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Tuesday, October 29, 2002

Asher
sand crunches (bone crumbles) beneath the steady progression (degeneration) of the Galliard within the club's boundaries, mismatched (metis) eyes half lidded beneath the throbbing weight (pulsebeat bass) of music

he can feel it speaking to him (just him)
treble's (brilliant) chill on skin
subbeat's gutwrench (nightmare) sickness
the steady writhe of sweaty lives around him
wrapped in this blanket of thickening delight

the wolf among the sacrificial lambs

pleasure finds way to creep into his smile, the lean blond swathed in black (in so. many. ways.), a flyer retrieved (so.... that... was her last name) from previous venture into this territory, a whim bringing him from the tunnels of (hell) home into the catacombs of mythology

the marked (stigmata) running his fingers along the entryway walls, tracing the heiroglyphs, a pause just before crossing the (veiled) entrace, paying the cover, faking the ID

black velvet curtains parting for a blacker soul

Kaj'sha.
Behind the depraved Galliard, the immaculate Philodox whose hands do not touch the walls, whose eyes pass with only the slightest of curiosities over those within, whose feet do not touch the floor. He pays and flashes ID without so much as looking at the bouncer. Dressed all in white, he somehow manages to pull the 'look' off: angel, cherub, seraph.

His eyes are black.

His eyes are black, and they cast over the room, over the hundred dancing skeletons. Most the decorations are lost on Kaj'sha, and the music does not tug at him the way it does Asher, but...

...not bad. Overall, not bad. The sand crunching beneath his feet makes him smile, half-distractedly.

Erik
Mistakes. Already they're making mistakes.

No, that isn't right. He is making mistakes. Should have checked the gift earlier. Could have got em at that lab place. But nooooo. He snuck his pack up all the way to the lab, then powered his senses with gnosis, and found that Asher had already gone...

Fuck. fuck fuckfuck fuck fuck!

Now, finally, he is cornered. But hiding in a mass of sheep. Nightclub...

a low growl escapes the No-Moon's mouth as he stands in the dark alley, the rest of the pack back in the shadows, and stares at the club.

finally he turns to the pack. "We'll have to cross over..."

Decker
Crouching on the alley floor while the Alpha checked his senses and consulted with himself, Decker looks up as he speaks. Nods wordlessly, holds out his hand for one of his packmates to pull him across. Decker's spirit was...less than powerful. In the usual army-surplus cargoes and wifebeater, one hand rubs idly at the jagged, stylized tattoo sprawled over his right arm from shoulder to just below the elbow. Ogre. A good weapon, but he would not desecrate his grandfather's memory in using it against an unworthy foe.

In his hand, a knife glinting dully, unable to hold the edge steel can. Silver. Asher's knife.

What comes around, goes around.

Rune
Sleek and cool as the night, Rune slouches back against the brick wall of the alley, breathing deliberately through her mouth (it stinks back here) and avoiding the strewn debris with assiduous care, attentive to her clothing even now, despite the gravity of their mission. The heels are gone for the night, and so too the more expensive clothing. Tonight, she's dressed down in dedicated clothing she usually eschews - lowslung leather pants curving across her hips, black, and a black sleeveless shell, stark against her pale skin. She slips her leather coat from her shoulders and tosses it aside, but not before retrieving her own silver knife from the pockets. Dark hair swings across her face, obscuring hard dark eyes, as she grasps Decker's hand and pulls him across the gauntlet.

The club. The sheep.

It won't be a pretty night.

Asher
the angel and the devil
(damnation and salvation)
the dream and the darkness
the Philodox and the Galliard

perhaps there's an uncoinscious feed (sharing) what crackles synergy through the lean form, each note a thousand tiny sparks to stimulate and aggravate each muscle, each chaotic refrain (frenzy) of the exotic against animal (whatever became of the man........ you were never a man) skin stroke through the strangest of (invisable) pelts

he does not choose a place to sit
he stops at the edge of the sand covered floor
listening
breathing
unweaving this tapestry of sound and scent that lays itself at his feet

Kaj'sha
At his side, the slighter, slimmer Alpha cocks his head briefly, lightless eyes half-lidding as though listening.

Strange...could have sworn I felt...

But this is the heart of the city, the realm of the Weaver, who answers to no man nor beast - Wyld, Wyrm or Gaia. No wyrmlings comes to speak to the Philodox, and he has not the skills of the Theurge to force an answer from them.

Probably nothing.
"Just watching?" - this, to Asher.

Erik
He hammers a way through the steely guantlet of the city. Immdiately he is alert, looking in every direction with fevered intensity.

All clear for now. He begins the crackling shift to Crinos and grips the black barrelled, sawed off shotgun fetish in his hand. Only here its barel looks made out of hammered storm clouds... They writhe and seethe yet retain their shape. And a white hot light flickers down inside the barrel...

He waits for the rest of the pack to follow across. Then orders are given. the plan is already known. He adds only "Wait. seperate from the herd. Hunt like pack."

The bathroom would be an ideal place for this...

Decker
If Rune thought the alley smelled bad, the Umbra was about to smell worse. In apparent response to his Alpha's command, the Modi cracks his neck to one side - swells - and then to the other.

On top of iron-grey fur, a layer of knobbed, warty, stinking hide grows. The Troll's Skin. Aptly named, indeed: those around him might find their eyes watering from the stench.

In his hand, the silver knife looks like a toy. A miniature swiss army knife gripped in the clawed handpaw of a monster.

Again, he places his hand on Rune's shoulder, letting the Ahroun's stronger spirit draw him across.

Asher
"Yes."

silk from mouth or mind, the Galliard does not say it loudly, but knows it is heard just as easily (a whisper in the darkness, a cry lost in the flames, tell of your terrors now..... child..... elsewise you've only yourself to blame) hands slipping to curl in pockets

so close, this pretty flesh (genuflect at my altar of madness) just within reach
tempting, teasing, taunting, calling out with each crawling echo of rhythmic catastrophe
indulge. yourself. in me.

only watching
newly healed flesh burning againt the fabric of his shirt

Kaj'sha
Languid as an Oscar Wilde nobleman - and as pretty - the Alpha leans (never slouches) back against the wall. Skeletons dancing in strobe lights - of which his strange eyes could pick up the distal wavelengths of, flashing through his eyelids.

Kaj'sha. Clubbing. It's a strange sight.

Presently, a pretty brunette passes by. Kaj'sha is not easily tempted by the flesh he cannot see, but Asher is another story. A slip-slide of eyes. A lick of lips. Indulge? Why, yes please.

Erik
"Yes, Just watching... Heh. There's another."

He speaks as he peers throught he guantlet, oblivious to what transpires around him. Damn ahrouns better have his back...

And he waits, and waits, watching the two wyrmlings watch the sheep and lick their chops. Maddening! Not that he cares overmuch for the sheep....

He suddenly stands and repositions himself, and then draws his senses back into the spiritual.

"Enemys not leave pack. We kill now. Look quickly as I did. then we kill."

Asher
does he even remember the name of the last that walked by in such a way (did he even know her name?) in a provocation tease of (sinister) senses

I wonder what your screams will sound like.

skull tilts in backwards glance, a scythe slash of pleasure curving young lips that will never be seen by his Alpha (and never, ever, acknowledged), weight already shifting to follow

"Not anymore."

the invitation never spoken aloud

Rune
With the word from their Alpha, Rune peers across the gauntlet and studies - briefly - the shapes and movement of those beyond. Full red lips are set in a hard, lowering line as (she likes this setting not at all, but likes Spirals even less. The flashback spills bright across her surface mind - the sleeping darkness of the pack's warehouse loft, the spiraling smoke spilling from the pack's prized hookah, distant groove teasing the senses, languid and low, and the pack - her pack - sprawled unsuspecting in the darkness, the low murmur of desultory conversation mixing with the clink of beer bottles and then - and then - ) she draws her vision back and shifts again into hulking warmform, ready to push through the gauntlet.

Erik
He fades across the guantlet quickly, crouched low (for a hulking 9 foot plus werewolf) behind a nearby bar.

Unprepared. They're fucked.

Then, when he is sure he is fully across and physical, he rockets to his feet and sends one of the deadly silver explosions into the one called Ashers back. Call him coward if you like, just make sure he spends that other round first.

Of course there is a dead silence for a split second, until the screaming starts.

Erik
He swings the deadly, steaming shotgun towards Asher's friend and pulls the modified trigged back to the second notch. Thunder laced with silver lightning erupts from it, but he is jostled by a panicking human, of all things, and doesn't harm the wyrmling much.

Rune
With the shotgun blast, the crowd scatters. The initial wave of panic that spreads through the crowd is doubled and redoubled by the sudden vision of three Crinos Garou emerging from nowhere behind the bar. Glass shatters, alcohol and blood sprays, and more than a few of those in the immediate are release the contents of their bladders in reaction to the sudden, pre-conscious surging of primordial fear.

The dim lights flash and flutter, and the crunch sand is spattered with blood from the spray of the shotgun blast, which catches more than just the Spirals unaware. Several patrons fall, and others are trampled in the ensuing panic as those mortals with wits enough turn and fucking - run.

Anywhere. Anywhere but here.

The female - in the gargantuan warform, the differences are subtle, at most - the female rockets past the bar and turn's her warrior's gift upon Kaj'sha, Asher's immaculate companion - the stink of it, the primal dominance of the full bloody moon - is almost as palpable as the stick copper stain of blood in the air, or the ammonia stench of the mortals' fear.

Still, she rages - nine feet of muscle and mottled fur, more inhuman than a nightmare - and surges forward, silver knife held low. The upward slashing stroke is inelegant, but savage in its effectiveness and soon the silver blade is running red with the other's life's blood.

Kaj'sha
He is perfect.
He is.
Pure.

His eyes are black. His eyes are black, but the rest of him is as the dawn: golden, white, rose. He is all in white, his hair a golden halo of short curls, his skin fair and luminous. His mouth is a poet's, and it is just curving to smile (...angels could fall...) when--

BLAM.
Blood. Red on white.

Shock rockets through him. He doesn't even feel the pain until the warmth of blood blooms on the back of his immaculate jacket. Amazed - who dares?! - the Alpha whirls around; from beneath the sleeve of one long, slim arm, steel-grey drifts and solidifies from a tattoo that's sometimes there, sometimes not. Liquid into solid, smoke into steel and plastic. A shotgun. SPAS-12, futuristic, at once jarring and oh-so-fitting in the beautiful Fallen One. White and golden and pink and RED and black. Beside him, Asher totters, his back a ruined mess. Kaj'sha takes one look and levels the shotgun at the two Gaian Ahrouns crossing the Gauntlet to flank their Alpha.

I believe you have made me quite angry...
...thwarted. Unholy terror hits him; the SPAS-12 wavers in his grasp.

A second shotgun blast, poorly aimed, doesn't do nearly the damage it could've. By then the Spiral Philodox is in his beautiful/terrible Crinos form, staggering back with the blow.

It's not going well. It's not going well at all. His lips peel back, black from white teeth, pink tongue, and he looses the defiance of a howl - the Symphony of the Abyss - a maddening whine, flies and insects, maggots and centipedes.

Lucifer and Beelzebub sat under a tree...

He always has a backup plan. From his other hand, a gathering darkness; a flickering of the lights overhead as shadow expands, engulfs -

- dies.

Just a flicker.
Just a flicker of doubt in his eyes, black, looking up now -

- just in time for the Crinos female to fall upon him. Silver bites deep, thrusting up, invading his twisted perfect heart. The blood of kings, purest of the pure and the most tainted of all, falls in a flood. White. to. red.

Kaj'sha.
Staggers.

The world is woolen and indistinct. Beside him, he can hear the blade of the Fenris-wolf cleaving into his packmate. Inside him, he can feel it through the pack-bond: the shattering of the Spiral's Heart, the destruction these faithless ones wreak. Through the shield of his own disbelief, Kaj'sha makes a realization.

Am I dying...?

It comes as such a surprise. Such an inconstant, such a ...loose end.... Death. He has never considered it. The Father promised him. All this and more I shall bestow upon thee, if only thou wilt fall and worship me.

He fell.
He falls, to his knees.

One.
Last.
Plan.

The barrel of the shotgun jams up under the sleek snow-white blood-red muzzle. The Symphony of the Abyss falters in his throat, but it matters not. The maw of the abyss opens wide: darkness, as dark as the blindness he began his life in so long ago, unfolds to take him in. Less than a week ago he carved the Sign of the Beast into the breast of his Beta. Today, he carves his own sign.

And he's going home.
And he has.
One last loose end to tie.
One last silver bullet.

Kaj'sha: perfectly tainted, the Spawn of Mahsstrac, the Alpha of the Spiral's Heart, the Bastard of G'louogh, the Chosen of the Wyrm and the Philodox of the Silver Fangs:

pulls.
the.
trigger.

None but the purest shall make an end of me.

Asher
curves (sin) waltzing (entrancing) to weave through him, crowd parting a red (bloody) sea this strange, eternal voyage
blinding beauty
blinding pain

[Aethera Enamorata - there is divinity in pleasure
Spiral's Heart - there is divinity in pain
]

there is no doubt in his (cracked) mind silver tears through skin (splintering bone, ripping organs) a thousand electric nerves in overdrive the sudden (blistering) heat that pumps (paniced Rage) into the lean Galliard's body, screaming crowd around him doing nothing to dim the shreiking that begins from somewhere long forgotten, somewhere deep inside (.....no...... not again...... please)

blood belches onto the floor beneath the Dancer flipping to his back, finest fabrics replaced by black tar fur, reactive (reactor) rage thundering, mule ears spike (the devil's horns) from twisted skull, tail lashing (serpent's wrath) sweeping a mortal woman from her feet (orientation waning)

just in time to see the Ahroun mauling his Alpha

..... no.

the third (final) blast shatters
something in the Galliard dies

...... not again

the fury of gray stormed skies is almost not enough to grant his attention, before the silver (how familiar) plunges into black (silken) throat there is nothing but the nightmare of white becoming crimson

and lightning cracks

massive fist reaching to wrap around the Modi's wrist, plunging the silver blade deeper into his own throat (there is nothing for me now) and echoing, whispering, completely filling this moment suddenly frozen in time, needling its way into Decker's mind (a voice he will never.... can never.... forget) in vice-grip torture

...... how does it feel...... indulging the pleasure of violence..... the glory of rage.... the ringing chorus of cruelty..... tell me of the power you feel now...... do you like it?

the Gallaird is going home (the Father's warm embrace) already he feels the Spiral's rapture pull
perhaps a smile curls the underhinged maw (I will see you there, soon enough), rippling guard hairs on deformed muzzle, somewhere behind the growing haze in uneven eyes a bitter (bale) fire erupts (victory), lips that could never form even the Spiral's twisted speech quiver as if to attempt one. last. time.

...... you're more corrupt than me.......

head twists, tongue snakes out, smearing through the (tainted) crimson soaking into gray fur (staining), combing it through the hairs, against the skin, the right (night's dark sky) eye flickering in a wink
then the light..... darkens

Friday, October 25, 2002

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 07:58PM
Why?

She's not quite sure why she is here here, the penmanship--the paper it had to be -him-, but she had come nonetheless. The gypsy-hued shawl that usually hangs from her hips is self-consciously pulled about her shoulders now, as if if to ward away the bite of ocean breezes.

Chin lifts higher as she holds the rail under white knuckled grip (As if to ward away the bite of uncertainty. Never that.) punctuated by the fine weave of the shawl threaded between her fingers.

Kaj'sha

Fri 08:04PM
"Thank you for coming."

She had not heard his approach. Few enough do, when he does not wish to be heard; few enough moved with the blonde youth's deft grace. Dressed all in black - though the shirt beneath the woolen overcoat may have been silver-grey - his skin fairly glows; his hair is a halo. So fine, so lovely and so dignified as to transcend gender and race, Kaj'sha is simply beautiful in the way art and angels are.

His hands are gloved, and they rest upon the railing as he steps beside her and smiles. He wears spectacles, their sheen giving the illusion of light to his lightless (hopeless) eyes. This is the only concession to human imperfection; but then, he is not human after all.

"I know the notice was short. Am I keeping you from anything important?"

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 08:21PM
The wind lashes them both her muscles jerking briefly as she hears the sound of syllables to her left. Long ( breeding so pure it seemed she was not real.) colorless strands of hair toss and curl about her in the wind, as cool-grey eyes slide toward the sound. Face only follows eyes as good manners would dictate, the edges of her lips curving slowly. Had she anticipated the pleasure this visit would bring her?

Mouth parts in--

It is always startling to set eyes upon him. Something about him seemed to draw even as it warned. As if he were, at this moment too awfully beautiful, too horribly perfect, that she might (..Oh Semele, you have betrayed yourself—look away.) catch burst into flames at her very impudence.

--greeting.

Foolish girl, next thing you’ll say is you believe those inbred neanderthals are really saviors of the earth—pssht.

“It was my pleasure. Well yes, now that you’ve kept me from my afternoon of lounging and napping I am simply overwhelmed by the thought of making it up. Of course, I fully expect you to make it up to me, Oliver.”

Kaj'sha

Fri 08:28PM
"How can I make it up to you?" Marvel, that his smile can be so guileless; Philodox of the Spiral, Alpha of the Heart. "Ask anything of me and you shall have it if I am able."

You crack me
in
two.


His eyes flit away, black as no one's eyes should ever be. They used to be blue, but night has long since fallen on this sky. In the silence which passes, waves crash to the shore and recede. The wind whips color into his smooth cheeks, but Kaj'sha is motionless as a statue.

He spoke to Asher last night.
Her fate is already sealed.

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 08:36PM
A silvery hued brow rises while head cants to the side indicating they should walk. The boardwalk is chilly that night, though as she moves it seems the cold does not touch her at all. Along with the high curve of her cheekbones, the comfortable erectness of her posture (Did Atlas shrug? Never.), the long thin hands that slide into her pockets as she turns toward him mid-stride, all of it details rendered irrelevant to the sovereignty of her words.

Get on you knees.

“Have you seen Percival?”

Kaj'sha

Fri 08:41PM
So he walks, a easy stroll, effortless and regal. Such a matched pair they are, Silver Fangs to the core and back again. "Hm?" Percival. Percival? "Ah yes. He had a family emergency, I believe. Didn't he leave you a note?"

How easily he lies. Yet three more steps, and he turns to her, though his pace does not falter. His face is intense, serious.

"Can I ask you something?"

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 08:48PM
Family Emergency.
(But didn’t Percy say that his fa--..)

Thoughts stall time stalls as his words ring out across (a small space say 3 feet.) the distance between them. Maddie with the grace of a fencer, dancer of bladed steps, twists toward him halted by his simple inquiry. Lashes sweep low in deference older etiquette.

Instincts.
“..I believe you just have.”

Evolve.
(A small smirk twitches at the corner of her lips as she sneaks a glance through the shield of long eyelashes she’s erected.)

Kaj'sha

Fri 09:08PM
A glance away. A pause, as his flawless brow furrows in thought. Then, carefully, he takes his glasses off and tucks them into his shirt's breast pocket (it is silver), inside the coat.

For the first time that she has seen - though he does not look at her - his eyes are naked. For the first time that she has heard, he gropes for words.

"If - I were to tell you - " a maddening delay as, head down, the beautiful youth (creature.) struggles to frame his thoughts, which were not born human, which would never be human, " - if I were to say that I am - "

No, no. He couldn't say that. It was risking too much.
Father...

"Madeleine," he has never called her by her given name, ever, "do you trust me?"

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 09:19PM
She swallows briefly.

Right hand trembling as if barely restraining the urge to cross herself (Its only that you are so beautiful..) And watching him fumble she reaches toward him, the fleh of chilled hands grasping at his gloved own ( I wonder if you might tell me your name—so that I know which saint it is I implore--) Oh but it isn’t easy for her, and Madeleine Anne Lloyd has been many things…

Never a liar.
(..When I go on my knees at night.)

“I want to but—“

We do not know each other.
I am so volatile.
You are so calm.
We don’t know each other.
Attraction fades.
You are so perfect.
I am so flawed.

We do not know each other.

“—have you trusted me?”

Kaj'sha

Fri 09:24PM
She takes his hand and he grasps it, clenches it. His touch is, for a moment, terrifying.

He is not strong. She is likely stronger than he is. His grip does not hurt, but - there is a desperation there (keep me from falling apart), and a hunger that is black.

Not an angel, after all.

He releases her with an effort. "I have," because she is no tiger, and he is no lamb. "I do."

He sucks a breath.

"If I should tell you that you were in danger." He speaks it just like that: a statement, finished. "If I were to tell you that you should run, and never look back, and never stop running. If I should tell you 'Percival' was a monster who received his just retribution--"

--and I am Michael, Archangel of the Sword--
--and I am Lucifer, Son of the Morning--

"--would you believe me?"

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 09:37PM
Her eyes reach out to him, chilled grey fog hardens into unrelenting concern. Madeleine’s gaze darts wildly about him as she holds his elbows in reassuring grip. Can feel the vibrancy of her form—the (..pathetic) human muscles toned and fit. Comforting and warm, it is she (..noblisse oblige.) who draws HIM near.

“I would believe anything you say, darling.” The softest touch of condescension. “..have you been alright, lately?” Only worse (..corrosive as any poison.) -ened by its mixture of love.

And what was Lucifer’s sin? (Pride. Wrath. Vengeance. Lust. Greed--) No it was a vanity to presume that he in his infinite greatness weighed more than a fly in the cosmic scheme—and so banished from eternal beauty and joy. Cursed to know its taste but never truly savor the fruit.

But do not fear, all things must fall away.
(…even God will not outlive his own self-image.)

Kaj'sha

Fri 09:49PM
And so drawn, he approaches: his rightful mate, come too soon.

His is so armored: his black overcoat covered everything, woolen and thick and warm as oblivion. But when he takes those steps toward her, the armor cracks - he cracks - and for a second, he could, almost does, weep.

Lucifer. Always. Wanted. To. Go. Home.

Oh, but condescension. You don't believe me. You don't believe in me. Even that touch of it, even if it's unconscious, innate, inborn: the trademark of the Silver Fang that's stamped even across his brow and in the tilt of his fine jaw, even now: arrogance. Nobility. Vanity.

When they fall,
they fall hard -
never to hope again.


He smiles. It comes so easily. "Of course. I'm spouting gibberish." A laugh - so simple that she might think she had imagined it: the tension, the madness.

Patch the holes, heal the crack.
With.Draw.

"But thank you," he adds, "for your concern."

Madeleine Lloyd

Fri 09:56PM
Uneasy.

He can feel it in her exhalation, in the rising blush that colors pale cheeks as she realizes she's gripping him. (When all I wanted to do was kiss you..) Releases her hold with the elegance of royal distraction (..meet me in the antechambers.) Her hands going again into her pockets.

"Quite right, of course I don't think you shall ever lack for concern, Oliver. You're blessed."

Kaj'sha

Fri 10:06PM
He stops. He turns to her.
His eyes are black.

In a moment, he strips his gloves from his hands; holds out those hands for hers, takes her hand in his, looks at it, cradles it as he might a wounded animal. His skin is cool, but when he brings her hand to his lips and kisses it, his breath is warm, and his mouth is warm.

"My name is not Oliver," he tells her, softly, and there is no interrupting him. "My name is Kaj'sha. I am a Silver Fang as pure as you."

That doesn't sound like a Silver Fang name--
I never fell. I don't care what they say. I am still. Fang.

His eyes search hers. Search into hers. He sees right through her skin, and those eyes are not natural.

Soft, softer, softest of all:
"And I am sorry."

Without waiting for a reply, the beautiful (tainted) creature drops her hand. He turns and, wrapping his coat tighter about his slim frame, walks away: steadily, crisply, and without a single glance back.

Thursday, October 24, 2002

Kaj'sha

Thu 09:21PM EST
He hasn't been out of his room much these few weeks. Like Asher's own ritual seclusion, Kaj'sha had drawn into his pure(ly tainted) self, turned his back to the world and curled tight around the demons within. Memories have been difficult to cope with...thoughts and delusions. Striking is only the first part of the test, and the easiest.

But.

The door is open tonight. Glimpsed within, the room has been reordered. Rearranged. Remade. There is now no furniture. No furnishings. Nothing but white: pure. Untainted. Sterile.

And he wears nothing but white.
And he is still.

Flawless.

Asher

Thu 09:36PM EST
Luna changed her face in the time it has been since the Galliard even thought to return to the Lab (home) all that he cared to accomplish (destroy) accumulated in series of phone calls and chance meetings.... but tonight, tonight something calls (craves) him to the familiar subterranean pathways

the Fang kin abandoned without explanation
without warning
without regard

a heavy silence had walked with him through the empty tunnels (silence his bedmate) to chambers uncared for in weeks
a shiver tightened newly scarred shoulders at how alone the Galliard felt

after the shower (steamed and scalded clean) ceased, only then did the young Dancer think to venture into the rest of the pit, hungry, searching, skin still warm from the water's (hissing) kiss, and curious (hoping) light sparking within mismatched eyes to see the door so long shut (against the world.... against him) one more...... cracked.....

Kaj'sha

Thu 09:47PM EST
Cracked? The door, perhaps.
Kaj'sha? Never.

He is. Perfect. If he is skewed (...and he is...), he is perfectly so now, every last angle off, every line tilted, every curve bent. Everything. Matches. The whole is perfect. The whole is.

WRONG.

"And so," his voice is angels, sighing, "the prodigal son returns."

Behind Asher. Few moved with such effortless, silent grace as Kaj'sha. The beautiful youth's hands are laced behind his back; tall, slender, he regards Asher with a solemnity reminiscent of seraphim and saints. Archangel crowned in (.thorns.) golden locks, the Philodox steps around Asher without ever once brushing him and opens the door to his white room.

"Sian and I have missed you so." Words that could be cloying are grave on his tongue, simple and honest. The room is utterly immaculate; everything is white saved Kaj'sha, who is white and gold with only the faintest pink giving life to his perfection. Like the dawn, is he: like the Morning Star.

There is nowhere to sit but the ground, and Kaj'sha does so, cross-legged, back straight. Quiet, the question comes, "Where have you been?"

(Confess your sins, darkchild mine.)

Asher

Thu 10:04PM EST
jaw twists towards (silver) scarred shoulder, turning towards the voice, the fallen angel, the devilric seraph that now grants the mortal muse audience, attention, bestowing perhaps the greatest of graces with idle smile (where. have. you. been.) quietly watching the circling (shark) that closes in to never strike

[do you speak of me, or yourself]
question writ in eyes that will never be seen

when the Alpha (god) moves, the Beta (child) follows

"As I have missed you."

one has stolen the angel's body
the other has stolen its voice

sinking to sit (supplicate) before the Philodox, the answer whispered silk (poison) against the air

"Hunting."

the bodies found (the bodies not yet found) the vengeance that shows in healing (healed) skin above a sorrowed (fractured) soul, lungs filling with scent so long withheld (never forgotten) in the silence that awaits judgement

[why did you leave me]

Kaj'sha

Thu 10:13PM EST
He draws a breath...
...and he releases a breath.

Oxygen to carbon dioxide. Air to (sweetest) poison. Those who die of carbon monoxide poisoning are flushed and beautiful, as though they merely sleep after the rapture of true love.

Kaj'sha's lightless eyes search the blank ceiling of the blank room. Indeed, they are the only darkness here, save for Asher's clothes and the shadows pooled beneath them. He searches the ceiling as though he could find an answer there, not only to Asher's unspoken-heartbroken questions, but to every other. Why the seasons turn. Why leaves brown. Why angels fall.

I am not fallen. I don't care what they think. I am true.
I am perfect.
I am the vengeance that shall scourge the world.


"I have been..." pause, so effortless that it does not seem to be one, but merely a dilation of time. His eyes slip down; they pass over Asher, into Asher, and then to the ground. His lashes are long and curled and golden; he is as a martyr to the greatest cause of all: that has more truth than even Kaj'sha will ever know, until his fate comes upon him. But - no. Hush. Listen, "...hunting, myself. There were demons to slay."

A beat.

"Trust in me when I tell you this," ...said Jehovah after the Flood... "I will never abandon you again."

Another.

"But they are coming for you, soon."

Asher

Thu 10:25PM EST
as if the Galliard knows his Alpha's thoughts, rhythms, and reasons, perhaps there is a smile that flickers (crawls like a newborn child realizing its chance at life) across his countenance (first breath) and begets sadistic energy once more through battered frame (first sin) the poisonous breath (sweetest taint) drawn and cradled as if it, then, were all that were required, as if it, then, were the oxygen that spawned twisted desire to truly (viciously) live

And that is why I.
Serve.
You.
My faith is still unshakeable.


the crystaline gaze drops (day and night plummeting to abyssmal darkness) to the pristine floor

"They have found me more than once."

so many layers in the all but unheard words

Kaj'sha

Thu 10:32PM EST
"Then you have nothing to fear."

So simply does he slide two threads into one. Face to face with his Beta, the Philodox is slender and graceful, so beautiful as to be otherworldly. Abstract. Beyond. Trust in me, said Lucifer, son of the morning, and you shall fear nothing.

Asher's eyes drop. Kaj'sha reaches one slim and elegant hand forward. His fingers never brush Asher's chin, but the sheer opposed-magnets force of his absent touch is enough to raise the Galliard's eyes back to his. And his are black. Endlessly black. Look in, and be. Devoured.

"They come with all their might, but I will not let you"
Wonder, at the choice of his words.
"fall."

Asher

Thu 10:44PM EST
the reaction to almost touch is instant (how he begs to delay) drawing the (uneven) gaze of the damned back to angel's (perfect) skin, to his eyes - what shakes the very foundations of all else that meet the dreaded gaze, the Galliard willingly casts himself to drown in the voids of eternal

without hesitation
without reserve
without another thought save he wants to be there
just as he threw himself into the Father's (frightening) arms
That. Is true faith.

palms flattening against the cool tiles (aching to curl close and reaffirm the dream is real) weight shifts (the semblance of genuflection's might) to speak the half-language of the Spiral
of mind (cracked), body (torn), and soul (twisted)
the closest move he dares

"Then I shall never fall."

Kaj'sha

Thu 10:49PM EST
The Alpha.
Does not move back.
An inch.

And an inch.
Is the tantalizing distance.
Between.

"I have a question for you." It is barely more than a breath. Though Kaj'sha's eyes never leave Asher's, his hand moves; from the folds of his pristine white clothing, he draws a knife. Summersblade, still smelling of the sea after so long. The knife is held up beside Asher's face. Light dances along the uneven, serrated, seashell edge; light flickers in Asher's vision, at the corners of perception. "Did you kill her?"

And this, this is whispered:
"She loved you."

Asher

Thu 10:58PM EST
the distance that makes strong frame tremble
close enough to taste.... but never touch
...... how it makes him ache

through he knows the blade could strike (he would let it) the Galliard doesn't flinch (faith) when it is raised, it's reflection brilliance in strange blue eyes (seashells against the ever-changing sea) that do not blink else the dream shatters

"Yes."

a breath between them (a breath shared) to span the silence, broken by a (silken) sigh

"She died thinking I loved her in return."

so twisted
his justice
her reward

Kaj'sha

Thu 11:04PM EST
Absolution and condemnation are entwined in his eyes; absolution and condemnation are both absent.

Soundlessly, smoothly, and in a single motion, Kaj'sha rises to his feet. White in a room of white, all that is missing are the wings. But the only wings a Dancer could ever wear are black...leathery...hideous.

Wingless, then, he holds Asher's gaze. It is impossible to look away. It is impossible to look anywhere else but into the void, which is black as the darkest night, blacker.

"Rise to your knees, Grr'aack."
Quiet. as. falling. stars.
"Remove your shirt."

Asher

Thu 11:13PM EST
there is nothing and everything hidden within the darkest voids (and that... is what allows reason to define) but curiosity glints in the seas of color trapped in the desert of (pure) white

fabric whispers across (newly) healed skin to be set aside
how many scars were not there before
how many would his Alpha never know where there at all
the twin ridges blessing his shoulder blades

he has the voice, perhaps he once had the wings, shorn away because he had no right to wear them
that makes two, that should, but never will

one deserves them (has them, in his Beta's eyes)
the other such deviance they could never remain had they existed

silent.... the Galliard waits

Kaj'sha

Thu 11:28PM EST
For the space of an eternity, Kaj'sha does not move. does not speak. does not so much as blink.

Then: condemnation.

The knife sinks into flesh
"Shhh."
and burns like a kiss.

There is silver at its edge, and Asher can feel it. Sunk deep into the skin and muscle of his chest, right down to the bone, it seethes and throbs and scalds. Kaj'sha can see pain register in the set of Asher's bones, but he cannot see it in his eyes.

It did not matter.

Slowly, steadily, the Alpha opens his flesh in a circle, in a loop, in a spiral. Stigmata: the blade is so sharp that the cut cannot be seen; blood wells as though from unmarred skin, and blood echoes for one beaded second the pattern of the cut. The pattern of the Wyrm.

Then it pours. Blood sheets down Asher's skin, here diverting over an arch of bone, there a scar, and there again, a ridge of muscle. Blood soaks the waist of Asher's pants, and lower.

The first design is complete. It will scar: the Wyrm glyph sprawled lazy and perfect over Asher's breast. Another silence falls, and red blood spreads soundlessly at their feet. For once, Kaj'sha does not move back from it.

"So that you remember she loved you."

The knife plunges again. Sharp and fast, the pattern of the jagged whorls about the Wyrm's spiral. A carnivorous rose yawns open; the Wyrm's sign becomes the sign of the beast.

Black. Spiral. Dancer.

But the last spike remains incomplete. The blade remains sunken inches into flesh, and the tip of it - does Asher imagine it? - touches the black heart of the Galliard. It is a queer touch, the (ecstatic) quiver of silver entirely too deep inside, violating and sanctimonious at once. The beat of that heart rocks the hilt of the blade gently; the slightest of pushes would snuff out Asher's flame forever.

Trust me.

Kaj'sha speaks again.
"I should let you die thinking I loved you."

A beat of Asher's heart.

"But..."
Tension stretches forever.
"...I would rather you lived to know it."

Absolution.
The blade withdraws
and clatters to the ground.

Kaj'sha steps away.

Asher

Fri 12:15AM EST
when the blade sinks
the scream rises

silver buried deeply in the metis Dancer's flesh and muscle, nicking bone (scalding) as jaw clenches (to break) to strangle the plaintive wail as he was told (as he was so. silently. commanded) though the pain is maddening (fracturing, splintering, thinning the delicate threads of .....cracked.... mind)

deliciously tormenting
the madman's sick caress
mismatched eyes glazing in horrific pleasure

....... I killed her to save her greater pain......

whispered (so small against the wave of mindnumbing pain) deep in the recesses

but it does .not. matter.
he knows, without seeing, what it is his Alpha carves in willing flesh, quaking beneath the cruel (adoring) touch, low moan (purred, begging) welling behind the remnants of agony's howl, mixing to wash muted sigh on tainted (talented) tongue, the (sick) smile that curves his lips (blessed)

glazed eyes draw open to feel the pause, his heart beating (strong), mindless desperation (devotion) to creep closer to the ultimate touch even if it meant it would be the caress that ended it all (ecstacy's thrill in asphyxiation), irises wide enough to challenge the darkness in Kaj'sha's gaze, blue nearly extinct - the two Dancers (angels, devils) for this instant joined into a single (devastating) creature

in the pain that wells by one to the other
in the blood that spills to bridge one to the other

[I once told you...... I would give all you desired of me and more]

Aethera Inamorata - there is divinity in pleasure
The Spiral's Heart - there is divinity in pain

......I would never forget......

never
as final as the blade's clatter on floor so clean (perfect, that he was allowed to mar) ringing in the Galliard's ears
as final as the mark of his Alpha's hand that will remain with him, on him, in him
forever