lips seem to draw back in (homicidal) parody of a smile - though the meaning is far, far from benign&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[watch your mouth, cliath]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a(n affectionate?) glare cast towards the driver, shocks complaining as the creature shifts once more, melting through the disabled door, and the barrier twists when the beast jumps through it - he read the note in the 'Lord's backpack, he knows where to look for them&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;He waits until the Alpha is out of sight, then shifts seat, to sit so he faces Asher and Sian, eyes slightly narrowed. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We have a choice now... and I think we best make it now... before it destroys us..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What can he be talking about? Hard to tell, but he is unlike what either of the two has ever seen him before. He is hard. He isnt slimy, or hunched anymore. his eyes doesnt speak of mischief or pestilence, they tell their own story of the lord's blessing, of Fanatical insanity, and the love for the Wyrm. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Burn in my mind's eye, and I will bless you!) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Not Stupid. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her jaw tightens at Sickboys words muscles tensing under the suit Kaj' had clothed her in. And As Asher leaves she looks to Sickboy now seeming to simmer in the lava coated air that hung about her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Annihilation. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;The Ragabash doesnt back away from that gaze, instead, he shows his teeth (come get it bitch... Have you tasted my bile?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"dont you dare get cocky with me Sian... I took the punishment because you and Asher couldnt keep it together... I was forced to kill that damn Gaian bitch because of you, so get that fucking attitude out of my face, before I burn it away.... got me?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He doesnt back an inch, Ragabash against Ahroun. his breathing is slow, deep, concentrated. The last blemish of the punishment received slowly melts away. The only trace now remaining is the half melted car door, where the proof of the futility of striking SickBoy is more then evident. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Silent. ( ..does your heart beat?) And she approaches the angered ragabash, like a wave that pulses upstoppably forwardthe small artifice odf seperation between the driver and passender shuddering against the push of hands and (...gravity..) falters her fingers dripping green tears. That mane of silken black ink tumbling as the hat fall from her head. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not Woman, nor man, nor beast--she was nature incarnate. And finally reaching him hands sink into his clothing pulling him (inexorable force.)closer to her as she sinks onto the floor of the car her limbs seeming to sink about him like the coils of Pythons. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Speak then.] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;He lets himself be pulled. He doesnt fear Sian (Stupidity or Courage?) instead, he nearly relaxes into her form, never taking his eyes from her. He places one hand against her waist, but that is also all. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If you listen to me, we can have a Gaian delivered, bound, gagged and whimpering to our Alpha without the slightest problem..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;havent you ever wondered, why a Dancer this old, (he is nearly 35 after all) never has climbed higher then Cliath? He doesnt lack courage, nor wits. but there is always someone that has to take the blame if things go wrong, right? Rank has nothing to do with capability in some cases. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But for it to work, im going to be certain that you can keep your head calm, and that Asher can keep his wits about him... Because I will not take another beating in your place... either of your places... do you understand?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his head tilts slightly, looking at the Ahroun. The no Moon plague-bearer doesnt smile. he doesnt giggle. He simply is. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;[Hunt.] Tighten the serpents coils, about fragile bones and winding worms. That slide against her skin as she squeezes tighter--sharing filth and disease, splendorous death. I do not disemble, pack is pack. Teeth grind against his shoulder and perhaps he can almost feel the burning core of her mindless (...aching..) pain-joy. [Myself.] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)"We are a pack Sian... lets try to act like one..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He lets her tighten around him, quite liking the sensation. His teeth grit slightly as she bites his shoulder, a soft curling moan escaping his lips, but he forces it down. not the time, not the place for it now. He needs to think. but he does react, the hand against her waist changing, fur and claws sprouting out, to rest against her. Even through the clothing the poison from his claws wet her skin, yet it doesnt corrode, or burn her. not yet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You owe me one Sian... you and Asher both... Dont forget that..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He would actually hate to have to remind them. They are a pack, they are one. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Deeply indeed to injury iron-wrought skin. [Owe?] Eyes darken as she tightens her hold lips falling apart as claws dig like knives aginst flesh. Pain is the language she speaks. Ragabash speaks too much and her own human-harmless fingers slide toward his jaw gripping teeth and diseased mouth to stop the wagging of tongue. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Listen without ears. &lt;br /&gt;Speak without words. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Be. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;his lips twist up into a smile, looking into her eyes. it is a mere twitch that makes his razor claws shear through the clothing she has, to let them rest against her skin, to dig furrows in her skin, without drawing blood. Years of experience of giving pain, and receiving it has thought this No Moon quite a bit. He doesnt need words to get his point across. (forgetfulness, brings punishment) &lt;br /&gt;his own lips part, mouth opening to reveal teeth that slowly grow more jagged, sharper, to hover a nails thickness above the skin of Sian's neck, not yet touching, only giving the sensation of what might be to come. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;One long ago her name had not been the one it is now. She was called by a different name, and to this day (..it is believed) the body of that name lies just beneath the skin of her own. She shifts her body trembling between the precipiece of indulgence (Asher's mark.) and a far harsher brand of love. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Penance. &lt;br /&gt;(The face behind my skin.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;..aches for the pain. Wolves are social creatures, no samurai can exist outside of the great society. Grips him now as if he were perhaps the last bastion of earth on endless sea.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Green dribbling fingers burning against his skin before (Spiral-Down.) she releases her grip already pulling away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I belong to no one. &lt;br /&gt;My debts are paid in blood. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;As she pulls away from him, at first, he seems perfectly happy to just remain seated, then it is his turn to move. huge, taloned hands, not belonging on his human wrists grab at sian's clothing, and pulls her back to him, until their noses touch. his gaze bores into her skull, and for the first time, she gets a taste of the maddening fanatism that lies behind the facade of the Ragabash. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Dont.Underestimate.Me" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He might not be the alpha of the pack, but since the fuck up, asher's beta place is no longer certain. Wolves are social creatures, and this one is raising its hackles for the survival of the pack. (Follow me) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But she is released again, and SickBoy pulls back, to sit up once more on the back seat. his gaze shifting to look forwards, out of the front window, at the dark city beyond. Slowly, those clawed hands shrink, fur shrinking back and vanishing. Slowly, the fire in those bloodshot eyes sink back down into hiding, lying in wait for the next time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;He pulls her. And she sinks even as HE withdraws curled tighters and fingers twitch and streth soon the slow rhythm of upholstery shredding begings her lips pursed. (Face the lion--bear the teeth.) Would he stay with her as she continued to shreds the upholster the temperature in the small cab begings to climb as does her increasing irritation. But where others may leave to vent in peace she is strethed apathy overindulged--irritation mounting to certain words even as throat quivers in anticipation of VOICE. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;his gaze moves back to her as she begins to shred the car, yet he doesnt move, simply watching her with an unnatural calm. (The Alpha, and the Omega) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After a few seconds, he does lean forward again, his face coming closer to hers once more. He draws deeply of her scent, the scent of frustration, of anger (Of despair, and life's blood) Looking (drowning) into those deathly beautiful eyes he loves(hates) so much. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;It comes.. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sounds is rending flesh, knitting and healing even as it tears--gushing blood and rasping air. That voice. "Think I am STUPID?" Louder like the crash of tidal waves in winter's hold. She gaining momentum firestom, and Upholstery ripping leans forward until their brows touch. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stupid, yes, they all thought that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;"Never once Sian... Never Once..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He doesnt twitch, he doesnt move, holding his place against her, brow against brow. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"But you made a mistake... as did Asher... And nothing is free in this world. you, of all should know this... or have I overestimated you so?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Calm(The mountain and the gale) voice. He once more takes in her scent, before he sits back, watching her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Pain her voice is pain incarnate. "No mistake was made, MY kin. My blood. He did not wa--" She is pulling him now a tornados motion whirling about him, as if she would shatter every one of his bones to emphasize that point. Hands sink into his upper arms squuezing tighter with rasping breat--surely he would break. She shakes him the words giving out is breath air sounds before she pauses to let her throat heal briefly finishing. "--want share. Bloodlust Lord and Fangs." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She spits red and pushes him asside. She knew them all so well what they wanted what they didn't how much it could hurt before they would break. How much they could break before they wouldn't heal. Daughter of the Lady Aife tosses the ragabash asside back into the seat. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How could the voiced ever -truly- hear? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;The cracking of his shoulders show how much her grip must hurt, yet in his face is nothing but slowly rising anger. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No mistake? your kin? your blood? Let me show you something" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The slash is so quick, the claw exploding from his one finger, to cut into her wrist as she tosses him backwards, enough to draw blood. Dark blood. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We are Black Spiral Dancers Sian! not Fang, or Lord, or Fianna or Get... We are Dancers. It wasnt my place to kill that damn whore, but in the end, it was I who did it, because you and Asher were perfectly happy tearing into each other! and you are telling me no mistake was made? I am your kin Sian! Asher is your kin! Kaj'sha is your kin! not some fucked up whore of a Shadow Lord!" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his claw slice back, only to cut a similar slash in his own wrist. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Before you learn who you are... Who your real family is, you are a danger to yourself, and to us! Think you can bully me into submission? Do you belive that I am wrong? If so, silence me if you can... but if you cant, then by the Wyrm, dont you ever, ever try that attitude with me!" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;His voice now deep snarls, his body growing slowly as he faces her, where he was thrown backwards into the seat. He definatly has no intention of backing down, or letting her get away with this. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;he's been watching..... listening..... from his place on the other side of the barrier, while Kaj'sha walked away, he remained (pack.... family) tufted tip of tail flicking as idle fingers, mismatched eyes caught in the rhythm of slow blinks to clear the swimming images of his mates on reality's side&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a slow smile crawls over misshapen muzzle, hearing the Cliath's wise words through the mindlink never closed, he has not the patience to speak with her of it now&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the vibrancy of Rage driven auras dancing a stellar performance for his eyes only&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;All those words. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Perhaps he doesn't know Sian very well. Certainly that must be it those words past the firstt few sentences have already become sounds annoying gnats to her senses that float about the breeze crawl about her ears. It is the emotions that she translates, anger-disgust-chastisement teeth grinding as she stares him gaze Hardening as he shift her form growing with his. Yes that is a language she understood--you want to fight? Let us drown in blood then. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her shifting form causes more than a passing reaction to the vehicle with groats the roof and floorboards distending with her muliplying size--demon dancer. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let it begin in blood. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;And he grins. The shift becomes complete. He is ugly in his human and wolf form. In Crinos, he is monstrous indeed. Skin and fur in ragged tufts over his body, a body covered in blisters and tumours. She might not have listened to his words, but she will learn his lesson. The Shocks on the car groan, twist, and the whole rear axel of the car snaps, like so much dry twig as there is suddenly two crinoses in the back. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then comes the nastiness. This close, confined by the car's metal skeleton, even if it buckles and groans under the pressure, and will break in time, still leaves them nearly unable to move, no place to dodge, or do fancy stuff. This, is perfect. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Back...down..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;voice distorted, a grueling mix of human tounge, and garou speech spilling from skinless, bloated lips. The stench in the car doubles, now stinging sian's eyes, making her near blind, and gagging with each breath. The blisters on his body seem to be so near bursting, so near to spraying their acidic, and lethal contents over Sian. yet, he lets her get the first hit. This is a fight he doesnt intend to start, only finish. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;She always gets first hit. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(...tonight a merciful face.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And it is the last one her Falling fingers slide down the ridges of his neck caressing throat as the other monster slides into unconsciousness. Blinded as a cub sees nothing but the color of what voice must be. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sickened. Stumbles out of the cab a (not so..) human thing. Solitary confinement--they say without the pack we are nothing. They say ALOT of bullshit like that. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sickboy)&lt;br /&gt;The Crinos hits the floor with a gurgling, crushing the rear seat beneath it. As sian gets out, she gets a large gulp of air (Fresh!) And has time to take one step, before the crinos reaches out, great claws closing around her right calf. Claws digging small furrows into the muscle drawing blood, and depositing the Malleating poison, that begins to burn like fire through Sian's entire body. with a low growl, sian is pulled back into the cab of the car again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;if they could only hear the sounds roiling (catching and choking) in the creature's throat - while his brother feeds him the conversation, his sister more than readily transmits their transgressions through the colors that swirl (hypnotizingly) around her (their) forms&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it is then he steps&lt;br /&gt;through&lt;br /&gt;materializing in the darkness this darker (damned) form&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~You know that's twice..... Sian.....~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the voice slipsliding through their minds like a well-oiled lover - pleasure, excitement, and terror at the ease with which it moves (manipulates) and sooths&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~..... that you've turned your talents against a packmate.~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;stalking slowly around the Bentley as it's dessimated from the inside out by the chrinos warring within it's cramped confines&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~I do not begrudge Sickboy his revenge....... most aren't as forgiving as I was to your anger.....~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;mismatched eyes keeping watch on the surrounding alley &lt;br /&gt;[no. loose. ends]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Silence. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A drowning victim without water she grabs onto the hood of the bentley Kicking out at the pus-sliding beast within. [Kaj. Say. no. more. Fight.] Well fuck, HE started it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Green liquid drips against the doorframe and as morphing beast's (Razor-razor-razor-) claws grow from fingers she finally lets go a flurry of clawed feet sissoring (..flesh ribbons like streams of chopin.) motion sink down she rips part of the roof with her. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sickboy)&lt;br /&gt;A growl as his pelted chest is torn into by Sian, but something, is wrong. The burning within her body stops slowly. Time upon time her claws rend against sickBoy's form, and time upon time again, the result is the same. It doesnt even scratch through his fur. &lt;br /&gt;(Shooting blanks) &lt;br /&gt;Instead, Sickboy seems to busy himself, with poking her, claws held back. Shoulders, knees, hip. Quick pokes, letting her strike for as long as possible, until, she.cannot.move. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Her entire body like putty, to be molded by his touch and will. her claws flattened against her bent fingers, flattened and bent from the strength of her striking him after the first time. &lt;br /&gt;(Is not a good way to fight the Ragabash) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then, the insticts reign supreme. Disabled, he lowers himself down over her, still in the car, and his great maw opens, and closes over her throat. &lt;br /&gt;Dominance (cuffs and whips?) &lt;br /&gt;Is king. &lt;br /&gt;his show is done. Her life is his to do with as he please. This time, he grants survival to his packmate. (Never challenge the cunning with brawn) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A quick shift, (human again) and he steps out of the car, leaving Sian disabled within. He know of his talents and powers, and was very careful with just how much poison he did in fact use. She will return to normal within the hour, as the small aggrevated furrows on her calf heal. He looks to his packmate with a smirk. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"you could have stopped her at any point Asher..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But it has the sound of a question in it. could he really have? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Heat. &lt;br /&gt;Anger. &lt;br /&gt;Cruelty. &lt;br /&gt;Destruction. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-- they do not encompass what she feels at this moment. Goddess of war, [USED-TALENTS?!] She had been restained, she had not ripped off his conniving head, freed his mind from the tongue that annoyed even as it twisted sounds into meanings she puzzled at all. (All these words and nothing to say..)Slides at her in a moment of rushing anger homid-formed fingers dripping and dragged back into the cab?! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She would kill him. &lt;br /&gt;She would kill him. &lt;br /&gt;She would kill him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let it be be then. This end. This burning fury. Let it be these days and these weeks this body and this blood Seek the solace of a foriegner acolylte to a new god. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;She is still in homid as she wrapped into the arms of another--stare with the eyes of a nameless angel. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let it be. &lt;br /&gt;(...the sword is broken.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;he knew how to trigger it&lt;br /&gt;the knowledge a coy smile on underhinged muzzle, the sounds of Sickboy's toxins melting the car (and her flesh) the chorus of a thousand perfect voices in sensitive mule's ears (ah, yes, the symphony of destruction)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his blood a flesh-eating virus that spreads a locust plague with each razored kick&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[stay out of the splash zone]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;his attention is rapt as Sickboy turns his tricks (never try to defeat cunning with brawn..... and never try to outwit something you do not fully understand) through a browpoint lifts when the homid steps from the ruined car, haunches curling beneath as tail coils feet once more&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~I had no reason to.~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;echoing whisper substituting reason for capability, answering yet not the question&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;~I thought your lesson a far more entertaining one than I would have taught her.~&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sb)&lt;br /&gt;He shrugs, and looks around slowly. Safe so far. [No.Loose.Ends] He looks around, then nods towards the tow truck parked by the machine shop not so far away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Watch her... while i get that truck to tow this piece of junk away..." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;nothing to argue with there. He begins to walk, shaking his head slightly as he does, always keeping a look out, but the parking lot is empty at this hour, fortunatly. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;there's a nod, slightest drop of malformed chin...... and (for now) he does what the Cliath tells him, they are pack, and packs work together in all situations&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;something he hopes the Ahroun has learned this night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(sian)&lt;br /&gt;Whatever she has learned remains in those void stained eyes--acolyte toa new god. Would they be afraid when she was free? Should have killed her or perhapd they already had? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nothing and no one knows, yet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*sb)&lt;br /&gt;The truck is easily taken. He drives it up and begins to hook up the bentley (metal junk heap) and lifts it up. Sian still inside. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Lift her out Brother.. but dont press to hard.. still a little while before her body resumes its old shape.. until then, you can mold and knead her into any shape you like.. Ill take this piece of crap and dispose of it... Kaj'sha will have to report it stolen I guess.." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he looks to the Bentley. He knows what he has done. but if she is a true dancer, is the spiral accepted her, then she will realise what just took place was a challenge of domination within the pack, to set the order and ranks straight. Kaj'sha is Alpha, SickBoy, or Asher (who knows, who knows) is Beta. that, is pure and true. It is insticts and the way of their souls. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(ash)&lt;br /&gt;those mismatched eyes narrow, gazing at the (twice) fallen Ahroun still within&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;an idle temptation crosses (maddened) mind - what advantage he could take (finally.... those unspeakable dreams so close to truth....), but her body is removed gently, set in the truck's cab for Sickboy to return home.....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and he backs away, sinking to sit, watching as the truck pulls away&lt;br /&gt;how hard he had worked (to keep the rage at bay), how long he had waited&lt;br /&gt;but the plan fulfilled&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-80014667?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80014667'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/80014667'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#80014667' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3687640.post-79907474</id><published>2002-08-06T14:17:00.000-07:00</published><updated>2002-08-22T22:43:39.000-07:00</updated><title type='text'></title><content type='html'>Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tue 04:53PM EST&lt;br /&gt; the spears call again (the rake and pull of sharp fingers beneath the waves) and he listens, perched upon the railing like a strange bird (vulture) boots locking and countering weight shifted by light shore breeze washing over skin, fingers idly tracing faint scars over bared belly &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;what tapestry unwinds for him tonight &lt;br /&gt;what questions sought, will the whispers answer &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he sits, silently, beside the standing (perfect) blond, mismatched eyes occasionally casting aside in check, though would he even need sight or sound to know.....  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tue 04:58PM EST&lt;br /&gt; ...sight, sound? &lt;br /&gt;Crutches for the weak. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They are bound deeper than that, by the Demon Goddess herself and her thousand million opium-dreams, each spawning another facet of the Father. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As usual, the pair are seated antiparallel to one another: Asher upon the railing, looking out across the boardwalk, Kaj'sha with his back to the continental land mass behind him, face to the ocean. It's instinct, automatically guarding one another's weaknesses, no thought required. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They don't say much. In fact, Kaj'sha says nothing at all, wrapped in his own sort of perfect silence, clean and unmarred. Occasionally his eyelids shut, but it makes no difference. He could see right through them, anyway.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bianca&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tue 05:00PM EST&lt;br /&gt; ::She was true to her word, and remaind on the railing, staring intently for the perfect gift for hours after Asher left her there, and once finding it, combing the beach to gather it, she went so far as to wade into the (slicking) waves to offer thank you to the spears before rturning to her room, and spending the rest of the night (and day) putting the finishing touches on the already perfect gift.. And now, with it tucked carefully away (under tight tight leather that writhes with a will of its own) she prowls the board walk again, hoping to find him waiting for another lesson (..to learn at the feet of her god..)::  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tue 05:06PM EST&lt;br /&gt; it is the routine glance across Kaj'sha's back that brings her into his vision (a nightmare or hallucination, welcome to this heroin dream) pink tip of tongue tracing a curved smile (scythe's smile) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the sound begins, deep in his throat (to those nearby it would seem like he was only swallowing), though not a tone breaches (homicidal) smile, knowing the focus of his attention is all that's needed to point her out  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tue 05:10PM EST&lt;br /&gt; Flesh is of no consequence of me... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...and, looking through flesh, he sees to the bones. One set of bones, prowling their way, half-consciously following his packmate's attention. Pitchblack eyes study the girl for a moment, study the rather interesting skull attached to her breast for a longer moment, and then slide away, back to the pattern of the rocks dim beneath the ocean's waves. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Quite an interesting pet you've found this time, Asher. This is Bianca?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's a low chuckle that roils like fog across the waves that regain Kaj'sha's attention, the whisper absent&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"She found me....."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;words bringing a ripple of tightly controlled rage through the basebones of his skeleton (her trick still a fresh wound across memory) - even his skin talented enough to hide the truth beneath (or so he thinks), replacing that rage with affection's smile looking upon the face of his approaching...... pet......&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;::Her smile is (timid) shy as she nears Asher (...god...) and the one who must be Kaj'sha (will he seal her fate?) and an slight adjustment to her corset (..gagged..) and a check of what is underneath, subtly, before she pauses just a few steps away, her gaze when resting on Asher filled with (fanatism) adoration, her voice soft (submissive to his every whim):: &lt;br /&gt;"Evening, Asher.... am I inturrupting?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Kaj'sha reaches forward for her breast...a gesture unlike him, for he is not easily (never) tempted by the fruits of flesh he could not see. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But he does not touch her; her and her unwanted houseguest, as one might say. His fingers barely skim the leather holding her second head back, fall away. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hm," he says, and then chuckles. "Does it bite?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;a sneer twists the poet's lips (just what is it that lays beneath) mismatched eyes carefully watching this little (interlude) interaction&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We were waiting for you, Bianca."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;the tones escorting the molded words make them sound less than inviting (he's still angry........hurt) then the galliard's skull shakes&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"It likes to threaten it, but knows better."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;::Gaze flickers to Asher at the angry undertones, deflating a touch (she had hoped to make him happy) though she is still determined (redemption). As Kaj'sha reaches, she (the perfectly behaved pet) doesn't flinch back, khol darkened gaze dropping slowly, as she inhales deep enough to bring leather toward gracing fingertips (...to make him proud - anything will be endured to assure Asher's praise...):: &lt;br /&gt;"I keep him gagged as often as I can, sir, though he chews through them." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Ah." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Leaning back, he regards the girl and her pet; his beta and his pet. His lips are wreathed into a small smile, as though he were contemplating some pleasant fiction, some secret unknown to all but himself. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kaj'sha will do," abruptly, but not rudely - his tone is charming, as though he were entertaining guests in his fifty-room mansion, "Oliver Harrington in public, or anything else you might think of that suits me. No 'sir'." The smile widens briefly into the promised glory, a winter sunrise. "So, Asher tells me you played a rather cruel trick on him the other night. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;invisable hackles raise, though strangly (unnervingly) he stays quiet and lets her answer&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;::She flushes (...burn baby burn...) at the abrupt reprimand, but nods, with a slight smile:: &lt;br /&gt;"Yes s..Kaj'sha." &lt;br /&gt;::She looks up to meet his (..beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and hers are beholden to Asher..) perfect (empty) gaze, before shifing to missmatched (heaven):: &lt;br /&gt;"I did not seek to hurt him, only garner his favor until I could prove my usefulness. I have searched for one such as Asher so that I may serve him, and the Father, for a long time." &lt;br /&gt;::so very softly, chastized:: &lt;br /&gt;"I did not wish to be cruel, only to make him happy. I have sworn not to do so again unless it is requested." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"In that case," if it is chastisement, it is a gentle one, "if Asher does not mind, who am I to interfere? Asher?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"If she does it again...... even the Goddess's punishment will look like child's play......"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whispered (a lover's caressing threat) by silken tongue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Your request to protect her is all that saved her so far......"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;he minds (rare to let his feelings show enough to hurt) he wants revenge (the wound still stings as it weeps) though would not disobey even for his own gain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Listening, Kaj'sha removes his sunglasses (and if he wasn't wearing them when the scene started, he was now, dammit!) and polishes them gently on the tail of his (dress-)shirt. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"That doesn't sound like forgiveness to me." He looks up, void-black eyes that see through flesh searching Bianca's empty eyesockets...all he could see of her face. "Sometimes an apology is not enough," he explains - oh-so-gently. "Sometimes promising never to do it again...still isn't enough. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What do you suggest as your own punishment, Bianca?" &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;::another glance toward her (..god..) angry patron, and shoulders slump:: &lt;br /&gt;"Whatever he desires of me, I will do... should he wish to punish me I will accept without hesitation. His displeasure brings a pain all in its own, far worse then any could understand, then any punishment I could devise on my own behalf." &lt;br /&gt;::gaze remains lowered, before she looks up (hope) and offers a (timid) smile that quickly fades under (..crushing..) threat her voice soft, hoping that Asher realizes just how much she wishes to serve by her careful attention to his request that she watch, and find, something for his Alpha:: &lt;br /&gt;"I've... a gift for you, Kaj'sha, to show my sincerity in my desire to serve Asher and those he calls brother..No matter what is required of me." &lt;br /&gt;Small fingers reach within (tightight) corset that hugs (sufficates) skinny form, pulling free a lovingly crafted item she spent the past nights on. The Spears had left upon the sand a dull, worn blade - small, almost decorative, thin - though now it is polished to a glittersheen and razorsharp and she has fashioned a handle from shards of shells, mosiac, edges smoothed so as not to damage the hand that holds it. She flips it around, blade in her hand (flesh cries to feel the first slice) and offer handle to him.:: &lt;br /&gt;"it is not enough to garner favor, I am certain, but perhaps a start that brings me closer to acceptance." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that strange gaze slides the gleam, studying the gift - though no tresspass his reactions to the surface, having wondered what 'useful thing' she would find - his (deadly) silence remains&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The fallen one's strange eyes drop to the blade, flicker over the careful (painstaking) craftsmanship. Slowly, gently, his long, graceful fingers wrap around the handle... &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...and pull. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is not violence. One could not call it violence, such a delicate, lovely piece of work, that cut. Merciless beauty; beautiful mercilessness; never violence. Her blood slides down the blade in unholy baptism, splatters to the wood planks below them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Defiler's Chosen raises the blade in salute, his lips curved into that haunting, ever-so-slight smile. "Summersblade," he murmurs, such a bright name for such a lovely weapon belonging to such a dark soul. "That is its name, and I thank you. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Turning to go, "Asher," did you think he would forget? "do as you will with her, but let her live." &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...mercy. &lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3687640-79907474?l=kajsha.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/79907474'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/3687640/posts/default/79907474'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://kajsha.blogspot.com/2002_08_01_archive.html#79907474' title=''/><author><name>Damon</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/08277514064724395737</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author></entry></feed>
